Caring for a puppy
isn't as easy as how i thought it'd be.
Buying milk-bottle,
making sure the puppy's sleeping well,
making sure the puppy's not feeling too cold,
making sure the puppy's not hungry,
making sure the puppy's not crying,
making sure the puppy's not crawling everywhere till it lost itself.
I almost lost him this morning.
Couldn't find him anywhere and for a moment there, i imagined some big bird took him away. Till i eventually found him...and there he was, all curled up sleeping so soundly among the plants in the garden.
my baby :)
Wish i could do more for you.
keep fighting little one! :)
How can one ever, bear to eat pretty looking chocolates like this.
now this is so so annoying !
Can't wait to head back home !!
Cause this time round, it won't be just Dad & Mum and Grace & Addie.
There's gonna be another 3 baby puppies waiting !
hmmm, How should i even name them ?
Meme. Momo. Moomoo ? Suggestions!
Sometimes ironies in life makes me laugh. Sometimes it confuses me so much. While other times they just make me cry.
Within the last twenty-four hours, i was thrown into the very two extremes. They made me laughed, and they made me cried. Or some may just blame it all on the whole monthly-girly-pms thing, i don't know.
But what i do know is this: That on some days happiness seems but just a step away, it's just right there. But on other days she seems so far away, so much further from me. That no matter how hard i try together with all the frustrations, she still don't seem to come along. And that is when you just have to accept the fact that happiness picks her own guardian, cover, zone, surety. Ward. That you just have to wish that you are the chosen one.
There i was looking out at the world. The sun has set, maybe that was why the lightings seemed extremely pretty. Or maybe it was those words. All i know is that i was lost in the beauty of everything at that moment. Suddenly, so many thoughts ran through my head.
" No wait, just give me a moment. "
As i continued staring, and immersed myself even further into those thoughts.
You know how people always say how those who dare, win ? But as for me, im not too sure of that saying. Because i'd rather not to be that daring, to not win, so at least i will not lose either. To play safe. Maybe that saying could be right, but will it really be applicable to all sorts of situation ?
Truth to be told, i'm just scared. For the fact that i've been down that road before, i just don't want to risk going through the whole thing all over again, to end up there again. This time, i want to care more about me. I choose to love me more, and nothing else. But am i being right ?
This is the time when i wish God, someone or anyone could just throw me a crystal ball. One which could tell me the future, my future. Then at least i can be sure of things, and i'd know what i should do. For me to know what would be the right thing for me to do.
But i guess this is why its called " Living your life". Living. Life.
You just have to live up to every moment in life. Whatever the future may throw at you, at least you have lived through that moment by doing what you want to do. And not what that may be the right thing to do. Then there will be no room for regrets.
And i'm glad i just did :)
Something to sigh about....
Was scheduled to leave for Melbourne on the 5th of July, which is only 3 days away from now.
Flight ticket -
check.
Huge-ass luggage -
check.
Aussie-dollars -
check.
Winter jacket -
check.
Winter clothings -
check.
Accomodation -
check.
The trip was however planned four months ago, before the whole Swine Flu came into picture. Hence Aussieland will not be happening in 3 days time, and will be postponed till next Autumn instead, boo :(
Some may have the opinion that i should just go ahead with the trip and not be so paranoid.
Thing is...paranoid is really not the right word to be used.
Instead, to go ahead with the trip is what i call being selfish. Get it ?
