'' Until 3 o'clock ar..If 3 o'clock you still don't want to come out of the hall then we bye bye!! ''
*gulps*
haha..That's actually a statement made by von and wl 2 minutes before i went in the hall to take biology paper 3. The paper starts at 2pm and they expect me to be out by three. Well... dont threaten me!! Cause i'll do it..haha..
Biology today. Marks the ending of spm, for many of us. Bology paper1 and paper2 was kind of tough, to me. Had paper 2 till 12.30pm then mummie came to school with sis. Mum parked the car in the car park while i happily eating my lunch in the car, yummy! *grins* Although once i went up the car, i slumped right on the chair and said '' I cannot become psycho doctor ledi.My bio like that..'' And mum spent her time saiko-ing me,askin me not to give up. Thanks mum,it helped.
Then its almost time for paper 3. Kind of anxious, running through all the experiments i can think of in my brain. Two minutes before going into the hall, von and wl suddenly told me ''Eh, until 3 o'clock ar..If 3 o'clock you still don't want to come out then we bye bye !!'' What the...
Everyone was in the hall. Noisy, very noisy. Could see everyone's face beaming with joy and excitement. Paper starts and crapped all that i could. Halfway through, von turns behind and gives me a big smile She walked out of the hall. Soon after that, wl stood up and told me ''byebye''. She walked out of the hall. Following one after another, my friends all went out. I was controlling hard, should i, shouldnt i ? Turned around, almost all was gone. Turned to my right. Nette and linhui staring at me..My brain is telling me to go, but my leg is asking me to stay. 3pm sharp, i stood up and made my way out. I stood at the door staring at my friends. Gave a supa dupa big wide smile..and they went ''siao''. Did a little jumping in excitement there, *shakes a lil butt*. Lets go !!
We headed for kerrys after that. This, i wanna smash von's head. We were waiting for a bus actually, since we got all the time in the world. And von starts waving her hand to every car that passes by. So i asked ''what if a cab stops ?'' She stares at me, and continues. Whatever. Soon after that, as my dear friend was happily waving at every cars that passes by, a cab stopped right in front of us. I stared at her. -argh- No choice, got up the cab. Im gonna kill this girl someday, i will.
Spent our time in the cab disturbing the uncle. Lets just say we're bargaining with him lar. Telling him its our last day of school, last day of spm and whatsoever, hoping he'll charge us cheap cheap. Reached kerrys, Rm 6 (tis is cheap??). And so, we paid Rm 6 because my dear friend couldn't control her hands. Cool.
Should have seen our expressions when we reached kerrys. Serious case. The three of us stood in front of kerrys and took a deep breath (polluted air anyway). We missed the smell. We missed kerrys smell, we missed the smell of outside polluted air, we missed the smell of shopping complexes, we missed seeing people around !! And we started laughing non-stop all the way.
The way, i've been threatening to bomb down kingsurf all this while, i decided to experience things for myself today. I wonder, what is the game all about, that got my friends feeling so high and so addicted to it. Everyday during spm days, there they will be, counting down days to gunbound. And so,i got my first hand experience today. I actually sat down in kingsurf, screened through the people inside, look at the things they're doing inside, and played gunbound with my friends. Sat there for two hours playing the game, and i couldnt take it anymore. It was nice tho. Soon goh came in, then comes wenkai, den eddie, leong, tay, ching n blah blah blah.. Finally, after tonnes of ''wait,last game last game..'' , they finally bear to leave kingsurf.
Me and von walked arnd kerrys. Ahh, i missed the time we used to do this. Used to be a weekly affair, but it seems like monthsss since we last really lepak-ed. Both of us, crapping like mad..as tho we've not seen each other for months. Didnt realise the time, dinner time !! No wonder im feeling hungry already. Mum came over to kerrys and brought me and von for...da-daH, STONEGRILL !!! haha.. Dont mind us, cause me and von was in a supa dupa high mood, that we couldnt stop cracking lame jokes over the dinner table. That explains why dinner lasted for so long. Finally,i felt tired. Fetched her home, then came home.
Im really high today. Whats the real reason behind it, i dont know. Maybe coz i dont have to touch books again,for now ? Maybe coz spm is over ? Maybe coz this and that..im not too sure of it myself. All i know is, given my best-est shot this round, and all i can do is hope for the best from it. Meanwhile,i gotta enjoy. Its like, a must !! Im craving for, food. Lots and lots of food.
This whole 3 weeks journey, been pretty smooth. And for this, i gotta thank many. But first and foremost, it got to be mum. Thanks mum for being there and giving me yr endless support. Thanks for cooking and sending lunch to me every afternoon !! (no choice, i was down with food poison-ing the day before spm starts.no more taking risk). Then, comes dad !! Dad gave me so much support too. Being there to fetch me from school everyday, always being around, always. Thanks daddie !! Then..comes sis and june !! haha,dont tink i forget you guys. I kind of pity you two actually. Both of u are back from hols, but still cant really enjoy at home coz im studying. Thanks for being so supa understanding !! Ahh...did i miss out anything ? no.
