I really shouldnt be blogging now..but considering that i've been studying the whole day,im sure its alrite to take a real short break now? -self consolation-History currently driving me nuts, tonnes more for me to do with my physics, chemistry left danggling halfway everywhere, biology currently still quite stable..im in a big mess,im in deep sh*t. But i've been giving my 101%, so i THINK i deserve at least a few minutes break now right? considering its already 2am+ now..-yawnz-Yeah,so this week..3 tuitions down.Im done with omega,for life~ i mean as in,i 'graduated' from omega already.Last chemistry class under Mr.Lim on thursday. Dont worry,no emo-ing session in tuition classes,haha..just kindda thanked him and left. Mr.Lim,forever telling cold jokes,and patheticly being bomb-ed by hanern everyweek for some reason..poor thing.. kena us bully once too.We kindda 'stinked' him and the whole class thinks that Mr.Lim stinks on that day.It is actually whenever he pass by,we will spray something,and when he walks off,the smell is gone.And when he walks pass us again,we would spray it again and haha..poor thing..he actually almost believed that he himself stinks on that day.aiks..now that the truth is out,sorry mr.lim !! but it was fun =p I seriously thinks he resembles 'mario'..dont think so ? nvmz..On Friday,last physic class under Mr.Yip..another case,always telling cold jokes. The sort of after every story ends,he will stand in front waiting for our reaction,and the whole class goes 'blink blink',quiet. But obviously,i'll burst out laughing after that..not becoz of the joke,but laughing at him! Mr.Yip,known as ''sissy''..NOT BECAUSE HE IS SISSY ! ugh,mebbe just a little soft..but yeah,he's a real gentleman. Think i started calling him that coz,he scare me once.Just becoz the paper he's passing to me kindda slip off his hand,he kindda..shriek.Left me staring at him blankly there..and obviously,laughed like mad. -speechless- Mr.Yip always being bullied by andrew yan,its fun see the both of them exchanging sarcastic remarks every week.haha..Sunday,my last class with Mr.Eng too! haha..finally,can sleep late on sunday. But it was bad today coz..think i played more than i learn in his class today. =p nevermind la,since its the last class todae.-self consolation again- spend half of my time downstairs instead. haha,i like the part when i'll just sit on the table quietly downstairs inside an empty classroom,with wenz and rach being quiet sittin one side..and a guy passes by,looks in and gets a shock of his life..haha..my victim of the day, logan~ thank god he has no heart attack la..or goner ledi..haha..then we began crapping der,bout..''wads a suitable gift for an old lady'' shud have listened to de guys suggestions,buy sk11,buy make-up set..they're juz ''brilliants''~sighz,after all these crapping above,sad case..its not helping me.Im still feeling kindda restless and sleepy now..Shall not waste anymore time and..take an hour nap.See ya !!*p/s : to whom it may concern (u-noe-who-u-are) ey,i realli malas to upload the picturs we took during our ''spooky-trip'' in sch la..so i'll post it another day,when im more in the mood..
clear-headed...
yeah,im definitely more clear-headed now compared back to yesterday.Wanted to blog last night actually,but guess better not.I tense to crap a lil too much when im feelin emo.I know that.
Last day of school.
A day which for some reason-i-dont-know-why i've been counting down to since the beginning of this year.Its kind of happy yet sad at the same time,confusing but ya,its something everyone would have to go thru.Went to school this morning,kept saiko-ing myself that i-am-not-going-to-cry.Obviously,i failed that.
Reached school and as usual,went to the usual place,my friends were all there already.Thank god i made it in time for the majlis sembah salam or i'll regret it my whole life.The atmosphere is kindda unusual this morning.Usually being greeted in the morning with dexter's screaming,its different today.She's kindda quiet,very quiet.Kay,this is bad.Everyone is kindda quiet this morning.As i flashed back,i clearly remember how was it like during my first day of school in form1.I just reached school,walked up to the hall and for sure,this group of friends is already there at the back of the hall.And today,we're together again,on our last day.nice
Majlis sembah salam.The prefects started and slowly the students gotta face the teachers one by one.Tears.Many started crying,and to think that i even laughed at them at the back there.But in my heart i was feeling very heavy already.As me and my friends were standing together at the back,the worst song is played.Vitamin C's Graduation song.It didnt take me more that 2 minutes i guess,tears started trickling down.All of us started turning away from each other as we try hard to keep wiping away our tears.In the end,we gave up.I just couldnt contain the emotion anymore.Stood there trying to remain composed,but in my heart,its tearing apart.Hugs given.
