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Thursday, September 29, 2005 - 11:22 AM

alritez..today,i've officially merdeka-ed !! merdeka as in,no more trials but theres still spm...blAH~!

today's crazy crazy and very crazy !! haha..quickly get done with our est and mrs vasantha let us off early..Kay,i kindda screw up the first section of my est,wadeva..tink im gonna waste 10marks there..paper 2 was alrite tho~ today is hari anugerah cemerlang,blah again... Planned to go out togetha after school todae..but we just cant make up our minds..half wanna go neway,half wanna go ks, half wanna watch movie.But all of us agreed on one thing,escape from school earlier..

Escaping,may not be any big deal la..but in convent,haha..dont try that..but we were thinking there,our reputation is already known for doing all this,people also wont be surprised la..so we asked each other ''scared anot ?'' and yeah,everyone's reaction is more like ''who cares'' and so we started planning..Went to bio-lab at first..Wanted to escape from the back gate ledi,thinking of climbing over but darn,three of the school's maid sitting there staring at us..so,have to wait for the right time..then tiuby,von and me went to the back of the workplace,its almost like a jungle there la,very remoted..but the gate and grills were too high !! Tiuby and von no probz la,like wad tiuby say ''i can just jump across la'' BUT..ey,there's short ppl around too you know *terasa*..Then planned to climb over the grills..BUT,the tip of the grills,theres this sharp sharp ends,i tink the sch purposely done that la!! So,cannot..

Then we went back to the bio-lab and gathered..this time,me and von walked to the back gate..we were thinking of strategy to get over it la..its impossible to climb over it..So we tried destroying the fence..haha..failed~ Her brilliant idea,get a scissors~ im like thinking to myself,u get a normal scissors to cut this kind of fence ?! u wan to cut until at night time arr?! so,cannot..Next,both of us tried doing something with the gate...well others was still in the bio-lab discussing..The back gate is actually locked with some chains and so on..and..hahaha..it can opened a little la,but the chains around it,sighz~ von tried to squeeze her way thru the small tiny opening and i was terrified la..What if she got stuck in the middle ?! Then the sch gotta get the fireman to get her out man..haha..nono,betta not do that..Then soon wl walked over towards us to see what we're up to..Tried pushing,pulling,squeezing..everything lah !! nothing works..almost giving up already..so me and wanlin just stood there talking la..suddenly,von went quiet..and called us..So the both of us turned behind to look at her and...gasP* von carried the whole gate out..yes,dun tink u read wrongly..SHE CARRIED THE WHOLE GATE OUT..me and wl was like *jaws dropped* inside me im like..''wad de h***'' then god,three of us laghing like mad ledi..Then wl quickly ran out of school while i quickly called the others to come..slowly slowly..one by one went out..Then left a few of us in bio-lab..trying not to be so obvious la,so we slowly moved..While we were about to leave,suddenly a teacher pops out..SHIT~! so all of us stood still there..teacher did suspect us,but luckily,on good terms with that teacher..so we crapped abit with her..till she's convince then she went off..phew~ quickly called von and yap who is ledi at the back gate to run !! hahaha..So damn,the back gate is impossible for us ledi..Then we thought of runnin frm the primary school but blah,they're reporters !! i know for sure they will report bout us wan..argh !! Then tot of first smuggle to the primary sch,den from their hall run up to our sec field then to the back alley to the backgate BUT..our teacher was standing arnd the primary sch's hall..*frustrated* its like..

1. Through backgate (fail)
2. From the back of the kh room (fail)
3. From the primary school (fail)
4. Primary school's carpark (fail)
5. Walking out of school from the front (fail)

And so..the pathetic few of us..stayed back in school while the others in cs waiting ledi..arGH!! blah,so we juz sat there n crap..crap till we forget de time and its after 1pm ledi also we didnt realise..im like feeling so supa uneasy the whole time cause..im in school..im am still stuck in school..i have legs and so on but im still stuck in school BUT, my school bag..my school bag which has no legs and brains like mine..my friend while escaping school..took my bag and ran away..and so,the owner is stuck in school while my bag is already in cs..failure~ Next time carry me and run ya rach!! not carry my bag and run!! haha..

Finally we reached cs..all of them were in roibo there waiting for us ledi..all nicely changed and sittin der chit-chatting ledi..Just right that time spotted tian walking alone..haha..tian was gonna watch cinderella man and i wanted to watch that show so badly at first !! but i duno why..we went up to the cinema there and...they bought tickets for 'The Red Shoe' instead..horror movie..i wad like telling wl, ''im so not mentally prepared to watch'' haha..By the time we bought the tickets,the show already started..so quickly make our way into the cinema..while another half went to neway,to ''sing off their stress'' i suppose =P while mine is more like ''screaming off our stress''..haha..