Kay..so..this is it. Everyone that is chatting with me tonight is suffering. Coz its known, when im excited, i can go on and on and on without any full stops. And i mean, really non-stop.*grins* =)
im sleepy...Grandma's birthday ! Well, everything turned out well and pleasant. As usual, adults one table, and the ''kids'' another. Why are we still addressed as kids when the youngest among us is already sixteen,i wonder. Seems as tho we'll never grow up in their eyes eh. The food, it was yummy of course. Although i got supa tempted by the outside's table roasted ducky..it just looks so good !! ugh,we didnt have it. The birthday girl, which is my popo of course, turned 76!! Mummy, being the youngest and the only girl among her brothers, as usual gotta be in charge of the cake. And this year, mummy got grandma a jelly cake ! With two pink peaches and two koi fish on the cake. haha..It looks so chinesey to me but no doubt, it was yummy. Although i still think there should be two fighting fish on the cake instead of koi fish! Reason : coz grandma adores her 5 little fighting fishes.Well, dinner ended kindda late. Went home and aint really in the mood to study already. Just right tiuby called and both of us ended up happily yakking away from 12am till god knows what time when we finally hung up. Was feeling so tired already, but didnt manage to sleep till about 4am+, all thanks to my sis of course. Both of us yakking away till we finally fell asleep. =)Woke up, and dedicated my day to my books of course. Although the two monsters at home keeps distracting me from my books. Who else other than my sis and june ? Then during the night, went out to have dinner with mi uncle and auntie in taat house. The food was, fairly good i guess. Nothing bad, nothing fantastic. Came home and obviously, books time.Now that freedom is just three days away, time to start planning !! haha..But i have the feeling that i'll just go home after the last bio paper and sleep right through till the next morning. Who knows. Thats my initial plan actually. Told mumsie not to wake me up after my last bio paper cause i'll most probably sleep for 7days 7nights, to make up for the nights i've lost for the past three months. Zzzz... But movie marathon is just a must for me. Movies,wont miss it for anything !!! =p Will be getting the final reply from ns about my exemption on the 10th of dec. Sighz, if i didnt get it means i'll be up in pahang by the 1st of january. *keeping fingers crossed* And if i get exempted, this means i'll be up in kl and starting my ausmat by the 4th of january! *yipee* So we'll see how things goes by then yea..Alright then, enough for now. I hear my books calling me....
Seems as tho grandma is up to something, she looks so cheeky in this pic!! haha.. Well,Happy Birthday popo !! i love you..
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Kay, i forced grandma to do this pose.. but cute right !!
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Dreams.Its sometimes difficult, to actually differentiate between real-life-happening and dreams. I mean,obviously i believe all humans experience this before. You kow,being in a particular scene at a certain time, certain somewhere being with certain people and inside your heart you'll go ''hey,this seems familiar.'' There is right ? Any way to explain this happening? But sometimes i'd rather not know why too. Its nice to just leave some things unknown. Mystery..ahh..Kay, what about the time when you wake up one morning and start asking yourself ''Eh,i thought im talking to someone just now?'' Not sure if you have experienced this, but for me..lots of time i would say. I was sleeping like a dead cow( i dont know why i used a dead cow as an example,for fun i guess) when i thought i received a call. Obviously, i did pick it up,i think. But now,i dont remember if did i say anything on the phone or didnt i. The thing is i dont remember if the person who called told me anything. The next thing before i even realise, im already sleep-walking and unlocking all the doors. And somehow,i think i unlocked the outside gate and let my grandma in. I THINK.. Woke up this morning, and thought to myself, did something happen just now? Opened the bedroom door to find grandma sitting in the living room watching tv. Checked my hp's received call and yah,so my uncle did call me early this morning bout 8am. I dont remember my uncle telling me anything, i dont remember seeing grandma walking into the house, i dont remember locking the gate and doors, i dont remember the phone even rang. And the thing is,im home alone. So obviously im the only one who is able to let grandma in right? I wonder,in what state of mind im in, or how did i look like when i crawled out of bed to unlock the doors and let grandma in this morning. According to her,i even exchanged some conversation with my neighbour. Did i ??This always happen, if you call me late at night or early in the morning. Try not to continue any sort of conversation when im sleepy or i slept and just woke up. Thrice i remember very clearly, i ended waking up, checking my received calls and calling the person back cause i dont remember having any sort of conversation. To say that im totally oblivious with whats going on around me when im sleeping, its not true. I have no idea actually. Now that i recalled an incident when i was sleeping over some friend's place. I was sleeping right in front of the tv