♥ , Little sunshine in the end, How the fairytale ends.

Sunday, July 30, 2006 - 3:01 PM

I wish, i could draw beautiful clouds. The background, lets give it a baby blue backgroud as the sky alrite. I love baby blue. =p Hmm..whats next. Ahh, lets add a rainbow. A colourful rainbow with all of its colours. Red, orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo, violet. Pretty! What about drawing a bird? A baby bird learning how to fly, for its first time. A yellow bird sounds nice to me, it always attracts me.

This is currently what im feeling, peaceful.
Sounds as tho im in my deathbed, your head! =p

Life is all about dreams. You dream, to know what you want in life. You dream, so that you have something to work towards to in life. You dream, so that you know how to be happy with what you have. Dreams, Goals, Wishes, i see only a thin fine line between those words.

I wish i could draw what i thinking through paint and post it up here to share with all of you. But, i guess its better not to do that. As i suddenly rememberd, i once failed my art. Blah.

Art is...art lar! There is no right or wrong for it. You draw and illustrate how you feel. Your art, must come from within. I still don't get it, how on earth did i fail mine back then. Since then, my art teacher ruined my life, my future. I never dare to draw for people anymore, except for earth worms. Yvonne, shall be my witness.

Maybe, i should start drawing again. Think so? =p

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Friday, July 28, 2006 - 12:16 AM

Life is getting rather confusing lately.

I realise that i've been rather emotional lately. Or have i always been like that ? I doubt so.

Its as though i've changed so much. Within me. Once awhile, people do have their understandable emo moments in life. But im just having far too much of it lately.

The worst thing, i just can't control it. I just don't understand myself anymore.

Everything seems to be upsetting me. I don't know how to get out if this.

Su-lyn's terribly upset. But she just don't know the reasons behind it. She wants to share, she needs to share. But she don't know what to share.

She don't know when to smile. She don't know when to sulk.

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Tuesday, July 25, 2006 - 10:42 PM

It got me thinking.

A good friend been facing some rather major relationship problems lately, which got a few of us thinking and been discussing alot among ourselves. Through our totally-honest talks for the past few weeks, no doubt, we realised alot of things about relationships.

As it got me thinking alot.

I realise, that things before and after a relationship changes alot. I don't want to think about those who readily accepts someone after a week. But what i mean here is those who knows their other half for quite some time before indulging into a relationship with them. During the get-to-know-them period, im sure you take into consideration if you are able to actually open up yourself to that particular person, i mean..i thought that plays a rather major role why u like the other half?
But after being in the relationship, most found themselves unable to open up their thoughts and feelings as much anymore. And for this, in some way it causes some conflicts between both parties. Some feelt that their other half just won't understand. Some are afraid to tell too much, in case it irritates the other half too much.

Girls.
Maybe like what Kyle said, it just runs in the y chromosomes or some genetic tingys (lets not talk bio language here) , but girls will always be girls. No matter what. Before being in the relationship, just a box without chocolates inside is enough to make her happy. All you have to do is crack some jokes when you're out and thats enough to make her think that you're good. And so for the guys, they would be thinking that this girl is all nice and different because she's so easy to please.
But out of 10 cases, all 10 proves one thing. Girls will always be girls. Expectations. I realise that ''expectations'' is what that always kills a relationship. Naturally, you dont ask me why as i've already used the word 'Naturally..' , girls expects alot from a relationship. Im not sure if using the word expectation is right, cause to a girl, she feels that this is a normal thing that a guy would do but not so much of their expectations from them ? My guess is that a guy will go '' f**k, why is she expecting so much ?? '' -scratches head- I don't have to list out the things that guys should expect a girl to expect from them, cause you will know, in time to come. (confusing eh) But i don't know why, the expectations just keeps growing. And so its important to remind ourselves that sometimes its just us expecting too much.

Guys
Out of 4 guys that i've talked to, all four agreed..that guys tends to have the '' she's-there-to-stay '' thinking in them, which got them taking things for granted most of the time. Not that girls don't ever take things for granted. I've also realised, that guys do not believe in there's some level of sacrificing that you have to do when you decided to indulge yourself in a relationship. They want their life to go on like before. Boys will be boys. You know some typical boys, the first and last thing they do in a day is facing their computer with their headphones on running around in the computer screen with a gun in their hands killing every single soul they see in front of them, sitting there for hours trying to get to the next level. Blah. Maybe guys should really realise that girls needs reassurance from them from time to time. That reassurance you give, means alot.