Neway,this is the climax la..i actually thought 'The Red Shoe' gotta be some ciplak horror movie coz i didnt hear much of it..But when we just went into the cinema and trying to find our place,just right the scary part appeared and that was the starting of the movie la..i kindda like turned stone there and quickly jumped to my seat..haha..the show hasnt even started and the moment i sat down,quickly sink down..okay,the first 15mins of the movie proved to me that..this show,aint any ciplak horror movie,shit~ im like telling ck ''shit la,i didnt bring my jacket,how to cover??!'' and after the first 20mins of the show..was freezing inside the cinema already..all i had was holding on tightly to my bag and take cover with it..haha..

But what im telling you people here is..Try to avoid sitting behind couples when you are watching a horror movie.Mark my word people,you will regret it. I was sitting between wl who is on my right and ck who is on my left.And nicely in front of me is this dude who is not-very-short and his gf beside him..fine la,nothing wrong right..nothing. Then they started hugging,nevermind..we very open-minded wan,noting wrong wad..so thats fine...Kayla,i admit,this show is damn scary la..seriously,no kidding.I judged the show too fast at first.So the gf started lying on her bf's arms..nothing wrong right~!! nothing wan wad,smth normal.. And so nicely..c,me and wl there watching the show quietly..my leg was crossed..When suddenly,i felt something heavy dropped on the floor,which obviously shocked me a little.Knowing its not something of mine,looked around and no one seems to feel anything..so i didnt bother much bout it..But suddenly as i shifted my legs a little..i felt something. With my right leg crossed over to the left,i felt my right leg kicking into something.The first thing that crossed my mind,its either i knocked into wl's leg or mebbe its just the chair in front.But as i stared at wl,she has no reaction..So,i knocked again and stared at her.She has no reaction.So this means,it aint her leg.. I tried knocking the thing again,and this time tinkin is it the chair in front of me..but no,its something on the ground.Something at my leg on the ground.And im very certain it wasnt there when i first came in.
And shit la,the horror movie..the show is all about a cursed dancing shoe..and all the victims had their leg chopped off in the movie,ewe ewee !! Obviously i panicked a lil and got a lil paranoid la ! And wad more,im just not the horror movie type~ I sat down quietly on my seat..sat up a lil straight..slowly moved my legs a little..and i was in total confusion that time !! I just felt like quickly standing up and run away..run for my life..After sum time,i finally braved myself,and looked down to my leg slowly..took a peek and..i saw this thing right beside my leg.It's very dark in der so i couldnt really see,and i didnt dare to lah!! It looks a odd and mebbe,who noes,its an elf!! and wad de..ck and wl seated beside me,they didnt even realise anything.I wanted to speak out already but i panicked.Inside me,im like already screaming la.Finally,i slowly turned to my right..wanling was there watching the movie attentively..

Sulyn : ey..
wanlin : what ? *turned to me*
Sulyn : *kicked the 'thing' a little* You dont feel anything ?
wanlin : feel what ??
Sulyn : ey wanlin..there's something down there..
wanlin : huh ?? what thing..*panicked a lil*
Sulyn : at my leg there..help me..wanlin,was is it ??
wanlin : *confused and worried*

So she sat up properly,and slowly peek down at the thing beside my leg..She suddenly jumped up a lil further away from me and..

wanlin : eh,its moving !!!
Sulyn : HUH ??!! MOVING ??!! SHIT..
wanlin : *very frightened and she quickly move her legs away*
Sulyn : *practically jumped up with my legs on the chair now,i could have cried man !!*

So i turned to my left...

Chewking : eh wad wad ? what happen to you ? *wondering why is my leg on the chair*
Sulyn : chewking help meeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!
chewking : what ??! what happen ? *stares at wanlin*
Sulyn : i dunnoo..*stammers a lil* There's something below..my chair there..got something..
chewking : *alarmed* HUH ??!!!
Sulyn : wanlin say its moving..chewking help me check what is that !!! *desperate*

So chewking grabbed her bag..i stared straight at her..she slowly turned over and looked down at my chair there and..

Chewking : eiyer,WHATS THAT ????!!!!
Sulyn : shit,I DUNNO !!

Okay,by now...the three of us already creating a scene there..we kindda panicked and i tell you,my heart dropped..As the three of us decided to peek down at that 'thing' down there..slowly..Suddenly..

Horror movie : *extremely loud sound effect*

And the three of us screamed and jumped up...
This time,the couple in front turned back to look at us,must be thinking what the din is all about..Must have attracted alot of attention la..So the three of us quickly sink down into our seats and shit la,u ask me to cry that minute i can lor..Suddenly my brilliant friend went..

Wanlin : eH,i think hor..its the arm rest la..
*me and ck looks at her*
Wanlin : there..the seat wan arm rest..Can pull down wan..
Sulyn : huh..
Chewking : HAHAHAHAHAHA...
Sulyn : *I stared at the couple in front of me.Now i get it.They wanted to sit closer to each other and so they took out the arm rest.No wonder both of them sitting do damn close lar..*turned to chewking*
Sulyn : zadao....
Wanlin : hahahahahaha
Sulyn : hahahahahahahaha.....
Chewking : hahahahahaha...