screen, we slept in the living room. When i woke up, i was told that they watched some ''living-skill-movie'' (trying to maintain the innocence of my blog here). Now i wonder, me sleeping there..at that strategic position..impossible if i have not felt or hear anything what. Guess i really fell deep into slumberland eh. But the good thing is, if you have anything to instruct me, do it when im sleeping. Gimme a call, tell me what to do, and wa-la !! mebbe it'll be done the very next second. As i only listen and my brain totally stops functioning. wow,im amazed with myself. How stupid i turn when i sleep.Anyway, the thing is this entry is totally meaningless.I just had the urge to crap as im taking a short break now after finishing my chem and gonna start with my bio now. Studied till 4am+ last night slogging my butts out for chem (sorry for the harsh language, its just amusing using that word, at least it was to me) and watched an episode of the oc season3 before falling asleep on the bed which i guess most probably would have been 5am+. This explains my ''so-called-blurness'' this morning at 8am. Imagine if a robber would have got hold of my number, he dont have to break in at all. Just gimme a friendly call and ask me to open the gate. I will !! Guess i'll ask my uncle about this morning's phone conversation later. Having family dinner later on,celebrating grandma's birthday. The Birthday Girl !! =pAlright then..betta end this here. - 5 days to total freedom! weee... (isnt it fun acting spastic once in a while) -
Finally, im back in here again.Life been pretty hectic i would say. But yeah, thank god, everything been running pretty smoothly so far. The first week of exams was tough, i mean it as in like trying to get into the exam's momentum. I obviously had major problem trying to get up during the first week. After my first day, came home bout 5pm and i dropped dead on the couch. Mind completely exhausted. Even lost my will to talk (exaggerating) cause i ended up being real quiet the whole night just trying to stay awake as long as possible preparing for my next day's paper. I had even major problem trying to get up on the second day of exam. The moment i woke up,my brain feels exhausted. If only mumsie aint awake then, would have secretly made myself a teeny weeny cup of coffee to help stay awake for the day. I need it ! mum's rule: girls dont take coffee. And the ironic thing is, i dont stay up later than 12am everyday..so reason for being so tired? no idea.Its like, whats the last thing you do before you sleep? study. Whats the first activity that you do when you wake up ? study. So how have your day been ? sitting in the hall scribbling on papers. what fun i have been having! A complete non-stop process. Till thursday finally reached and thank god, went home and mumsie goes ''take a break tonight.'' And the nice thing was grandma came and stayed over. Grandma got so amused when she saw me reading bout some hot air balloon tingy for physics, no idea why. Anyway, spent my wednesday night crapping in grandma's room asking her to follow me up to kl next year. And she instantly agreed !! =p But of course, that wont happen. I asked grandma to follow me cause i need someone to help me do laundry, clean up my room, cook for me..and to think she told me ''no problem!''. Tell me,where do you find such a grandma ? haha.. Sometimes i wonder, does grandma really get what im saying? Me with my englishy mandarin and grandma with her wonderful command in mandarin, she seems to still always understand what im saying. But most of the time i nod my head altho i dont get her cause..you gotta be very slow when you're speaking mandarin with me. I gotta translate word by word in my brain,that explains me being slow. Anyway,demanded for a present from grandma and she forgot!! The fun part is me and grandma's birthdae is just a week apart. So we made a deal, i mean I made the deal. But being the sporting her, she say ''no problem!!'' again. haha..The deal is grandma gotta treat me bird nest while i will treat her mcd for her birthday!! sounds fair ? sounds good to me.. =p But nah,i ended up just settling for an ang pau from her. She insist that i take it as her birthday is comming and she's sure mummy will give her a even bigger ang pau! smart granny.. Uncle and auntie came over and gave me and angpau too !! *grins* The importance of money, who say it cant buy you happiness ? So it came to Saturday, my big day !! nono,not my wedding you silly. My 17th birthday ! Frankly,i love it. I love being seventeen. Seventeen. It sounds not too young,and not too old. Just right to me. Im gonna make my 17th year living on earth a great one. Calls been comming in since midnight and it lasted right thru till bout 5am+ when i couldnt take it anymore and shut off the phone. Miss seventeen needs her beauty sleep. =p Kindda settled for a very simple sort of celebration this year, in exam mood you see. Parents got me a supa dupa huge cake..but i begin to have cold sweat once i opened it up. It was..a picture of a kiddo (like me) in a graduation robe holding a scroll saying ''Happy Birthday Su-Lyn''. Eating that cake is like,damn stressful. What if i dont do well in spm? Must i puke out the cake that i've eaten ? gosh..my parents and their brilliant idea. Oh well, but i love their gifts. Opened my bedroom door in the morning to find two biggy present waiting for me nicely. Sweet! But i spent half