We still can't come up with any conclusions. And i guess, we don't intend to. Lets allow nature to take its own course. You can't be expecting a sunny day everyday. Once awhile, the rain must come, so that you know how to appreciate the sun when it comes up. All the same, when the sun is up, summer lasts too long, you complain that it gets too hot. So, what do you want?

All i can say is, things can really get very beautiful when everything is good. And when the bad weather is here, its either both just let go and drown in the flood, or try to find for a float and reach the nearest land again. Optional. To me, whats most scary is when things becomes a routine that he feels he has to do it to avoid conflicts, instead of he wants to do it to please you. If that happens, maybe its really time to let go. Because the relationship will go no where anymore. Its already stagnant. I can't really open up much, because i don't usually like to do it. I complain alot tho. Its different. But one thing, my mood and expressions tells it all.

Its nice that i've got someone very patient with me. Who listens to every single complains that i have. Who tries to understand me every single way, being very patient about things. Who talks things out very patiently with me. Thank you, for all your patience. =)

Shit, did i make any sense ? Nevermind, its MY blog and so im entitled to blog ANYTHING under the sun here cause its MINE !!

Anyway,I got this from sis's bloggie and all i have to say is, its 100% so true!

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Interesting.

And so, sulyn's sleepy. Bio test tomorrow. -sigh-

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Monday, July 24, 2006 - 12:56 AM

the past weekend been...niceness!!

despite the whole 8 chapters of bio that i have to read for my comming test..

Friday
Went out and watched The Lake House with him and anthony. I found the show totally confusing and was making him explaining to me most of the time. At the end of the show, i still didn't understand. Therefore, i give it... *two eeyores out of five eeyore!* the two is for having keanu reeves in the show =p

Saturday
Was studying in the morning till late afternoon when i suddenly felt so tired. Had a sudden urge. I realise that i always have the sudden-urge-symptoms. In just 5 minutes, i changed and headed to pyramid and caught a movie myself. Managed to watch Jasmine Women. Nice show i'd say. Just like the Joyluck Club book that i've read. I give it *four eeyores out of five eeyores!* I minus-ed the one because i find the show rather predictable. Worth watching tho.

After movie, he was already waiting in pyramid. Uh-oh, i smell trouble for running out to pyramid myself. Sorry kay? Walk walk around pyramid and had kfc, since we had mcd yesterday. haha...im havin too much fast food since im in kl. Fattening !!

Went back to the condo after that and managed to study a little. Before another phone call came along. After much yes and no, finally decided to just go out. And luckily he called, or i'd have missed out so much fun. First went over to this desert place to have some deserts. Somehow the 4 guys ended up stuffing themselves with food. I cant imagine their food intake a day, monsters! Sat there for quite some time, before decided to move our butts. Ingtai then drove over to the cineplex damansara. My first time there since it opened. Nice place i'd say, very nice place. We decided to catch the 11.40pm show, The Dorm. Managed to walk around the area there. Right outside cineplex damansara is just The Curve. Its happening there at night! And gosh, i didn't realise the amount of nice places to eat there!! Yum yum, even the place itself all looks so delicious, i cant imagine the food. As for The Dorm, i dunno. Its, not really like a horror movie actually. Seems more like a comedy ? There's some scary parts tho, for my case. Its torturing to sit beside ching, i never liked sitting beside him when we're watching horror movies. And its so happen then every single time he's sitting beside me when we're watching such movies. Worst, with ingtai around...now i know why they're cousins. After the movie was about 2am+ , went back to the condo.

Sunday
Daddie and mummy came up kl !! They reached during noon time, and we went over to midvalley straight. Its always nice being around daddy and mummy. =) Shopped a little there too..haha..the big big sale is on what, cant help but just to shop a little. Quite dissapointed tho, cause i find that my topshop's dress is no more there. So long, goodbye dressie.

yawns, i betta stop here now. There's lab early in the morning tomorrow. nitey nitez people !!

I remember all of the outings we had alright...i do...

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Saturday, July 22, 2006 - 1:30 PM

Friends

Woke up this morning, and i suddenly had a sort of feeling. A sudden urge. A desperate moment.