I started with Mrs Gracie.Our headmistress.Its also her last day of school today,as she's retiring after this year.I dont know hows convent's fate after this year.Will the new headmistress understand the old traditional concept of convent ? Will convent be better,or worst ? I hope for the best.As i stood in front of mrs gracie,i instantly broke down again and gave her a big hug.I clearly remember,mrs gracie was my english teacher when im in form3.She's a real fussy teacher i guess.Never liked the way i wrote my ' I ' as ' l '.So one day,i was made to stand in front of the class,she passed me a marker,and i gotta write the letter ' I ' carefully on the board for god knows how many times.But its after that incident,that i got my nice little ' I ' i have today.thanks.She's also supa fussy when it comes to hair,especially fringe.Without fail,the second i spot her in school,i'll be asking around frantically for hairpins.Or she'll start her trademark-word again ''you girls look so samsam''.haha..i miss that.Oh yea,and the part she hates the way we stand up and sit down.She expects perfect silence when we pull or push our chair while standing up and sitting down,like how she describes it,we're her ''angels''.
After mrs gracie,i got hold of myself again.But as i turned to my left,darn,another teacher which i love.Gave mrs farehan a hug and sure enough both of us started shedding tears.Her first statement ''It's really nice to have a student like you'' make me cry uncontrolably as i thanked her for everything.
Teachers,after one comes another..all standing in a line.Then it came to my favourite one,mrs emelda.Yeah,if you've followed my past post closely,you will realise that i talked most about her.Its ironic,she has just taught me this year and yet,left such a deep impression in me.Her first word,''Sulyn,im very sure you will make it in life.I believe in you.'' i broke down again and gave her a big hug.I was lost for words,as i just kept crying.And there she was,giving me words of encouragement for my future.I thanked her for everything,thats the most i could say as my tears is already choking me.haha..
blah blah blah..the list goes on.Till it comes to mrs khoo.Mrs khoo have been teaching me since like what,standard two !! believe it..she came up to secondary school after that and became my form teacher.Mrs khoo,the most 'steady' teacher i have.Had lots of fun with her.Her first word was ''You better take care of your little leg!!'' haha..Mrs khoo..she actually told the netball girls bout my unfortunate-story last year and there we were,flashing back,laughing bout it.Kindda had a very bad fall during sports day last year,as many people can remember coz it happened right in the middle of the stadium,in front of the whole convent! my most memalu-fying thing in life.I still remember mrs khoo there panicking whether to call the ambulance or my parents.And yeah,the got some chi-ko-peks paramedics over.That night,she went to school to find my details and surprisingly,i received a phone call from her.And since,she calls my mum to check on me.Love her !! i will never forget her strong english accent =P
Then it came to my bio teacher.Mrs cheng.haha..i seriously cant think of any way to describe her,she's just the cutest and weirdest teacher in convent!! haha..she gave me a really hard time when i tried to get my forecast result tho.And there she was reminding me to take care of my leg too,asking me to take precautions as problems may arise when im old.haha..for now,i dont care!! Oh yea,there's my chemistry teacher too,who is my form teacher this year.Miss Mas Liana.She actually just came into convent last year.And the thing is,she never smiles.A real tough nut to crack.And she suffers from serious mood-swings.But it was only towards the end of the year,she started smilling more.A teacher who always cekik me in her class for i-dunno-what-reason,i came to love her eventually.
It came to mrs vasantha then.My used-to-be math and form teacher in form3 and my addmath teacher this year.She has been teaching my sis too! Mrs vasantha,guess she always have probz with us at the back of her class,too noisy and obviously she doesnt like it! haha..But as today's the last day,we caught mrs vasantha just staring blankly at the six of us,the 6 muskeeters in her class since form 3,and she just smilled to herself.Gave her a big hug and started sobbing of course.I still remember her smile when she announced my pmr results to me.haha..As i got my pmr slip,i was shocked and asked her,''are you sure its my name''?? and sure enough,she took back the slip,screened through it and gave me a big smile,its yours.Thanks mrs vasantha for never giving up in me,altho i sux big time when it comes to figures.Must have given you a hard time.haha..
The last teacher i went to was mrs doreen.As she stood there and stare at me,i stared blankly at her and exclaimed ''aih teacher,i cannot already'' haha..i was really tired from all the non-stop breaking down,remain compose,breaking down again.And mrs doreen,obviously,i sobz hard.My choir teacher,who has been playing the part as a very dedicated mother of the choir.Thru this two years process,of course i have my disagreement with her while doing my duty and so on,but it will all come down to me that she just wants the best.As she exclaimed ''ahh,my choir girl'' and i gave her big hug and cried.Memories of choir just flashed back that moment,and i find it real hard to let go.Thanked her and told her that choir has really taught me alot in life.