of my day doing addmathz too, yea..sad case right. But the night was nice. Daddie brought us to anna's place for dinner. Opened von's present and guess what.That smart gurl got me a pair of two-inches high heel, that mummy shakes her head in dismay when she saw it. Balancing,i gotta train up my balancing skills now! haha..Then me and von went to catch a night movie in cs. Just Like Heaven. Nice show,worth watching. Altho i thought that group of ah bengs on the left spoilt the atmosphere a little. But since a group of guys can actually come together to watch a romance sort of movie instead of the movie cello showing in the next room, how bad can they be right. But damn, next time, dont smoke before going into the cinema!! You stink !! I got kind of ''drunk'' after the movie and ended up banging the cinema's exit door while making my way out. *ouch* Think not many saw that, luckily. Just right after the show,got sis's msg. She's already in Brisbane's airport waiting to board the plane !! -excited- Was kindda late that time and cs is getting kindda deserted already. So we went home !! and of course,i gotta continue studying after that. sighz..Sunday, 20th NovemberMum woke me up as early as 6am !! They took turns to knock on my door,till im finally awake. Woke up to find that my mum and dad all changed and nicely sitting there already. *groans* Was bout 6.15am, stood outside my gate waiting for sis to come back. Its kindda nice actually, been a rather long time since i last had some really fresh air. Little brownie (kitten) was sweet enough to come to the front and wait for sis together too..haha..Finally,bout 7am, sis reached !! And guess whats the first thing we did ? Brough sis out for a chinese-y breakfast. Dim sum!! haha..uncle auntie and grandma is already waiting there..and we all had dim sum together.. But its kindda too early la,my stomach havent wake up. Soon after that, i came home and got back to my books again while parents brought sis to cs. haha.. Its obviously nice having sis and june back home again. The three muskeeters together messing up the house. =p When sis leaves, june leaves. So the house turns too quiet with me alone. When sis is back, june is back too. And da-dah..the house gets a little too noisy. haha..Neway,the following week..had my exams as usual. Addmaths paper ended yesterdae, paper2 aint really a smooth sailing one but i guess still manage to survive la. =p Im left with 5days to be all prepared for my chem and bio now !! And by next wednesday, sheesh..i dont know what im gonna do. I just wanna do something really fun..im deprived of it now. Soon soon, only six days from now. =p Parents kindda up in kl now to settle my ns tingy. Yeah,im into the first batch of national service. But guess what, im put to Pahang !! PAHANG ??!! bet its gonna be a nice place, but still,i dont want to go. Im placed in Agro Resort, somewhere near Sungai Semuji. God knows where. But unfair, my friend got Batu Pahat !! argh.. But my parents are up in kl to look into my appeal letter. I kindda appealed for exemption from ns. With four doctors backing up my letter, hopefully the chances are high yea =p Actually,being in the first batch is lucky. Coz for 2006,the first batch is starting on the 1st of January and ending on the first week of March. Means,its only for two months!! while the second and third batch gotta do the full 3months tingy. But no matter what, im appealing to get exemption. And then my parents gonna drop by sunway to enroll me into ausmat. Sis and june drove up to kl yesterday too..to have fun,without me !! sighz..So im currently like,home alone.Well, think i better end here. Pretty long entry already. So people, happie holidays yea !! and yah, psst..im getting all excited.Christmas is comming =p- I think i can get 8E for addmathz. E for excellent !! -
no idea whats with that expression..haha..
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since when did i say im gentle before ?
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you dont really need a license to drive...
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yawnz...mornin' peeps !!yap yap..its 11.32am now. Woke up pretty early this morning,considering the fact that i've actually abandoned my books for about two days now ? aint good i know,not that i want to do it. Was down with fever on thursday night. Tried studying but it feels as tho im floating in the air. So went to bed earlier than my usual timing (which is 3+am). But i ended up rolling around the bed till what..5+am ?? was feeling pretty sicky that time. I totally freak out as spm was just 3days away then.Woke up pretty early on friday morning. Was the room spinning or its just my head. bad timing to fall sick. Dropped by jilly's place for awhile,got some things done,went home and i slept. Yeah,so i spent my entire day sleeping..as usual..whenever im sick,im nailed to the bed. Till it was bout 7+pm, went over to rohaini's place. Et practically drove me mad in tuition,drawing ''Mr.Beenkey'' (she drew a BEE,and i tot its a monKEY.noe wer the name beenkey come from now?) on every piece of my paper. sighz,on monday when we're in the exam hall doing our bm paper..pn rohaini shud be in italy with her husband already..life is sumtimes juz so unfair!! Neway,came home. And i slept. So see how much time i've wasted ? at least im feeling much better today,i think. Well,better end here. Got no more time to waste !!