The three of us practically laughing like hell there..must have irritated the people around us already..

Chewking : Im gonna write this in my blog man..hahaha..

And suddenly another horror part came out..so we three kept quiet and attention back to the movie..

But obviously,i didnt dare to put my leg near that thing already..This really freaked me out man..phew~ dahla u ppl so intimate in the movie also i din complain,monkie couple..frightened me!!

After the movie..we walked around a lil while..then went over to kerrys.As those people,those people la..those people~ sighz,addicted to gb lar they all..They wanted to go ks,so i called mumsie and she came and fetch me!! tiring dae man..
Actually thought of skipping school tomorrow but sighz,teacher reminded us to go to school tomorrow coz we'll be getting our results..yikes~

Kayla,end here for todae...haha..so peeps,DONT SIT BEHIND ANY COUPLE when you're watching movie yea,especially horror movies..haha..

-Couples,behave youself.Think of others,especially..the one sitthing behind you.-

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Wednesday, September 28, 2005 - 4:16 AM

Time is deffinitely passing by me very fast.
Supposed to be the last day of trials today,but dont know whats with the ppd..postponed today's paper to tomorrow..sighz,another day~ but heck,its just est paper,whats there to read.Do what you do best,crap~ haha..
Its already towards the end of September now,and soon,its gonna be October.One month passes really fast and soon,spm is here.Thinking back,i dont really have much recollections of September.I can only be found in two places the whole month, 1.My room 2.The school's hall.Everyday is just the same routine over and over again.

UPSR.Still remember how was it like back then ? haha..i clearly remember..I still remember the last exam before upsr,i flunked my science!! dont know what happened then..i just suddenly,flunked it !! haha,got all the teachers worried and of coz got my parents damn worried too..Took upsr really seriously that time coz convent secondary just got labelled as a premier school that time and its really tough entering.The years before us was something like, as long as you're from convent primary,chances of you getting in is very high. But during our year,they will only give it to anyone who scores 3A's and above..I was damn worried that i'll be put into tebrau or what la..Kept telling myself ''I will choose what school i want to get into.Not the school choose me'' Seriously,i woke up each day telling myself that and sure enough..i made it thru =P The moment when teacher wanna announce the results,i still remember,blah..its with this group of friends la..haha..We were all in the hall,the teacher with standing right at the front announcing the names one by one..Me and my friends at the back there grabbed each other's hands..and sure enough,all of us got the same results !! =P

Datz how we came up to secondary school together and not forgetting,all of us were in the same class..haha..hevoc ar !! By that time,we kept talking bout pmr already..And soon,our form3 year came and we're back in the same class again..This time,i still remember doing very badly for my mathz during the pmr trials..maths is just not me lar..*panic mode* I wanted to get into science stream so badly that time..coz i dont wanna be dealing with figures !! so i told myself ''I will choose what stream i wanna be in.Not the school choose me'' and i really live by that motto of mine that year..sure enough,i got through it. Still remember going bac to school to collect my results,i was only aiming for 5A's la..And again,i was back with this group of friends when im collecting my results.All of us went to get it from mrs vasantha together..we didn't dare to at first and Juivy went to get hers first..and we followed behind..haha..sure enough,all of us did fantastic-ly well for it !! kay,i was sobbing wen i got it..haha..
Part of the reason,im deeply motivated by mrs.doreen's words..I dont want to be someone who is just active in school activities but have nothing in my studies.I wanna have both.I wanna excel in my koko as well as my studies,datz my aim.My form1 year was total crap,you wont even see me in class.I'll go to school early in the morning,choir practise right thru till its goin back time in the evening..all i cared bout that year was choir,volleyball,choir,volleyball.Choir juz kept goin on n on till national level dat wad i cared bout.My parents and sister had a hard time knocking sum sense into me,tinkin,they must have felt im a goner by then.which i admit.
During form2,i learnt a hard lesson.i was demoted !! Spent my first day in class,shedding sum tears with yapz.I will deffinitely remember that.I sat down in that class looking around,feeling not justified,i noe i can do better..not supposed to be in that class.And realised,mebbe i just cant handle both things at the same time and its time for me to choose,koko or my studies.Well of coz,i choose studies.I stopped my choir for a year,telling teacher that im taking a break that year..But i was still with volleyball.Focused all of my attention in my studies and told myself,if i cant bring up my studies that year,i'll stop everything else.But i did it =P made it to top 10 dat year and got promoted again in form 3 !!
When im in form3,i challenged myself.I got back into my sch activities and studies,pmr year k !! One incident i distinctively remembered..it was only 2days before my choir competition and at the same time,its training for the volleyball u-15 competition.I was having choir practise and my seniors called all the volleyball juniors into a room.I was then forced to make a decision,to choose between choir or volleyball that moment.It deffinitely wasnt easy.I made my decision,told my seniors soree but i choose choir,walked out of that room..and never looked back since.I was obviously sobbing like hell la dat dae,its like the competition is comming,and after all what i've gone thru in vb and im just qutting this way.Dat dae was tough,but i still had to go back to choir after that.I remember walking into the hall..and the choir gals didnt ask me anything,but all just came and give me a big warm hug and told me ''this is where you belong to, sulyn'' and becoz of those word,i felt that leavin vb is all worth it.thanks lina and jaz.Soon enough,i was busy packing for my choir competition..It seriously wasnt easy..studying in between choir breaks,after a long tiring dae and still had to go bac n study,if the competition is in mersing,den will be carrying a book wherever we go..reading along the journey,before de comp starts,after the comp ends..but i was determined to prove it to someone,that i let no one determine my life this way.And i did it..i had my studies and koko in hand that year..learnt how to handle both things,comes with lotsa hard work of course.And i lived by my motto again,i choose what stream that i wanted.