To have my friends around me.

I didn't know life could be this hard when you girls aint around me, although you girls have been such a bunch of nuisance all these years. -kidding...-

Im missing those days. Those moments. Where life is without any worries. When you girls are always picking up after me. For the not-so-independant girl me, you girls are always there as a reminder. As a wall. You girls formed a circle and surrounded me, protecting me from the outside world. Everything, you girls will do for me. Now, only i know how to appreciate those.

I miss the times, when tears will be shared.
I miss the times, when laughters are shared.
I miss the times, when we never say no to fun together.
I miss the times, when i have you girls to go crazy with.
I miss the times, when you girls give me a group hug just when i needed it.
I miss the times, when you girls are forever standing by my side even when im wrong.
I miss the times, when you girls are so generous with the love you all gave me.

Now, i can only do it all myself.

You girls been such a strong foundation for me to stand on. Without worries, i can be all i am knowing that i'll still be forgiven and loved at the end of the day.

I miss the times, when no matter how stupid or crazy suggestion i come up with, i have you girls to do it with me.

That is what i don't have now. Those, are what im missing now.

Life's pretty bad, cause i have none of you around me everyday. All i can do everytime, is to think back, and ease myself thinking what you girls will do for me if all of you were here. I miss the times, when you girls will listen to me complain about the world so patiently till im feeling good again. I miss the times when you girls will support me and go on ranting about things with me, althou i know im actually wrong. I miss the times, when i didnt have to say anything, and you girls knows that something isnt going right for me.

For all above, i thank you girls so much. Conflicts, are bound to happen. Misunderstandings, we can never escape it. One-minute-hatred, we cant avoid it. But at the end of the day, we're still there for each other.

I love you girls so so much !! Thanks alot for this morning girls, thanks alot. =)

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Thursday, July 20, 2006 - 8:58 PM

sorry for my long absence..life been pretty busy, doing...stuffs?

My field trip to the ship was cancelled because he and ingtai fell sick. Oh well, four of us including ching met up at night to have dinner together. Went over to this so called high class mamak stall over at ss26. I gotta admit that the western food there is really good. Lots of mozarella cheese, yummm...and i mean really lots and lots of it. Sheez, i love cheese!!! Was a long wait tho. After dinner, we went over to asia. Managed to meet up with wanlin, seekay, jilly, xinyu and archie there. Was nice being able to catch up with you archie! =)

Sunday, was awoken by my uncle's msg. Quickly woke up and rushed to pyramid to meet him for lunch. He came up kl for some meeting! Lunch couldnt last long tho, cause he has meeting to attend to. Nevermind, i'll see him again when i go back to jb. After lunch, i came back to the condo. Went over to 1u later on with him, just to have a walk. Brought him to have dinner at Penang House, the place where my parents love the food there. Had my prawn mee, it was definitely yummylicious!! I wanna have it again! =p
After dinner, we went over to pyramid cause he wanted to do some grocery shopping there. Was fun seeing how guys do their grocery shopping. Was really an eye opening session for me there, haha..

Overall, really had fun with you over the weekends =)

Class started as usual on Monday. I thought semester two would be at least a little more relaxing, but im so wrong. Its actually worst than my semester one! Joining the march intake is one of the craziest decision i've ever made. No regrets so far tho. Just that life can be really tiring at times.

Wednesday, Kane came across some experiment about Diet Coke and Mentos. We decided to give it a shot.

Purpose : To test the reaction between diet coke and mentos.

Hypothesis : The chemical reaction will take place between the diet coke and the surface of the mentos.

Instruments : 1. Mentos
2. Bottle
3. Diet Coke

Procedure :
1. Pour the diet coke into a bottle.
2. Put then mentos-es in to the bottle.
3. Run !!

Result : A small explosion did occur.

On a personal note, the explosion goes like ''pssssttttttt....'' -dead-. Maybe its because we didn't get the bigger bottle of diet coke ? It was sure fun tho! =p

Thursday - Had maths test. The paper was pretty fine. Hopefully the marks turns out fine too!! *keeps fingers crossed* It was a beautiful night sitting by the poolside. =)

Alright, i got to stop here !! lots of things to be done..