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This gonna be a pretty short one i guess. Spm is just 3 days away now !! Kay,its kindda obvious that tension starts setting in for everyone now. Guess im gonna stop blogging for some time now, unless i have the sudden urge to crap something here.These few days been pretty fine. I realise that the closer it is to spm,the more often im out. Thats weird. blah..Neway,got the Great ching ing tai to come over my place yesterday. Playing the role as my ''private tutor''. It nice coz its as tho i have a walking-physics-dictionary sitting right beside me. Cleared up some parts which i dont understand,came to the conclusion that im the one who messed all the facts up. Got him to explain some chemistry tingy. Sat there for about five solid hours, till it was six in the evening. The rain finally stopped, and his mum calling him ledi. I really sux in physics eh. Get logik especially. Few days back wai came over to help me with some pdf files. He saw all my get logik crap and started explaining it to me using some ''boy-girl relationship'' concept. After he walked out of the door,i kindda forgot everything. shame on me..Think this time ingtai got it screwed tightly inside my brain already.I hope. Neway,after he left, me and mumsie went out for dinner. Came home,pretty much slacked.. coz my brain's juice have been practically squeezed dry already. Ugh,but guilty-ness starts comming in while im slacking, so gave in and get settled with some history instead till bout 3am,enough is enough. blah..Lemme see...14th Nov - Bm1 (8.10-10.25am) - Sej 1 (11.10-12.10pm) - Bm 2 (2.10-4.40pm)15th Nov - Bi 1 (8.10-9.55am) - Bi 2 (10.30-12.45pm) - Sej 2 (2.00-4.30pm)16th Nov - Maths 1 (8.10-9.25am) - Maths 2 (2.00-4.30pm)17th Nov - Fizik 1 (8.10-9.25am) - Fizik 2 (10.00-12.30pm) - Fizik 3 (2-3.30pm)its a wonder to me,that some people can actually misplace their spm's timetable *ehemz*Neway, after the first week of examz..its gonna be great !! birthday on saturday, and my sis is comming back on sunday! But still,cant slack. Coz im only left with about a week to slog my guts out for addmathz ! aiks..i can already predict the scene that im gonna just stay home the whole day on the 19th to do addmathz,and just let my day past. But oh well,i was given the best-est 16th birthday celebration last year. So what more can i ask for this year? -self consolation- A digital cam, a big celebration, one flight ticket to brisbane the next day, a trip to gold coast the following weak, etc etc..it was just way too much for me last year. =p So letz just be a good gurl,and stay home for once yea ? Thats if i dont start planning something wit my friends to do on the 19th night lar..haha,letz just see how much i can control.Neway,dont wanna waste any more time here. So to all of you out there, All The Best and Goodluck yea !! remember to pray hard alrite. I can already start smelling the air of freedom comming soon towards my way. Does it even make any sense ? nevermind..
totally drained out...woke up rather late this morning,about 12+pm. Soon,von came over to pick me up and off we go to her condo! Spent my first 10minutes there exploring around her new condo,was rather fascinated with her mum's miniature sized shoes in display i would say.I was just so tempted to just steal one and bring it home for myself,so i asked von if i could do that and obviously,n0 ??! blah..Well,main purpose for the both of us to be there today,is to study. Kindda nice actually,to have a change of studying environment once in awhile. Von is in the room mugging wit her phys while im out there in the living room trying to cultivate some feelings for my history book. Cool that the both of us went on without breakfast and lunch,the sight of the books spoils our appetite. Lemme see,i'll drown myself with lotsa food and just nail myself on my bed right after spm ! Oh yea,had a fun time planning with wl thru the fon about our genting trip on the 5th too ! =pwas bout 5+pm when the both of us couldnt take it any longer.Walk walk time!! decided to take some evening walk and at the same time search for some food from the stalls nearby.It was nice ! we took a walk by the seaside..spotted lotsa couples there. I was wondering, which guy with a right frame of mind would bring their girlfren to..stulang laut to date ?! I would have kicked mine down the sea *evil laughs* I mean,i would 100x prefer to go to danga bay rather than stulang laut right! adui..liddat also need me to teach..Neway,none of the food from the outside stalls attracts me. Saw a stall selling ikan bakar and i got so excited to only find that..its closed to hari raya.sighz..Soon,we finally walked till..zone!! haha..long walk eh,but nice. Decided to raid the foodcourt there,to only find out that i made the worst choice. I dunno,it seems as tho some ppl are having some sort of ''gathering'' there,in the foodcourt. They kindda conquered half of the place. And the weird thing is,its all chi ko peks!! All the ladies found there are all skimply dressed and all entertainin those chi ko peks. For one second,i tot i was in geylang~ It was obviously a rather uncomfortable feeling being there as, me and von are like the youngest girl there..and those chi ko peks cant seem to keep their eyes to themselves.idotz i would say.And the best part,its so obvious that they're drunk.So me and von quickly juz got smth and find a place farrrrr away frm them,seems as tho there's no one else in the foodcourt except those bunch of weirdos and us.It was scary !! As im eating,im beginning to feel