Think im boring people now..but it is all thru all this small little things dat made me understand that every little thing you do,every little decision that u make,it all matters.I could have just not give a damn bout my studies back then and i wont know what will i be now.Setting the right priority is very important and its best,if u can just be moderate in both aspects.I like to decide my own destiny in life,and not let destiny decide for me.Instead of just sitting back and let ppl choose you,why dont u turn the table around and be the boss instead.You'll choose them.how is that ? After all this,when im finally towards the end point of my secondary life,the importance of koko is not that important after all.I see many more other important things waiting for me after this journey of mine ends.And so,before i can commit myself to other things after this..im on an important mission first.And after eleven years,lucky i stayed focus and am still on the right track towards the mission,altho theres many distractions along the way..but those only helped to build up my character,helped to create a memory book for me,taught me bout lessons in life,moulded me into the sulyn i am todae..and its only that mission at the end of the day,that will bring me to the next level of life.This book of mine,which have yet to be named as i will do so on the last day of school,is comming to the last page soon.And soon,we'll just close the book,leave it aside,only to open it up and flicking it once in awhile.As i have a second book to start with soon..and this first book of mine played the part of being my base,a very important base which i would have to flick thru it for reference in future,if i have any hiccups with my second book.Got what i mean ? nevermind if you dont now,u will in time to come.

-I am on a very important mission now.And im sure you are too.Are you clear about whats yours ?-

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Monday, September 26, 2005 - 7:01 AM

So,if you wanna be with me..you have to follow through,with every word you say... (Gavin DEgraw-follow through) haha..was singing this song the whole time with mel..we just love this song =P

Finally,trials will end in eurm..two days time..After tuesday next week,i'd be freeeee...Free to stay home and study i mean,darn..This week been pretty normal,examz and so on..how different and interesting can it be..Just a few things to highlight i guess..

Monday,19th September
Two papers of bm today..Overall,it was alrite..the most crappy part gotta be my peribahasa section..I can always do everything except that..But this time,i kindda have an idea what is it all about..the probz is when im sitting in the exam hall,i will remember ''ohh..this is surely something about the elephants and something'' BUT..i forgot whats the exact sentence..thats like supa irritating la..i sat there thinking and thinking till i got so sleepy so end up..i gave up and crap my own peribahasa there..cool..there was this something bout a troupe of army and so i put..''Sanggup Berkorban Untuk Negara''!! brilliant..from bm i flew to moral..whatever,just wanted to quickly close the paper and Zzzz..

The climax of the day got to be going home time..I was waiting there with jilly..when eurm,this school bus stopped in front..and the scene was kindda like,everyone in the bus was shouting at a small boy to get up the bus.The primary boy was like sitting on the ground crying and shouting back..i was like asking jilly whats going on there.Everyone around was just staring at the small boy and he was still sitting there crying away !! Suddenly i heard the bus uncle said (imagine in chinese) ''your dad is not comming to fetch u..faster get up !!'' and the small boy went ''Papa said that he will come so he will !!'' and instantly..heart meltz~ Its like,his dad promised to fetch him but he ended up breaking his promise and the small boy got so dissapointed that he insisted on waiting there till his dad cums !! gosh..I was like asking jilly to approach the small boy as for a fact, I AM VERY TERRIFIED OF SMALL KIDS !! but monkie jilly refused and the small boi was left sitting there crying all by himself coz..the bus uncle just drove off !! Im like ''what de..how can the uncle do that !!'' and soon,jilly's mum came and she left..all the secondary school girls was like,just staring at the boy and not doing anything !! knowing that small boi speaks mandarin and god,my mandarin sux..i was tinking twice if i should like approach him coz..how can he just be left there like that !! So,i approached my friend and asked her how to say some words in chinese and took a deep breath,stood beside the small boy,squatted down beside him and *keeping fingers crossed that he will not cry even louder* i became quiet and he slowly realised my existance beside him and stared at me so i started talking to him..