The next teacher should be mrs yeo,but i couldnt take it anymore.Im just too tired already..so i went out to get some ''fresh air'' but friends made it worst.One by one all came and yet,another hugging session.A hug that worths a thousand words.I was so lost for words.To others,i just hug and somehow,wishing them all the best in future.For others whom i know i'll be seeing them next year,i just told them to hold back the hugs,''i'll be seeing you in subang next year la!!'' haha..meanie i know. The worst gotta be lynn i guess,as she began sobbing so hard,my uniform almost soaked wet ledi la! haha..that small gurl.Known her since primary 2,and she has always been this small girl in my eye till this day today.Tried cracking some joke,ended up i found out that the first time i made her cry,was when i sae ''why u so kaypoh huh'' when im in god-noes-standard-what !! haha..sorry gurl! but yeah,the same word i've been telling you since last time,dont fall for boys so easily.haha..
After everything,the whole bio-lab and padang is just filled with girls crying.Me and my friends couldnt take it anymore,and we decided to go to the library to just hang out with each other.Ended up playing blackjack,and we bet.haha..bad girls i know..and woohoo,i won !!! altho its just a few dollars,haha..tink seekay lost the most? After that was recess,we went back to our 'old-usual' place for the last time.We've been gorging ourselves with canteen food these two days la,like our last supper liddat.haha..i didnt know canteen food tastes this good before,aiks!
After that was the taklimat for spm again.Was dead bored of it,everyone is so sleepy ledi.Must have been from all the crying in the morning.haha..I was there rushing revathi's autograph la..guilty day,i owed so many their autograph paper! i promise,after spm k..somehow,i'll deliver it to your house.I hope.
This is it,my last day in convent. As u can see,lotsa tears involved.haha..its kindda hard to let go my 'home' of 11years.I practically grew up there.But yeah,after today,no more tears. Life goes on. These memories will be part of me always,every single one of you out there which made my staying in convent a lovely one thru these years. As one door closes,another door opens. My future and yeah,im sure excited bout my whole new journey after this !! Just pray hard that it'll be a smooth sailing one.* To all of you convent gals out there,just wanna thank all of you for everything !! Sorry if thru these years,i've done anything that may hurt any of you out there.If i did, just wanna tell you that its never my intention to hurt anyone.forgive me please? i know you ppl have biggy hearts,will forgive me for sure right! And yah,as all of you may know,i have real bad memory.So,if i still owe any of you anything,please come and ask from me! dont shy shy kay..Just wanna wish all of you all the best for your future,do take care,and always believe in yourself. for sure,sulyn will miss you alot! and of coz,please make sure even after 10years down the road,you'll still remember who sulyn is alrite! nah,im sure you will..haha..alrite gurls, till i see you again..someday. * oy,study hard la...spm comming !! -Simple In Virtue.Steadfast In Duty.-
Merry Christmas !!!don't worry..its not christmas yet,so there's still ample of time for you to get me a christmas gift this year! =P Well,its our anual christmas concert in school this year.Convent's own Christmas Concert 2005. ahh..something that i always look forward to.Went to school specially for it..The hall and stage was obviously nicely decorated..this year,done by the form fours.spotted the drums and of coz,aiai is back in school!! realli happie to see her again,amah ai! Sure enough,all of us were excited..got the 'first-class-seat',haha..Soon,the special kids arrived and all the guests came too..time to start the christmas concert!! Overall,i really enjoyed this years concert.I guess it was the thought of its already my last year attending this event..five years continously,i will never miss this for the world! The praise and worship,the musical,the play..it was all rather entertaining.Me and dearest husband,archie dear..decided to spend this year's christmas concert together!! haha..both of us practically went crazy there..lotsa 'jumping' togetha eh,haha..and of coz theres jilly with all her silly acts. I'll really miss the christmas concert.One scene bout the christmas shoes,really got me,von and may really touched there..It seems as tho three of us just stonned there..very into that scene,trying hard to control tears from trickling down,it was really touching la that scene..must have been the song. Really meltz my heart. And the part where jayne stood on stage to sing,was staring at jayne's mum actually.Her mum,Auntie caroline was pratically smilling from ear to ear,i could feel..how proud she was of both her daughters.Auntie caroline,it was all thanks to her that im able to go for my competition in pahang.For some reason,fell very sick and down with high fever the night before im going to set off for pahang.The next morning,i still woke up and insisted on going ahead,its like i worked this far and you expect me to give it all up this way ? no way..My mother reluctantly sent me to school,still wondering if should go ahead.My sister didnt say much that morning and was rather quiet that morning.But,when its time for me to set off from school,haha.sis cried!! Till now i still duno why tho..It was all thanks to auntie