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Friday, July 14, 2006 - 9:13 AM

Thursday = Total madness

Early in the morning during break time, we decided to challenge ourselves and about 10 of us signed up for something crazy. Movie marathon! haha..The rule is we must stay AWAKE in the cinema watching movies back-to-back for 72 HOURS. haha..thats equivalent to not sleeping for 3 days! total madness..Came up with all sorts of strategies,haha..The last world record was 70hours. We can almost imagine ourselves standing in front of the cameras flashing our smiles holding up the Guiness World Record book. *dreams* okay, this is mad. But yah, just for the fun of it by the way.

Afternoon was even better. I took up the hitz.fm mental and physical challenge. haha..All started well at first..
Dj : Tell me something that is seventeen.
Me : *thinks hard* I am seventeen now!!
Dj : whua so young ar..okaylah, the prize is yours.

Haha, just like that. Kane manage to get his hands on the Tokyo Drift's sunshade. It was a beauty, many wanted it. Sam too..managed to get the free passes to movies at the cineplex damansara all year round. Fun fun fun.

Then came the mental challenge. Which is a little tricky. We played '' big fish and small fish ''. boy, it wasnt easy.
Me and natasha stood side by side, telling ourselves that we must beat the others. And good enough, me and her made it to the last three. But blah, just one mistake and she got eliminated. I really thought the prize is ours already. So i was left competing with another girl, its either her or me. And i so wanted it !! My mind got confused in the end, i lost. Blah. I wanted it so much. =(

Next, comes the physical challenge. This time, all 5 of us were there competing with a whole load of others. Headsquats. All of us are supposed to do headsquats non-stop till the last one left. Sheez. For this, i know i cant win already. Expected either iggy or sam would have win it. But nah, all 5 of us couldnt make it. I was the first to give up tho. No kidding, after hundreds of headsquats, i couldnt even stand anymore the whole day. Courtesy goes to aaron, who has been so kind walking down the stairs so so slowly with me. haha..me and iggy was having a really tough time there getting down the stairs.

Gosh, and it hurts like mad now.

Reminder to self : my parents didnt send me here to play!

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Wednesday, July 12, 2006 - 11:12 PM

im feeling good !!

thats the way uh-huh uh-huh, i like it uh-huh uh-huh....lalala~

It just feels great today ? Not that anything fantastic did happen.

Suddenly had chemistry quiz this morning about chromatography. I think almost the whole class screwed it up ? Except for all the smart-asses of course. But darn, they didnt share their answers with us!

Supposed to have our Moral finals exam today. But, the whole Mufy march intake boycott our moral lecturer...with the strict order comming from none other than our own director, Puan Norli. So woohoo !! I was smart enough not to study for it last night, haha...

Spent my whole 3 hours break time in the computer lab this afternoon, and i have officially finished my english research project!! It feels...supa dupa very extremely fantastically fabulously great!! =) Am satisfied with the end result myself. Cant wait to hand it up...and get started with my biology and chemistry project, not forgetting about my presentation.

This just reminds me, i wanna get new formal wear!! Dont wanna wear what i wore the other time.. *hints* daddy, got what i mean? see ar, i wear nice nice, neat neat pretty pretty, my lecturer see me also happy happy, then the marks she give me also high high..you want me to pass Mufy don't you daddy? You want your daughter to look good right !! =p

After my last class today, just felt like going out and have a little celebreation for myself. Celebrating my fairly good mood today. Ching was kind enough to entertain me. He has been entertaining me since monster-buster was back. He play with me = He is a good guy. =) After playing in his room for awhile, giving chauwei no peace at all , we went over to pyramid! That guy, being a horror-movie fanatic, finally gave in today and agreed to watch some chick flick movie instead. I wanna watch Just My Luck by Lindsay Lohan! Managed to get the tics after our dinner, perfect. I love the show!! and i give it..*four eeyores out of five eyores!!* It was entertaining enough for me. Something happened tho. I went to the ladies halfway thru the movie and, i went into the mens instead. No worries, i didn't see anything that i shouldn't see. Just a guy washing his hands. Thank God. Not the first time that this is happening anyway, nothing surprising.

I wanna go to the Doulos Ship! Now that it has stopped at Port Klang, i must go !! Not because i so wanna buy books, im just amused by the idea that this ship been going round and round the globe and i wanna see it for myself! Just the idea of being there, having the feeling. And the kind mr.ching ing tsai agreed to bring me there this saturday. Bosh's promise to go too. Monster-buster hero promised to come back by then to go with us too...field trip!! =) Hope the ship's not dissapointing ? Certainly hope not.