*imagine in chinese*
Sulyn : are u sure daddie's comming ?
small boi : *no reply*
Sulyn : its so late already..
small boi : papa sae dat he will come..
Sulyn : den im sure he will..but its so late already..mebbe he's caught up sumwer ?
small boi : *stares at me*
Sulyn : lets call daddie shall we ?
small boi : *shakes head*
Sulyn : den lets call home!! anyone is at home right now ?
small boi : *nods head* mama's home...
Sulyn : so letz call home and ask mama if daddie's commin to fetch u alrite ?
small boi : *shakes head*

-Kay peeps,i have very low level of patience and as im handling a small kid here,im trying my best to control..if he's not a kid,i would have just said 'whatever' and walked away-

Sulyn : why dont u wanna call home ? wont it be better if you just call home and ask ? So if dadde's not comming,den we'll call the bus uncle to cum back and fetch you alrite? *takes out hp* (as if the uncle would)
small boi : *starts telling me the number...which i had MAJOR probz tryin to get the number as he was sobbing while telling me the digits in MANDARIN!!*
Sulyn : Can someone like help me to translate here ?? *a friend walks towards me and tells me*

-after dialing the number..i passed him the phone BUT..he refused to answer it!! im like wad de..crap..-

Sulyn : hello eurm..
de-person-on-de-fon : ''who are u'' (in chinese)
Sulyn : *shit* eurm..i tink u left your son here.. *suddenly felt like wad im sayin doesnt make sense* (I HAVE VERY LIMITED CHINESE VOCAB LA..cham )
de-person-on-the-fon : ''HARH ??''
Sulyn : *aiks auntie,no need shout* and so i blah the whole story to her..tryin my best..
de-person-on-de-fon : ''I CALL HIS DAD NOW !!! ASK HIM TO WAIT THERE !!!'' *grumbles smth and hang up*
Sulyn : ookay... *no thanks??*

Whatever...and soon..my mumsie came !! So i just told the small kiddo that his dad is comming real soon and handed him a pack of tissue..bid my goodbye,went up the car,kept quiet..and finally started telling mumsie the entire story..Was seriously very relieved being in the car and told myself NO WAY IM GONNA HANDLE ANY SMALL KIDS EVA !! phew,i thank god im the youngest =P

Thursday, 22nd September
As we were doing our physics paper..it started pouring very very heavily !! And soon,it was time to go home..damn,the traffic outside school was so bad that it aint even moving !! Inside school jam,outside school jam..Even my parents had major probz trying to get thru the flood to cum up the school as..the cars inside the sch is stuck and cant get out !! can u imagine that scene..
Was standing with jilly outside the primary school's class waiting for my parents..When a flash of lightning came and..i dunno whats with my brain..i THOUGHT the lightning came from inside the class and i took shelter outside in the open instead..Jilly was like quickly pulling me in and gave me *that stare*..was goin mad..haha..
Soon,my parents called and we figured that theres no way they can actually come and fetch me..just right that time mrs khoo passed by in front of me and i quickly got jilly to stop her car...haha,should have seen the way jilly tried to stop mrs khoo's car..cartoon betul..almost got herself knocked down !! crazy gurl.she got chidded by my mum over tht incident too,serves u rite !! haha..Altho we got in Mrs.Khoo car,she had probz getting out of school too..it was really happening lar the school..Soon,Mrs.Khoo calmed herself down..stepped on her engine (proton wira) wanting to get thru the flood when haflway thru,this indian gurl came crossing in frnt of her car as tho she lost her way and mrs khoo was already screaming in the car as she's afraid that the water wud get into her engine..Mrs.khoo wind down her window and screamed ''N****,GET OUT OF THE WAY !!! N**** GO AWAY !!!!'' hahahaha,i was laughing like hell inside the car..there was mrs khoo being very quiet concentrating to faster get across the flood while me and jilly sittin at the back of the car,finding everytin around us amusing...Soon,teacher dropped us in kerrys and parents came and pick us up..relieved to be home~

Oh yea,it's daddie birthday todae !! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDIE !! we headed to Friday's for dinner that night,and god,the dinner was very very filling but VERY YUMMY-LICOUS!!! till now,im still craving for the fried mozzarella..being a cheesey-lover,that is just,heaven~ hahaha.. And the Friday's ppl actuali got daddie to stand on the chair and made him sing a song in frnt of everyone there !! haha..being reali sporting,daddie was tinkin hard wad to sing there and they even make him dance and daddie did !! haha..round of applause for daddie !! It was cool..and they sang a song for daddie too..Was laughing away there..we ended up giving them almost the whole cake..haha..Couldnt really stay out till very late that nite coz im still having examz the next day,sighz..