caroline who assured my mum time and time again that i will be fine and that she'll be following up to pahang.For that..i got the chance to go that morning! It seems as tho to me,its a legend. I'll never forget how the Ong sisters..Lorraine,Yvonne and Sara..how powerful is their voice. And the Lee sisters..Jasmine,Jayne and Janice...how sweet is their voice. See how it goes ? its like all passed down.One by one,all became,become,becoming the promising leader of choir =) After school,we went over to kerrys.Had lunch in secret recipe..the waiter kindda messed up all of our orders,i dont get whats his problem.There was only four of us there and each other was given slowly and clearly.But still..aih..I waited supa damn long for mine and when it reached,it was wrong.The waiters seemed so lifeless there.The guy helping us to check wheres our order,he was practically dragging his feet to our table,to the kitchen,to the cashier,to our table,to the kitchen,to our table,to the cashier.Me,being the impatient me..obviously,wasnt quite happie ledi..but oh well,it was fun watching jilly and kaipkiap suffering there with their tomyam.haha..I only took a sip of it from jilly's bowl and i couldnt take it anymore.Jilly ate till she wanted to just start cursing coz it got too spicy already..haha..suffering but 'shiok'~ After our lunch..it was fun!! me,jilly and von went up to the rooftop.The two girls were practically there trying to figure out how to get up as no matter how they press it just wont budge.I was almost freaking out there.But sure enough,the three of us got to the top!! ahh..it was a great feeling coz theres no one there at all except for the three of us..and the weather was good! Just spent our time exploring up there..a perfect place to to be if you're feeling troubled.Just stand there..and scream your lungs out!! awesome..After that we took the stairs down..then me and von made our way to rohaini's class.Of coz,we reached there late again..blah..teacher was kindda relaxed with us today.And we got et to sing us some songs with her guitar!! Me,jo and ade was more like sitting on the table right at the back enjoying only =P yikes,can someone just remind me that spm is comming?!! blah..After that,shir fetched us over to kerrys..of coz,had yip's class after that..Think i wanna end here..im getting sleepy when its only 2.45pm !! thats bad..i betta get back to my books before i fall flat on my bed..Take care people!! Newsong-The Christmas ShoesIt was almost Christmas time, there I stood in another lineTryin' to buy that last gift or two, not really in the Christmas moodStanding right in front of me was a little boy waiting anxiouslyPacing 'round like little boys doAnd in his hands he held a pair of shoes His clothes were worn and old, he was dirty from head to toeAnd when it came his time to payI couldn't believe what I heard him say Chorus:Sir, I want to buy these shoes for my Mama, pleaseIt's Christmas Eve and these shoes are just her sizeCould you hurry, sir, Daddy says there's not much timeYou see she's been sick for quite a whileAnd I know these shoes would make her smileAnd I want her to look beautiful if Mama meets Jesus tonight He counted pennies for what seemed like yearsThen the cashier said, "Son, there's not enough here"He searched his pockets franticallyThen he turned and he looked at meHe said Mama made Christmas good at our houseThough most years she just did withoutTell me Sir, what am I going to do,Somehow I've got to buy her these Christmas shoes So I laid the money down, I just had to help him out I'll never forget the look on his face when he saidMama's gonna look so great Sir, I want to buy these shoes for my Mama, pleaseIt's Christmas Eve and these shoes are just her sizeCould you hurry, sir, Daddy says there's not much timeYou see she's been sick for quite a whileAnd I know these shoes would make her smileAnd I want her to look beautiful if Mama meets Jesus tonight Bridge:I knew I'd caught a glimpse of heaven's loveAs he thanked me and ran outI knew that God had sent that little boyTo remind me just what Christmas is all about Repeat Chorus 27th October - Majlis sembah salam for all the spm-ers and officially the last day of school for all the form fives.A day filled with tears.
Quiet-ness...................................................Okay,i cant stand it anymore. Its just too quiet now !! argh..damn lonely..and i totally hate this feeling! Wait,letz blast some music...''......lalala....you gave me a smile that i could never forget...lalala....''better now ? ahh,much better..Backstreet boys-Just want you to know...nice one..Oh ya,good morning people !!-yawnz- i was damn sleepy..my attempt to stay up last night kindda failed..bout 2+am and i just dropped dead on the bed,unconcious..It was 4am+ this morning when i felt something wrong.Opened my eyes a little..*ouch,why so bright* the lights are all still on,missy's elliot's cd playing loudly,repeated for god knows how many times ledi..*groans* crawl to the swtich,offed the lights, flings out right hand, trying to feel my way around, kay,radio offed. sleep.7.15am...