Then again, im waiting for the genting trip too!! haha... me, bosh and wanlin so wanna go to genting one of these weekend. Just a day trip. Hopefully we're able to make it soon. Its hard to find a time when everyone is free.

I guess this is enough for now. Gotta go do laundry now, blah~

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Monday, July 10, 2006 - 1:02 PM

My brain's so gonna burst. Or did it just happened ?

Im officially bored. Not that im bored because i have nothing to do. Im just bored of doing what im doing. Okay, confusing.

Just when i thought that life is being cruel enough towards me, Mrs Morris dropped another bomb on me today. Presentation next week. I totally have no clue how am i going to handle my english, bio , chemistry research and now squeezing in my presentation in the middle of everything. Honestly, my mind's all confused up now. Im not liking all of this at all *shakes head*

What can i say. Its just not fun !! -throws tantrums- *throwing pillow, bolster, pinky, blue, bear, eeyore, hippo up into the air*

Stayed up till 2am to do whatever little teeny weeny incy bitsy bit i could do till...the France VS Italy match was on! Of course, im proud that Italy won, since mua's Totti is there =p

On a personal note, although many said that Zidane's stupid enough for ending his career in such a disgraceful manner, i support his action. I guess Materazzi said some wrong words to Zidane to have earned that head-butting. Oh well, all is over. And so the World Cup trophy 2006 goes to..Italy!! =)

Time to start saving money, for 2008's World Cup.

farewell botak-head...hehe..

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Sunday, July 09, 2006 - 8:20 PM

i have been waiting.

i kept on waiting.

i believe that i'd be worth waiting.

i began to lose my patience so i kept bugging.

finally....

Andrew's album is out !!

How do i promote such a good album ? My first time doing so.

By the way, i've been waiting for this album to be out way long time ago and its finally out now. Right after getting my hands on this album, i immediately went home and blasted it. No doubt, this album is definitely worth the wait.

I have no complaints about it at all.

The songs in it, i give it all *five eeyores out of five eeyores* =p Furthermore, the whole album is all DIY by non other than the rapper himself, Andrew Choo.

Alrite alrite, so whos this dude ? He' actually just a 18 year old guy like any of us from jb, who has a natural talent in rapping. No doubt about that, i've heard him performing on stage. All the tracks in the album is all done by him himself, in additional with the touch of some well known local artists. This, is a 100% all local album all the more we should support it !! Everything's just good about this album. Not exaggerating.

Personally, im in lurve with track 3 ''Say Goodbye''. Have to say it here, this track brought tears to my eyes. Its just..fan-ta-bu-lous!

So to all u guys out there, really hope that u guys will get one of this album yourself and listen for it yourself. Trust me alrite? It only costs 10bucks! C'mon, with the music, effort, getting the cds and the over all..its totally worth your money alrite. At least i felt my money was well spent buying this album. So if you're interested, can just let me know or find out more about the rapper himself Andrew Choo currently studying in Taylors. However please, i only mean the album. He's attached.

Personal note to Andrew : Hey yy, just wanna congrats you! Guess all of your effort all these while did pay off after all. Hope to hear more of your ''inventions'' yea! Oh yea, Happy Belated Birthday! =)

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Friday, July 07, 2006 - 1:45 AM

''Sometimes, we just need to be reminded of something very simple. Like, smiling.'' by Sulyn

Because when I have the heavy cloudy clouds above me, I totally forgot that I still have the ability to smile.

Though I've tried, I've fallen. I have sunk so low.

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Thursday, July 06, 2006 - 1:02 AM

Im so madly deeply in love right now. I think, 'He's-The-One' for me. *stares up into the sky*

I am gonna be none other than...the next...

Mrs. Totti !!! the wife of Mr. Francesco Totti =)

what can i say...

Italy aint italy without him.

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Tuesday, July 04, 2006 - 9:53 PM

i screwed up my chem test!!

i really think i did.

This week, as usual, been a pretty lazy week for my case. Waking up early every morning ain't any easy job. As i was thinking, why don't they have classes at night ? Cause, i seem more alive at night rather than day time. Or mebbe, two slots! pick and choose..either you wanna attend the class at night or during the day. Cool.