*Grace,how could you !! Now daddie's comparing cause you bought him a 575M Maranello Ferrari! argh..u wait and see..Next year i'll get him a bigger gift !!*

Okayz,im feeling very tiredz already...a real long and lame bloggy posting tis time eh..so this should spare me from updating tis blog for another week =P Cant wait for life after next tues,lotsa plans going on and i cant wait !!!! haha...

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Sunday, September 25, 2005 - 4:00 PM

cuttin cake time !! haha..we onli ate a slice of it and de rest was given to the friday's ppl la..
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- 3:59 PM

This is my cheesecake !!
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- 3:54 PM

and im dancing !!! haha..i lurve tis pic,damn cute
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- 3:54 PM

''ooooo..im a handsome boy !!'' *look,im singing!!*
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- 3:53 PM

are you trying to dare me ??!! sing and dance ?! no probz..
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- 3:52 PM

''alrite alrite..im almost up on the chair now''
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- 3:52 PM

okay birthdae boi,up up..get up on de chair now !!
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- 3:51 PM

hey you..datz my dad !! the birthday boi !! =P
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Sunday, September 18, 2005 - 4:42 AM

What do you get when you fall in love ? A guy with a pin to burst your bubble,thats what you get for all your trouble,I'll never fall in love again..

guess whos back !!! me me ME !! do you even remember who i am ? haha..im still kicking alive here,thats kind of a good news la..after all the 'suffering' that i've been through the entire week..haha..Glad that trials is one week down and im left with only...two weeks !! darn~ But im lagi glad that at least 2 science paper down..goodbye biology and chemistry..physics is still staying around tho..whatever it is,really felt like a load off my shoulder when i handed up my chemistry paper yesterday...

Was a total mixture of emotions yesterday..We had our history paper2 in the morning and chemistry paper3 after recess..i totally screw my history this time but chemistry was kindda alright..haha,but no doubt,i was happy yesterdae !! yeapz yeapz =P will do my best-est for my history paper1 to help to cover up for my paper2 and hopefully my chemistry paper3 helped to cover up for my paper 2..haha..brilliant planning eh~

Was totally exhausted yesterday..Been sleeping like..from 2-3 hours a day..sleeping at 2+am and waking up at 6am every morning..and the thing is you have to force yourself to forget about all the tiredness..i guess this is just what everyone in the examination hall is going through during this period of time..

Now now,lets move on to the happier side of my yesterday alright..i was completely waiting to spread my wings and fly yesterday..couldnt wait to hand up my chem paper and finally when teacher say that its time...quickly made my way to the new hall and ''go where go where ?!!'' haha..We just wanted to go somewhere different than the usual either kerrys or cs..Seekay drove to school so we can go anywhere we want !! haha..but we just can't make up our minds..so we just hop onto seekay's car and intended to roam around town only decide..it was total madness in the car !! gosh..haha..theres like,tiuby and man and jilly and wl and me and of coz,the fantastic driver,seekay~!! haha..So we were in the car try to decide on where to go for lunch and argh,the inside the car very noisy !! haha..we were all high la,very high~...tiuby kata danga bay makan,jilly kata pergi permas jaya makan burger king, saya kata pergi pelangi punya lavander, entah siapa kata pergi sentosa modern revolution makan (i still cant pronounce the name of that place in chinese after so long!!)..So our brainless mind headed us to sentosa and to realise that..its still kindda earli in the afternoon and why on earth that nightplace would be open lah !! haha..
So next option,gotta be..lavander..haha..Made our way there..Then later on wenz,chichi and von came over and join us there..So its like 3 tables all joined together and haha..noisy noisy !! we added to the noise pollution..its really nice tho,havent really laughed so much for quite some time already..Its like,laughing off your stress..wow,''laughing off your stress''..haha...So we eat and eat and play and eat till the bill came up close to rm150 !! haha..blah,it was totali awesome tho,fun fun !! we planned to go eat in Friday's on next Friday !! =P and we planned our singapore trip after trials..and..lotsa more crap lar..

After lavander..chichi,von and wenz squeeze in the car with us and we headed for kerrys !! haha..seekay dropped us there..So von wanted to buy something for her niece..We went into Metrojaya and to the kid's section !! god,I LURVE THAT PLACE !! its like..kids nowadays,lucky~ so many nice clothing and..even shoes !! yes,i love that baby shoes with a bear's head in front and its like a rattle too !! and lotsa other squeeking ducky toy,barny,pooh..argh..spend mi time there playing..haha..

I was saying how much i pity their kids in future..every toy that i took,they shake their head..nothing seemed to amuse them at all !! von's niece is only one years old..so of course you should buy something ''child-ish'' rite..like a rattle toy etc...but they,i gave up~ asked von to bring her one year old niece go play gunbound instead..argh,wheres their childhood !!! (hahaha..im only kidding here alrite)..
Neway,headed for rohaini's class after that..we were hmm..very VERY late for her class tho =P blah,fought against my sleepy-ness in class..Then we went over to kerrys again after that..this time me and jeff spend our time in cold storage tho~ that guy wanna buy..tongkat ali..to keep himself awake..what the...i thought tongkat ali is for..nvmz~ We ended up keeping ourselves awake in mr.yip's class drinking water and eating chocolates..it helped tho !! haha..