*eyes open* school gonna start in 5minutes time..lets just,stay home. Kindda been home alone,both mumsie and daddie went up to kl already.Im okay with them going up and leaving me at home alone actually..under one condition that is...1. No lizards at home.phew,theres none so far !! haha..School was boring yesterday.With all the latih tubi tingy,was pretty much doin my chemy in school,at the same time more of crappin with my friends. Oh yea,yesterdae..class damn happening!! seriously,compared to all..my class is always the worst.Coz it really seems as tho the whole form5 batch,the ones known for being mischevious,are all placed in the same class this year!! haha..Was looking around and yeah,my class looks more like an 'underground' place yesterdae. Its more like,half of the peeps seated in front of the class is divided into two. And there they are sitting in big groups,talking their things,screaming their lungs out altho their frens is just sitting beside them. And my group of frens,we conquered the back of the class playing...arm wrestling !! haha..And theres jo and group at the back-est of the class in a circle playing tai di. And we have to close up the doors as if..if..a teacher were to caught us..we'll be dead. It was supa noisy la!Bout arm wrestling..kay,im the worst and i mean..the worst.The longest i could stand is 9 seconds and down..im gone. haha..i pretty much sux at this actuali,since the very first day..As i lost to all of my friends..they tried to think of someone small to go against me,supposing its to help me.And da-dah,target appeared! xin yu walked into the class..so they ajak-ed her to play with me..Thought that it was like a finally-sure-win tingy.Whole class's attention was on us..supporting..and so,start! and DOWN,sulyn down..hahahaha..everyone pretty much laughed like hell,i lost to xinyu !!! someday,im gonna find someone whom i can win them.Ugh,guess my last resort,to find Menagah and compete against her,to cover up for the fact that i lost to xinyu!!! Meantime,lets train dumbell..The class yesterday was a mixture of science 1,2 and 3 peeps..ahh,my class is always the 'meeting point' so eventually,we're labelled the noisy ones..altho yeah,most of the time its us,the ones at the back making all the noise..haha..If the class is always this lively,i wouldnt mind going to school everyday!! After school,supposed to stay for the qm farewell party.But tiuby called and wanna go for lunch togetha.So both of us ended up in cs..and teruk,pretty much kena interrogated by her in seasons..haha,but had a nice time catching up with her tho =P Walked around and got some gifts..then i went over to kerrys to meet up with my friends.Had addmathz class.They kindda showed me a video of a concert happenin outside kerrys not long ago,those superstars tingy...and some disturbing tingys happened during the concert.Freaked out when i saw that white shadow running.and first i thought it was a white monkey.But nah,how can a monkie move so fast..it's just some...some..''things''.*chilly* After class...was in kerrys for awhile..bout 5pm+ already..thinking what should i buy back for my dinner,aih..just dont like it,have to think what to eat.Had to take a cab back home and i realised,i asked something stupid. I opened the door,got in and asked him ''can you fetch me back?'' Oh well,the cab driver also smart la..he didnt ask where im staying also and just drove off..haha..Neway,came home and as night falls,the house became even more quiet.gosh..i wanted to just go in the room and off the outside lights,but...haha..lack of guts.Its farny,the way i received mesages and calls from my friends and their first question is ''you can off the lights anot?'' haha..my back-up plan in school was,if i cant off the lights tonite,jilly would have to drive over to my place,off the lights for me,and go home.hahaha...evil~ neway,i did it myself la k !! no probz..God was with me all the time! =Paih,kayla...think i should study a little now..take care !!-''look at this young girl and her language'' *flicks hair* haha..statement made by mrs emelda yesterday when we were discussing bout tissues shud be banned in school..and this student by the name of su-lyn pretty much asked back ''then how they shit?'' opps,pass motion i mean..-
*blink blink* know what ? im bored...pathetic,i know
Onlining interests me no more right now.Whats the point actually,i online and my status is always 'Appear Offline'..oh,like now..just feel like doing my own stuff..and maybe if you're lucky enough,you can catch me appearing online with the 'Away' status..haha..and yah,its gonna be your lucky lucky day if you see me online with an 'Online' status !! kay,see..im starting to crap already..
Well..feeling kindda restless right now..lets analyse the problem.
Activity L-a-m-eFinding out the causes of Su-lyn's boredom.Problem : Why is Su-Lyn feeling bored now ?
Hypothesis : You'll feel bored when theres nothing to entertain you.Technique : Use your brain and think hard.Think think think.Prosedure :1. Gather all the things that never fails to entertain you in your mind.2. Sit back on the chair and relax your mind.3. Start to think.4. Look into every aspects.5. Come up with conclusions why you're feeling bored.Results : 1. The kittens are napping. Yeah,my kittens takes supa dupa long nap..u noe,the same that applies to babies,they need 16 solid hours of sleep..de same goes to my kittens,i wonder why.. And when i try to wake them up,they'll just turn their body to another side and..continue sleeping..ignore me,evil..
2. Ahhh..my playmate is soundly asleep right now.Im wondering..why do i call my playmate as my playmate when all my playmate does is...sleep..ironic aint it ? And right now when im like a despo in need of entertainment,playmate gotta be sick..bad timing to disturb playmate..forgivable tho..