very uneasy till i could no longer take it,as those bunch of indian and chinese chi ko peks getting kinda,too drunk already.Didnt wanna finish my food and quickly pulled von away from that place. Yikes,the ugly side of life.Roamed around for awhile..and we got kindda lazy to walk back to the condo.So..hehe..we took a cab back! Reached back,took our baths and so on,and soon got back to our books. Soon it was already 9pm and its teevee time!! This new serial drama seems,tupid to me.Un-interesting storyline and the worst thing,not having any cuties in the show.Kindda almost fell asleep on the couch already.Reached back home bout 10.30pm.so this is kindda bout my day. Fairly fun i guess..if minus the part bout me and the books,i would say its awesome. aihh..gonna be 2am soon..time to get back to my books i guess. Happie day tmr!! gonna see my frens,long time since i last saw them and im missing them loads!! =p- never wanna be exposed to the harsh side of life. I wanna stay here forever.The beautiful side of it. -
Cool..days to spm is finally like,countable. In fact,its only seven days away.The thing is im not really handling the stress well now. Not to say that im on the verge of breaking down,cause even when its only one week away from spm,i have already broke down. But yeah,not surprised. Even trials is more than enough to kill me,what more this is like..the real thing itself ? i cant imgaine how things gonna be like during the night before spm.. letz not think bout that first yea..I finally took in everyone's advise,and took a break today. Just thought that i really need it. Dont get it,if i cant even handle this spm stress well enough, there's like..more things in life right. Bigger,and more important things. sighz..Mum felt that at the rate im going on,things not really gonna turn out well.She had a talk with me and yeah,deffinitely feeling better bout this whole coping-with-stress-tingy now.The moment i woke up early this morning,my parents is already there in the living room waiting. I just sat down there,and said ''I need to go out.'' Without even asking anything more,my parents ask me to decide what i wanna do for the day,and they'll just follow. I was obviously not feeling very well but i just need a what..breather ? haha..yeah,smth like that. Gave von a morning call this morning,asked her to quickly take her bath..''Im bringing you out today.''Got ready and so on,went to pick von up..and we went to tmn u's jusco. haha..cant believe it,von havent been there before !! gosh,call yrself budak jaybee~ Had lunch in johnny's place,nah,nothing fantastic actually. Just that the tomyam lovers would like it there,their tomyam soup has lotsa 'kick'..haha..Walked around and i saw this pair of heels.Immediately fell in love over this pair of heels !! I just gotta buy it,but..it was too big and no more stock.too bad. Walked around and so on,guess me and von spent most of our time there playing at the children's toy's side. Batman's sunglasses!! haha..was fooling around and yeah,the three salesman there just stared at us blankly,but who cares..im having fun ! haha..and von fell in love with this pair of sunglasses,but obviously i didnt let her buy it,i mean..eh,batman?? haha.. Played with all the 'talking' toys and climax just gotta be the furby !! haha,von made her furby so sad..while mine just keep chuckling..and when i talk to her furby,her furby turned happy !! haha,but its kindda tupid,two big kids there..eurm..talking to..sum aliented-looking-bears.They're scary actually..After that,then daddie brought us to the nike and addidas's factory outlet. Obviously,its supa cheap there !!! haha..fell in love with a pair of nike shoes,but..no size again..aih~ Nothing i really liked,so didnt get anything. After that, we went to the Johor Specialist Hospital. Von was shocked of coz.To think that she actually believed me when i told her that i go there every sunday to visit the kids in the hospital.gosh..i mean,i know la i very nice and so on,but nah..not till that extend ! haha..Had to go back to get some reports and documents of the last surgery i went under that doctor,whom i dont like!! coz he didnt go a goody job,that i had to go thru it again. Keeping my fingers crossed that it wont be back again,my worst nitemare. So i didnt wanna see him. haha..me and von quickly find our way to the...babies ward !!! But its kindda erm,not a very cute sight ? What i could see right in front of me is this three premature babies. -heart breaks- haha..we're like behind the glass watching the babies and there's this two nurses inside doing their own things.As i was staring,i saw this baby struggling to remove his hand glove. Of coz i was excitedly there trying to point point point to the nurse but they didnt see it,and there i was abusing von !! wish i could just go in,faster put in on again and faster run out =p i mean,which parent's heart wont break seeing their precious lil thing there like that.. erm okay,i shud just quit being so dramatic bout tis whole ting..Well,after the hospital visit..then daddie brought us to cs ! haha..We went there hunting for my nike shoe. And von,obviously,she and her arcade. Neway,i bought my nike shoe!!! im so in love with it..even dreaming of it now..yikes,its just so cushion-ny and comfy !! =p Was bout 5 close to 6,we finally left cs and its dinner time !! Thinking of bringing von to anna's kitchen actually,butt oo bad..public hols,its closed. nevermindla,next time yea..So sent her back home.Came home,feeling damn exhausted..but yeah,satisfied and thankful. For my parents,who understands me and tried their best to make things better for me now. For von,thanks for entertaining yea..lotsa fun !! -taking a deep breath in- alritez,time to get back to my books i guess. Study hard ppl..and take care too.Wont wanna fall sick anytime now when spm is just..next week right ? =p remember to pray..-Grace : i miss you loads today. Just want you to faster come back. I need your dumb-ness in the house to entertain me..counting down =p