After class..came home..felt so tiredz but very very..relieved~ had my dinner and took my bath..just wanted to slack..after working non-stop since sunday..all i need is a friday night's break..Slept early last night,bout 12+..I kindda find it a little form of luxury to be lying on the bed doing nothing..just relaxing...it feels great !! Its like when you're all stressed up,any little form of relaxation really helps..

For instance,on Thursday after school,mumsie came and fetched me late from school cause she had to fetch daddie from the airport..So the nice tiuby accompanied me!! =P Soon..tiuby,may,von,rach and me each bought an ice cream and..it was great to be just doing nothing for once licking away your ice-creams!! or as what may said,no one licks their ice-cream..except me..(see,another case..no childhood!!) haha..Am i like being weird here,finding myself being easily amused recently..haha,nah..im just dying to do anything different apart from studying,even if its just for 5minutes,i dont mind !! haha..

haha..well,my week.is just all about here..gotta be back to my physic books already..take care alright !! those taking your pmr..good luck and all the best alrite !! remember to pray hard..

I like Missy Elliot's song..the one recently on the radio...Teary Eyed

[Verse 1]
You're the reason i don't trust no one
And i don't love no one
From the places i've come
Sad songs i've sung
All the times i've been stung
For you bring the worst out of me
(HOLLA!)
And i can't down these tears i've cried
The heaviness insideLeft me so petrified
Tried ta keep love alive
But i became too tired
Cuz you bring the worst out of me

(Eh, eh, eh, ehehay)

[Refrain]
I wish i could change the way things have gone
And start life anew and now maybe once again
I don't know anywhere but sumthin must've went wrong
And all i can say.......

[Chorus]
Is when i sing this songI get so teary eyed
Cuz you get under my skin
Can't let you suck me dry
I was gonna marry you, have kids for you,
stay true to you, live life wit you
But look what you've done to me (meeeeeee)

[Verse 2]
And I compromised all my time
And rearranged my life
To make sure you was fine
Cuz our love was on the line
And i became so unkind
Cuz you brought the worst out of me (You brought the worst out of me)
This is (this is) how the story goes
Those ones who knowwhen its out of control
You work (work) and you work (work)
And sumone gets hurt
And i guess that be me.....

(When I sing)
When i sing this song
I get so teary eyed
Cuz you get under my skin
Can't let you suck me dry
I was gonna marry you, have kids for you,
stay true to you, live life wit you
But look what you've done to me (meeeeeee)

(Eh, eh, eh, ehehay)

[Refrain]
I wish i could change the way things have gone
And start life anew and now maybe once again
I don't know anywhere but sumthin must've went wrong
And all i can say.......

(When I sing)
Is when i sing this song
I get so teary eyed
Cuz you get under my skin
Can't let you suck me dry
I was gonna marry you, have kids for you,
stay true to you, live life wit you
But look what you've done to me (meeeeeee)

-Laugh off your stress...Sleep away your unhappiness..its helps.-

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Sunday, September 11, 2005 - 12:02 PM

Counting down every minute..trials is in..approximately 1 dae.. cool huh~
haha...so far,everytin is quite alrite..except for bio..drillin myself wit it the whole dae..darn~ i just find bio so hard to score..wad more when u encounter with such a...a..nice and wonderful teacher yet fussy teacher wen it cums to marking our paper..lack of one word only,u get 0 marks for that whole question..wad de~ blah..

Had probz waking up earli tis morning..went over to mrs lee house..haha,her husband was standing outside the door and i felt kindda awkward..so quickly called 'uncle' and walked past him..but suddenly he stopped me and stared at his watch ''you're late girl..'' den im like..stunned..so i just smiled and..smile~ i was kindda panicking inside ledi..coz he looks so serious wen he sae dat..den he ask me wad time is the class suppose to start and stared at his watch again..tis time im like..oh shit..sum1 gonna scold me ??! den he turned to the back and said ''didnt mrs lee tell u..those latecomers have to pay 5bucks'' haha..dat got me laughing ledi..phew~ just kept laughing der and finali mrs lee shouted frm inside the hse ''dont care bout him..he's just kidding wit u !!'' *wipes off cold sweat* quickly made my way into the hse..

After class..put venna in kerrys..den came home..and started wit my bio till bout 5pm+..Then took a shorty napz..nice~ finali woke up bout 7 and smelt sumtin..hmm..sniff sniff* walked into the kitchen and da-dah !! mumsie cooked her speciality dish todae..nasi lemak !! haha..nice yet fattenin dinner i had~ =P

Well..wanna stop here ledi..no time to waste !! gotta go back to my bio...
lets see howz my next week schedule like...