3. Books. must we talk bout it ?
4. The TV !! im startin to realli curse channel 8 right now. They're showing those ancient sword fighting show every now and then..and its boring !! you know..those peeps from all the Ming, Ching, Ping, Bing, King, Jing blah wadeva more dynasty..flying from tree to tree trying to kill one another..b0ring~ and oh yah,who says 'bananas' dont watch channel 8..im a living example kay !! the only one that i enjoyed ? gotta be the show before this,the one..bout dragons via humans. Main reason why i watch that lamo ancient show ? i thought 'li bin' was cute =P5. Online. Nothing much.Conclusion : You'll feel bored when theres nothing to entertain you.Get my point now ? boredom sets in..neway, song recommended this time..gotta be the song 'Nine Million Bicycles' by Katie Melua. Something bout this song..i was in my room doing chemy,pretty stressed up then..till 98.7fm started to play this song which the first sentence of the song caught my attention. Not to sound spastic,but i just sat back laughing away (yea,by myself) when i hear this song..kindda love this song for the moment =Ptrust my taste will ya ?
There are nine million bicycles in Beijing
That's a fact
It's a thing we can't deny
Like the fact that I will love you till I die
We are twelve billion light years from the edge
That's a guess
No-one can ever say it's true
But I know that I will always be with you
I'm warmed by the fire of your love everyday
So don't call me a liar
Just believe everything that I say
There are six billion people in the world
More or less
And it makes me feel quite small
But you're the one I love the most of all
We're high on the wire
With the world in our sight
And I'll never tire
Of the love that you give me every night
There are nine million bicycles in Beijing
That's a fact
It's a thing we can't deny
Like the fact that I will love you till I die
And there are nine million bicycles in Beijing
And you know that I will love you till I die.
fighting away my laziness...been pretty lazy lately and thats a pretty bad sign !! with spm in about a month time...lacking of motivation as each days goes by,slacking even more each day... im in need for something new,something different..hmm..Well,been online quite often now lately..seems to me that every chatroom im in,we're all talking bout ''future''..studies and so on..asking around,hoping to have someone who is going to the same place you're in..well,obviously you always want at least some familiar faces around you when theres a new begining rite..school officially ends on 31oct for the form fives in school..no difference to me actually,since im onli seen in school once a week..Got rather emo in school last wednesday in school..haha,went to school for one purpose only..thats to sign my leaving school cert..oh man,as i held on to my paper..stared at my school's badge and my name..written there which year i went into convent and that my life in convent ends on the 31st oct 2005. Sighz..cant believe it..still feeling rather 'childish' in the inside but im actually out of school in 2 weeks ?!! wow..Im gonna miss the mother mary's statue.The statue that greets me everyday when i walk up the school,the statue that bids me goodbye when i leave school everyday..Just love looking at her from afar as i walk up the school everyday,how graceful She stands there..with the history behind it..shit,im really in love with convent !! guess you ppl never know how proud i am to always announce that ''my school is situated on a hill! haha..and that i climb up a hill everyday just to go to school !'' well,i'll be back =POh yea,so many is asking me bout my plans and ugh,all i just keep telling people is ''next time only tell you la''..haha..im lazy to type out la! and noting is confirmed yet..for now,what me and my parents have to put de national service tingy into consideration too.feeling ask tho its ruining my future!! haha...got my ns letter yesterdae neway,and...how stupid..Saiz baju : __________Saiz seluar : __________Saiz kasut : __________i was like wad de...HOW ON EARTH DO I KNOW HOW SMALL IS YOUR FREAKING SMALL AND HOW MEDIUM IS YOUR MONKIE MEDIUM OR HOW IDIOTICLY LARGE IS YOUR LARGE ?!! oh yea,large is out of the story..but still..im just so supa sensitive when ppl talk to me bout ns lar..its like,i'll find every single little mistake they do to pick on them !! evil me ? well,they deserve it !! and oh ya..saiz kasut..shoe size..i duno,mebbe the ppl working under the government onli wears one pathetic shoe in their entire life..how do i noe howz yr cutting like ??! stupid stupid stupid !!! Oh yea,in the letter...the first sentence goes like this...Terlebih dahulu saya bagi pihak Jabatan Latihan Khidmat Negara, Kementerian Pertahanan mengambil kesempatan ini untuk mengucapkan tahniah kepada saudara/saudari kerana berjaya dipilih untuk menyertai Program Latihan Khidmat Negara bagi Siri 3/2006.awww...heart melts..they actually congratulate me..how sweet can they be! REALLY JUST HOW SWEET CAN THEY BE...eh hello,this is like a misfortune happening to me and you congratulate me ?! maddening..how insensitive can they get..and whats with the sentence ''berjaya dipilih'' ? ohh,how can i forget..im the LUCKY ONE !! oh yeaa,i succeded !!! congratulate me ppl !!! i'll make sure i 'THANK' you ppl personally if you really congratulate me..wanna noe the following sentence...lemme see...2. Jabatan ini sentiasa berusaha untuk menambah baik perkhidmatan. Oleh itu kerjasama saudara/saudari diminta untuk mengisi Kad Akaun Penerimaan yang disertakan dan serahkan kepada JLKN dengan kadar segera supaya maklumat saudara/saudari boleh dikemaskinikan.look..they're reassuring me that they're always improving.always improving...forever