tupid uncle Mosh-Ki-To keep harassing me...i mean mosquito...I find it fun to be blogging at wee hours,like now...currently its 2.00am on a wednesday morning. Altho the tendency of me crapping when i blog at this hour is much higher than my usual self..but why,cannot ar? I like la,its My blog..i'll blog whenever i want,say whatever i wanna say,crap as much as i like!! (farny,no one sae cannot also) ........................nevermind bout that. Its already the 2nd of nov,this means erm..we're 12days away from spm!! wow..and guess wat,im here blogging!! double wow.. Guess my friends must be in the room mugging like mad womans now,while im here blogging,thinking of ways trying to stay awake to study without feeling sleepy. Tried many ways,but still i fail. New attempt today, 'Coffee'. yeapz,daddie made me a mug of coffee and slurp,drank it all up. The last time i did this was,during my pmr time. But that time,it was sis who made the cup of coffee for me! haha..she makes horrible tasting coffee,damn bitter,kindda pour it away after that =p But this time,daddie added lotsa sugar to kill away the bitter-ness and yea,it sure tastes better..and of coz,risk of me getting diabetes is also much higher. I still prefer hot-chocolate tho..Was a fairly nice day,despite the supa hot weather. Woke up earli in the morning coz gotta get some stuff done. Den quickly rushed to mrs.lee's place,yikes..was running real late ledi. After that thanks to nicey seekay, had our lunch in sedap corner. I blindly just ordered whatever they ordered,and yeah..4 bowls of tomyam. Till the tomyam arrived and *blinkblink* ''ey,why i order tomyam ar?'' I have no idea..Im lousy when it comes to spicy food and obviously eating tomyam equivalents to suffering. blah..Had addmathz class after that. 50% of me at the beginning of the class is serious,and when it comes to the remaining 50% time left after that,im starting to get distracted. Must be the ''mushroom drawing'' competition organised by wl. Seekay,wl and me each drew a picture of a mushroom and of coz,we'll see whose is the nicest right. I put my heart and soul into drawing that mushroom. Not missing out any minor details,mushroom has spots right ? With a lil wormie crawling out of it. It grows around grassy area,so i drew some grass. To beautify it,the grass come with some flowers. Flowers,den must have butterfly rite ? To add a lil frenly feeling to my drawing, my mushroom has a pair of beautiful eyes with eye lashes, a nose and of coz a smile. It was almost picture perfect,at least it was to me. Counted to three,each of us show our drawing and....kay,my friends dont know how to appreciate drawings. Next time when i open my own art gallery,all of you ARE NOT invited!! and yes,this include you jilly..for choosing wl's rather than mine. ''I thought you're my friend !!'' and yah..manman, ''i thought u'd support me !! '' tak guna punya kawan..aiks..And the rest of the time is spent on demanding a birthday present from my friends. haha..its kindda,'tak-tau-malu' case la..every year,i'll DEMAND for a present from them. haha..i kindda demanded for a barney's bottle last year,and i heard that they NEARLY bought it.I ended up with a converse bottle from dem instead =p This year,i planned my birthday present for von !! haha..Since january in fact. Told her to get a big box. And since january till tis dae todae, whatever sweets i want, i'll just point and tell her to include it inside my box. And she always go ''sure sure'' haha..how true is her sure i dont know. But above all, i wanna make it clear that im sure all of you know that im just kidding all tis while right ? having you all is already my best-est gift! =p oh yea,but bout the $499 bear we saw in singapore the last trip,im kindda serious bout it..hahaha !! they've been ignoring me whenever i talk bout this bear..why,i dont worth more than that bear mer ?! hahaha...shit,im getting more and more tak tau malu ledi..Why i say my friends till like that huh? haha..The Barney's magical castle is comming to kl and sg !! so whos following me to watch it ? haha..i still remember last year, it was Winnie The Pooh show happening in singapore expo. And yeah,bet u dun have friends like mine. linda sumhow got the tickets and 3 of us went to sg expo just to...watch winnie the pooh's play kay. Thinking back,it was mad dat i actuali go for it. To think that juivy,that sort of 'act-tough' gurl even offered to follow me go if i want to before that. And i cant believe it when she asked me last week in the library, ''you want to go watch barney anot? we go sg wan..'' hahaha..i was speech-less..But nah,im not that childish k! I dont deny that,i watch barney at times..AT TIMES..datz why i noe wads going on..but hey, wad choice do i have?! kid's central is the onli channel showing a decent programme in de evenin wad! Only winnie the pooh amuses me aniway..i mean eeyore.. un-afraid to admit it.. but the highlight of tis is not bout my supposing-u-tink-im-childish la, but bout my wonderful-yet-dunno-how-to-appreciate-good-artwork friends..sighsee..i kutuk u all,and den i praise u all. Fair.Kay,i betta get back to my books now.