Had chem test this morning. Sheez...it sure wasn't easy! equations equations and even more equations! Back Titration, Acid base titration, Redox titration..count the moles, the concentration, the volume, the percentage, the mass the half inonic equation, darn !! I almost went mad doing the paper..not forgetting that there isn't sufficient time to really think and do the paper. Im so gonna flunk, should be.

Lessons been cut shorter this week, cause of the monash information week. Went for the seminar today, about taking science and engineering in monash. Think we spent half of the time chuckling about the pink chicken that they somehow mutated. haha..Interesting.

Life in semester 2 is really getting very...whats the word..heavy? I have my english research due, and right after that is my biology research due. Transferring agrobacterium cells into a tobacco plant...im having difficulty trying to find more information about it. And after my biology research due, chemistry research project is due. For chemistry, am gonna do something about gas detector. No kidding. Its like handling 3 big research project at the same time, its crazy! Not forgetting, there's test going on every single week. I need help!! * pulls hair *

At another end of the spectrum, am looking forward to going back this weekend. Going back after my class this friday to celebrate mummy's birthday on saturday!! yay =p I miss home so much! I miss dad and mum so much! I miss brownie and whittie so much!

signing out....

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Saturday, July 01, 2006 - 9:19 PM

Nal, being a survey-fanatic herself forced me to do this ! Whats so special about this survey anyway ? Oh well, just get it done before that girl starts threatening me again..sigh..im leading a hard life arent i ?

1)How old do you wish you were?
I wanna be forever sweet 16! but i wanna be 18 too, the legal age...can i be both?

2) Where were you when 9/11 happened?
oh..was in my room studying listening to 98.7 when they reported it

3) What do you do when vending machines steal your money?
i-di-ot....

4) Do you consider yourself kind?
maybe ! i shy lar...*blushes*

5) If you had to get a tattoo, where and what would it be?
ooh, i'll get one at my lower back..a lil fairy mebbe? a baby angel works !

6) If you could be fluent in any other language what would it be?
i want...french!

7) Do you know your neighbors?
my housemates now u mean? With two yes, another two no

8) What do you consider a vacation?
doing whatever i want at my whim and fancy. feeling as tho i have all the time in the world

9) Do you follow a horoscope?
depends...especially when it comes to decision making

10) Would you move for the person you loved?
move?

11) Are you touchy feely?
haha..can say so?

12) Do you believe that opposites attract?
totally, it has been proven =p

13) Dream job?
a lecturer and a part time psychologist!

14) Favorite channel(s)
what can i say..i watch everything?

15) Favorite place to go on weekends?
anywhere fun...

16) Showers or Baths?
showers for me!

17) Do you paint your nails?
yah...

18)Do you trust people easily?
i can never answer this. it really depends..i judge people from the day i meet them

19) What are your fears?
loneliness kills...

20) Do you want kids?
yah but im terrified of kids at the same time ?

21) Do you keep a handwritten journal?
used to..stopped..now it turned to online journal. c'mon, this is 2006 !!

22) Where would you rather be right now?
wherever that person is now

23) What makes you feel warm and safe?
being around daddy, mummy, sister and monster-buster hero! =p

24) Heavy or light sleeper?
light...

25) Are you paranoid?
i can be at times..haha

26) Are you impatient?
i hate waiting for people. i mean, its mutual ya know. i don't make u wait for me, so i don't expect me to be waiting for u either. unless of course, for some good reason

28 ) How do you feel about interracial couples?
im totally cool with it

29) Have you been burned by love?
so far have not

30) What's your life motto?
winning isn't everything. It's the only thing.

31) What's your main ringtone on your mobile?
ashlee simpson- l.o.v.e

32) What were you doing at midnight last night?
was at asia cafe watching germany vs argentina

34) Who's bed did you sleep in last night?
mine !!

35) What color shirt are you wearing?
black, i think

37) Name five things you have with you at all times?
phone, keys, money, watch and erm...what?

38.) What color are your bed sheets?
its yellow! haha..i got a sesame street bedsheet =p

40) What is your favorite part of the chicken?
im okay with everything exept for chicken feet! it disgusts me !!

41) What's your favorite town/city?
favourite? gotta be Harbour town at goldcoast in Brisbane! had the time of my life there

44) I cant wait till..
im over and done with mufy

43) Who got you to join frenster?
i really don't remember this...