improving..improve your head la !!! what can you do ?! build a 5star hotel in the jungle ? not enough..i only stay in 6 star hotel !! better make sure you have heater by the time i get in..or u're gonna be soooo dead..im feeling so 'reassured' right now,thanks..argh..im making my own life miserable by having such thinking even before going into the camp itself..i know i know..just cant help it..will get over tis soon i guess..three months..oh well,gonna spend three months spotting attractive guys available in the camp i guess...attractive hair-less guys..yea,did i ever mention to you that botak-headed-guys turns me on ? hahaha..cant wait to lay my hands on the m16,if i do get the chance of coz..so people,dont offend me now or...i swear you'll be the first on my mind when i touch those m16..honoured ? blah...overall,life been pretty much fine..noting much to grumble here ledi ...thanks peeps for lending me your 'eyes' =P feelin much betta now..haha..study hard ppl,and to those whose end year examz are all over,or wadsoeva..i don't like you !!!! haha...juz kiddin,take care..song recommended for now...Craig David- Don't Love You No More (Im Sorry)For all the years that I've known you babyI can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold(didn't you say)If there's a problem we should work it outSo why you giving me the cold shoulder nowLike you don't even wanna talk to me girl(tell me)Ok I know I was late againI made you mad and then it's throwing the panBut why are you making this drag on so long(i wanna know)I'm sick and tired of this silly games(silly games)Don't figure that I'm the only one here to blameIt's not me here who's been going round slamming doorsThat's when you turned and said to meI don't care babe who's right or wrongI just don't love you no more.[CHORUS]Rain outside my window pouring downWhat now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorryFeeling like a fool cause I let you downNow it's, too late, to turn it aroundI'm sorry for the tears I made you cryI guess this time it really is goodbyeYou made it clear when you saidI just don't love you no more[VERSE 2]I know that I made a few mistakesBut never thought that things would turn out this wayCause I'm missing something now that your gone(I see it all so clearly)Me at the door with you inner state(inner state)Giving my reasons but as you look awayI can see a tear roll down your faceThat's when you turned and said to meI don't care babe who's right or wrongI just don't love you no more.[CHORUS]Rain outside my window pouring downWhat now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorryFeeling like a fool cause I let you downNow it's, too late, to turn it aroundI'm sorry for the tears I made you cryI guess this time it really is goodbyeYou made it clear when you saidI just don't love you no more[BRIDGE]Don't say those words it's so hardThey turn my whole world upside downGirl you caught me completely off guardOn the night you said to meI just don't love you more.
finally,im back here...neglected this bloggy of mine for quite some time now..Not that my dayz been extremely busy or what..lets just sae i've been extremely lazy actually..haha..Its just like waking up everyday, studying a teeny weeny bit, watch tv, onlining, crapping..studying another teeny weeny itsy bitsy bit..then everynite is movie time!! haha..been rather addicted to watching movies lately,bad..oh well,cant help it..i just love watching shows!! =P pulling your blankie and pillow, seated comfortably in front of the black box,with all the lights off, air-con on..ahhH..luxury,thats just plain luxury to me!! haha..im already craving for another show tonight~Was out the entire day yesterday..from 8am right up to...9pm? leg was already aching like mad last night..but doesnt matter coz yesterdae was filled wit fun, fun and even more FUN !! haha..something i needed badly right now..you know,the feeling of just letting go one whole day and it kindda gives you back all the spirit you need to fight again the next day~ ugh,doesnt matter if you dont get it..Well,nothing much to crap bout actually...just to pop by in here and let you people know that im still alive here and kicking!! Well,days to spm now is kindda..''countable''..feeling heavier and heavier in the inside as days goes by,the stress starting to build up again,dratz...whatever it is, remember..its either you do it now or never !! c'mon..i can already start to smell the air of freedom after 5 weeks..the air of a new beginin in my life!! =P counting down..so study hard yea..its never too late to start..kayz...just a little something here from disney actually..When You Wish Upon A StarWhen you wish upon a starMakes no difference who you areAnything your heart desiresWill come to youIf your heart is in your dream
No request is too extremeWhen you wish upon a starAs dreamers doFate is kindShe brings to those to loveThe sweet fulfillment ofTheir secret longingLike a bolt out of the blueFate steps in and sees you throughWhen you wish upon a starYour dreams come true.
take care...
Kayz,this officially looks like a ''wedding pic'' haha..its not supposed to be this loving but sumhow..i duno why~
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haha..eurm,acting spastic ? =P
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mi and tiuby !!
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we got fascinated over this wall for some reason..haha..
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kayz,many remarked that this pic taken is very 'loving'..adui~ EH,IM S-T-R-A-I-G-H-T k !!
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just me and tiuby in the mrt..I seriously dunno what the both of us were looking at that time la,haha..