Please gimme a chance to explain myself what im doing here when im supposed to be studying actually. Its all because of my irritating-yet-lovable big sis who is currently stuck in brisbane and will be back right on my birthday next month, but till then she's giving me no peace as im obliged to do this ''so-called-survey'' of hers. What to do,im such a nice lil sis,trust her to still complain bout me always.You never seem to know how lucky you are,never !! haha..
well,here goes..*groans* -i cant believe im doing this-
List of 7s
Seven things that scare me:
1. losing my lovers..i mean love ones
2. Lizards !! i still dont get it,y God created them? useless-bummies dropping their tail everywer..yikes
3. quietness..
4. being alone,doing anything alone..i need crappy ppl with me!
5. test,exams,anything related close to that..
6. crossing the road alone..i bang cars,not the other way round..
7. losing...
Seven things i like the most:
1. daddy, mummy, popo, gracie!!
2. blue,mi biggest bear! haha..
3. mi lil teddy dat accompanied me way bac since my kinder days,and its gonna accompany mi next yr wen i go to college *grins*
4. my frens,i adore them..
5. when it rains in the afternoon,evening and even better,at night =p
6. Van Houten- roasted almond chocolate..gives me life~
7. all of my eeyore bears..lots of it !!
Seven important things in my room:
1. my stereo
2. my comfy bed and comforter !! ahh..
3. Mr. air-con..i'll die without u..
4. my long studying table of coz..
5. my moon-y night light =p
6. my bears on the bed
7. erm..my bedroom door ? for privacy purpose..
Seven random facts about me:
1. i get tired of things easily.Patience level = 0%
2. i'll turn groggy if anyone adjusts my air-con.The temperature must always be 16 and full fan speed plz...
3. i dont look into mirrors
4. i dont eat vegetables when im outside,only at home.
5. mathematics scares me..
6. im scared of cats.But my kittens are my darlings..weird
7. have very bad sense of direction..
Seven things I plan to do before i die:
1. have lots of fun!! =p
2. make sure my sis gets married (we made a pact,she's gonna provide for me for life)
3. achieving what i want in my life.A stable job which im happie with..psychologist.Dreams~
4. i'll consider adopting a kid
5. attending all of my rd fren's wedding..being their bridesmaid !! haha..
6. finish up my piano till grade 8.I stopped at grade 5, regretz..
7. aint asking for much.Just,living life to the fullest till the second i die =p
Seven things i can do:
1. i can really talk non-stop, if im comfortable with you
2. i can fry eggs !!
3. i can be a good listener, if you need me to
4. i can really irritate you, when i feel like it =p
5. i can laugh, and it will take me quite some time to stop
6. i can be really nice,i can be really mean..depends on you
7.
Seven things i can't do:
1. I can't cross the road.
2. I can't do maths.
3. I can't stick to something for long.
4. I can't speak mandarin.
5. I can't write with my left hand.
6. I can't let go of happie memories.
7. I can't stand seeing people shaking their leg.
Seven things i say the most:
1. huh
2. haha..
3. serious ??
4. den
5. ........
6. wad lar u
7. dunno
Seven nicknames from others:
1. air suling
2. forest
3. duckie
4. eeyore
5. fakir
6. zhuzhu
7. cutie piS
Seven celebrity crushes:
1. dean cain
2. sorry to say,i dont really go ga-ga over celebrities.I'll see a hot guy on the screen,and forget bout him the next minute.They're just humans..like me and you.
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Seven people who will have to do this:
1. seekay
2. et
3. wenyi
4. jilly
5. andrew
6. meihui
7. All of you who owns a blog and happen to stumble into mine! *clue-less*phew..finally im done with it. I dont like doing surveys,uses up alot of my brain cells to answer the questions,aiks ! all these just for my sis..sighz..to the next seven person that gotta do tis,haha..dont mean it,but i guess you just have to ! =p its optional la,do it only when you have the time...alright,back to books..