44) What did you have for dinner last night?
ikan bakar! yumm..

45) How tall are you barefoot?
159.5 cm..notice the 0.5 there? it makes a difference alright

46) Have you ever smoked crack?
nope!

47) Do you own a gun?
no way

48) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
me drink chocolate milk every morning...

49) What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
a very good question which im unable to answer..

50) Do you have A.D.D.?
not that i understand what is that...

51) What time did you wake up today?
at 9am!

52) Current worry?
not having good greds

53) Current hate?
having to wake up at 8.45am every morning!

54) Favorite place to be?
haha..this got to be home.

55) Where would you like to travel?
lets go to...italy, paris, new york! or lets just go singapore for now...

56) Where do you think you'll be in 10 yrs?
i'd be 27 by then..haha..somewhere counselling people i hope? a job which i enjoy, good pay and hopefully engaged by then..perfect!

57) Last thing you ate?
mcdonalds !!

58) What songs do you sing in the shower?
haha..im shy..i sing in the room with sis. forever having our own mini karaoke session

59) Last person that made you laugh?
monster-buster!

60) Worst injury you've ever had?
oh....torn ligamens and muscles, ewe !!

61) Does someone have a crush on you?
hehe...must i tell ? haha...NO !!

Nal, happy now? gimme back my b****** now !! argh...

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- 1:22 PM

Goodness gracious heaven me *covers mouth with fingers*....

I havent been blogging for such a long long time. When was the last post by the way ? umm..nevermind.

Overall, this week been fine. Nothing major happened, except that i woke up with a red eye on wednesday and im having test on that day !! I don't know if i totally screw my maths test cause i was having my bad migrane then. I dunno, wait for results ?

Managed to catch loads of movie back in the condo. One a day you may say, or more. Niceness, since i like watching movies alot. Just that there's no popcorns and people kicking my chair from the back. Just off the lights, and lye on the bed watching my movie from the laptop till i fall asleep everynite. Oh well, im supposed to keep myself occupied.

Was counting down to the day topshop having sale and yah, that day finally came!! Me and natasha girl had topshop project to do yesterday. Both of us going all crazy and excited bout it, causing stanley, alan, aaron and kyle to just sit there staring at both of us shaking their heads. Oh well, girls shall be girls. The guys initially planned to come with both of us during our break time in the afternoon, oh well, they suddenly remembered about their extra class, too bad! Clive wanted to follow us tho, cause he has some shopping to do too. There's something embarassing tho. I don't know how to open the front door of natasha's car. Seeing that its a alfa romeo, my mind went totally blank..and the next thing im figuring out how on earth do we get that thing to open. haha, had a good laugh about it tho...

Was supposed to have my break from 12.30 to 3.30pm as usual..but had to attend a seminar yesterday. So 12.30 i went to the seminar room and had a shock of my life when i entered the room. Its all lecturers inside ? As in those old old lecturers attending the seminar, reminding me that im still very young actually. My chem lecturer, dr.lee was giving a seminar about Fuel Cells for chemistry. May say that its pretty advanced that i got blur every here and there. Most of the time during the seminar, i was thinking. Im pretty much impressed with Dr.Lee actually. At such a young age, she's already a pHD holder ? Oh yea, she holds a pHD in Material Chemistry. Apart from teaching us fundation students, she's also guiding masters students in UPM. I was thinking, of her monthly salary...
Mummy, i wanna be like her too !! haha..

Oh yea, i caught the movie, Superman. What can i say, its boring boring boring then it turns interesting interesting interesting towards the end ? No doubt, Superman's very good looking. I don't quite get the begining tho, nevermind. Overall, i'd give it... * three eeyores out of five eeyores! *

I wanna watch take the lead next! Waiting for monster-buster hero to be back...

Went over to asia bout 11 last nite..to meet my tuition teacher, mr. ching ing tsai there. Alrite, ing tai i mean. As usual, ikan bakar time!! haha..he was saying wait for monster-buster hero to be back then we go hunting for nicer ikan bakar! yumm... I realised that i cant share ikan bakar with people tho. Cause majority likes squeezing that lime ball, while i don't. I never liked extra taste on my food. I am boring when it comes to food, serious.

Alright, im sleepy...afternoon nap time !!

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