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''dad,i want money !! im running out of it!! I lurve the 'me to you' bear but it cost $439 !! can you send some money over now please ? pretty plzzzz...'' haha,i was forced to take this pic by mi frens la,theres no one on the line actuali =P
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someone just tell me what this two fella trying to do..haha..
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Me and Seekay !! luv ya lots gurl =P
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the crazee bunch that got kicked out of jaybee to singapore yesterdae !! haha..
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Tiuby's mcd hotcake breakfast!! She's been craving for it since god knows when..Just becoz of this three hotcakes all of us gotta wake up so early !!! haha..i stole a bite out of it neway,its yummy =P
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Today's rather tiring.. *sleepy* =PWoke up early this morning..had mathz class at 9.30am.Was about 15minutes late cause i couldnt wake up this morning,haha..Really lurve mrs. lee for the tremendous improvement in my mathz,she really played a huge part of it lar..the four of us in the class did improve alot for our trials this time round =PAfter class,seekay dropped us in kerrys.Was meeting up with tiuby there..Then me,tiuby and man spend most of our time in *secret place* just talking,haha..wish we could go there every saturday to just crap..haha..Then soon ching came and we headed for...The Jail !! okay,i was the crappiest and noisiest before going in to the jail..being so supa excited.But i guess,the jail showed me something more than what im expecting? I didnt really have such a complicated mindset bout things inside and..i definitely wont want to be there ever again.The first few minutes walking around was pretty fine i guess..Guess it was the time where they showed us the whipping part.That man had to actually stand 20 strokes at one go!! I didnt really thought much of it at first..But as the first stroke came along till the sixth stroke,i began to start feeling a little sick.Tiuby and ching can still open their eyes wide to watch but i couldnt stand it anymore,quickly shut my ears and turn away.I seriously didnt find it amusing lar. Bet it really hurts and the effect is worst when that man screamed. I seriously went quiet and felt really sick there already..yucks~ No wonder everyone who visited the jail only tells me bout the caning part.It leaves the deepest impression i guess..blah~Then we wandered around..and gosh,we felt really hot and stuffy..bad weather!! The next part that irks me gotta be the cells ? I cant stand the thought of anyone living in it,that sort of environment!! Its so small,and it stinks!! So dark in there..so creepy..i cant imagine when night falls..Why would anyone with the right frame of mind would wanna part with RM50 just to stay one night there?!!! I was still telling my parents that it wont be so bad inside,and now..You gimme RM1000 to stay one night in there also i wont accept.As i walked around,was thinking alot.The things i touched,the position where im standing,some ex-convicts touched it before?some ex-convicts been in this very position where im standing before? What did he/she do? What was his/her feelings then? I was thinking alot..and its just depressing to be staying in there la..haha..i wont survive for sure !! Well,but was glad to see so many living skills workplace there..haha,the thought of me finding a 'Lat' book in their library just amuses me la..The next place i went into gotta be the ''hanging'' room..We walked past the first cell,second cell..till the third cell..there was a dummy in there with a rope tied to its neck with its face covered up with a black cloth.Its deffinitely creepy in there and the wall was painted black. Me and man went in together and..as i was reading the article there..with the dummy standing rite in front of me..i came across sometin tellin us that the rope,used on the dummy,was actually used to hang three 'bomoh' before!! I stared up right at the rope and felt so uneasy then..but just right a group of people came in and darn,im stuck in there and cant get out..The monkie dummy was standing right beside me and the policeman was teling some stories..The rope used to hang ppl,they have to get it all the way from germany,and it cost bout rm3000+ each?! and it can only be used once,and throw away..Now we know where all the tax money goes to,buying ropes~ haha..And he was telling us bout different length of ropes used for different people with different size,till he mention becoz their neck will break and therefore..head and body..seperated~ theres some cases when that happens!! And when the head eurm..seperated from the body (to put it in a nicer way),the blood will not go flowing down but it will shoot up instead following the rope!! That statement got me feeling cold and i instantly looked up~ *blink blink* alritez,no blood stains,phew~ Overall,i think the idea of opening up the jail to the public is deffinitely a wise move made.I believe it really leaves an impression on people and maybe,ppl will start thinking twice in future before convicting any crimes ? i hope~ Cause it deiffinitely creeped me out..sae..maybe im timid and no gain for all this stuff la,i cant take it~ haha..The moment i stepped out of the jail,i felt so so so relieve and told my friends,i'll be a good gurl from now on.Really!! And yah,clubbing clubbing..i think,lets just set it aside till im officially 18 years old la.I dont wanna take the risk of even being quarantined in the jail!! (altho the cells for those being quarantined only is somewhat a little higher class than the normal ones)Oh well,i dont wanna be reminded of the jail trip ever again. I really cant wait for mondae!! haha..going on a crazee singapore trip with my friends on Monday =P as usual,we'll always go supa siao wan..*excited* =P-I,Lee Su-Lyn,hereby swear that i'll be a very good girl from now on.-