Mondae (12th) - Biology 2
Tuesdae (13th) - Biology 1 and Biology 3
Wednesday (14th) - Chemistry 1 and Chemistry 2
Thursday (15th) - Addmath 1 and Addmath 2
FridaY (16th) - History 2 and Chemistry 3

gonna be a crazee week ahead eh..blah..I CAN DO IT !! i hope... =P
good luck ppl !! remember to pray hard alrite..

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Saturday, September 10, 2005 - 12:08 PM

*I'm pissed cause you came around, Why don't you just go home, Cause you channel all your pain, And i cant help you fix yourself, You're making me insane* sounds familiar ? haha...its Scars by Papa Roach..

Well,my week have been..alrite..yeah,notin much to describe it but it was just alright..skipped school practically everyday except for thurday..But if its not becoz my addmathz project and there's this taklimat for the form fives..tis i assure you that you wont even see me in school~
But blah..been a long time since we last sat down and really crap,i mean my whole group of friends..Right after the setara2 examz,all of us have been skipping and yeah..sumtimes u go sch and sum dun go and blah blah blah..till thursdae wen all of us agreed ledi..must go to school..datz wen we finally saw each other at de same time after what it seems, like a long time.. =)

To say that im not stressed up,is rather impossible..the truth is im feeling supa dupa extremely troubled in the inside..lotsa worries going on within..but i guess,everyone is most probz feeling the same ting eh..so letz not make a big deal over it..Been having disturbed sleep..not one night wer i can just lie down and sleep peacefully,waking up the next dae feeling refreshed..Even wen im sleeping,im tinkin bout trials..so obviously,the moment i open my eyes the next day..the first thing that comes into my mind is...u should know~

But nah,aint gonna turn into a saddist over tis kindda matter..this is small matter !!! had to keep telling myself that..altho im already turnin into a lil saddist at the moment now..pity the people around me..Although theres no victim,just yet..trying hard to curb my feelins..been having mood swings recently,and datz wen im doing sumtin wen sudenli,mi mind reminds me of trials again and i suddenly turn expressionless..and again,i tell myself that its all gonna be over soon..and i turn alrite but after an hour,i'd suffer from another 10mins mood swing and blah blah blah..its almost like a routine!! The one victim i can think of now who is sufferin most from my unreasonable mood swings got to be my 'playmate' of coz(u-noe-who-you-are)..but luckily,'playmate' been very patient so far and constantly reminding me that its all gonna be over soon..tink of the timez after SPM !! haha..and dat obviously helps alot..thanks !! =P

Woke up pretty late this morning..and went for rohaini's class..got et to sit beside me,coz..why la always hide in that corner quietly !! but yikes,wrong move i made..et turned crazy sittin between me and von..NO,not we drive et crazy,but its more like the other way round..et just keeps laughing non-stop and i think..nvm,i'll juz blame it on stress lar k..If after spm u still liddat,seriously..u need to consult a doc~ haha..the part got me laughing like mad gotta be the part wer we were discussing bout ways to prevent ourselves to be pickpocket's victim..and rohaini as usual(the dirttiest teacher..) started telling us about women last time..keeps their money in their..bra..so thats fine..and of coz..we started elaborating and demonstrating everytin to teacher and da-dah..lots more ideas bout wad we can do wit our bras came up..hahaha..and teahcer was practically going ''aiIYOO..*shakes her head while laughing like mad* hahaha..we were going crazy la..till rohaini was saying we all this bunch of gurls very tak tau malu..coz ders guyz in the class...hahaha..
The guy seated on my right (shall not name who..) was pratically quiet there and just lied down on the table..hahaha..still,since we gurls aint shy bout it..open minded sikit lar.. =P

After class,mumsie came and fetch me,von and jeff over to kerrys..Then von went off to meet her mum and we walked around awhile then went over for yip's class..Class todae was,alrite lar..i dont like the place im sittin at todae !! but no choice la..no other place left..peeps in yip's class realli cukup kiasu..aiks~!

Alrite la..tink i betta sign off now..its..BOOKS TIME !!! how fun can it get..hahaha..oops,i forgot..optimistic gurl,must be optimistic !!! =P

* Meihui,you should hear the way jilly described the pic ''artistic naked pic'' of me that u took to my frens in school on thurs..i lagi wont post it here la !! =P u want i send to u,but we must sign contract..no one else sees it..hahaha..

-We all need somebody to lean on-

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Tuesday, September 06, 2005 - 6:45 AM

Sunday,4th August..

Basically..you can see for yourself sum crazy pics taken yesterdae, below tis post..

Mornin : went for chem class as usual today..class was,for once..kindda..quiet ? not exactly quiet but..compared to the past few monthssss..it's better todae..guess everyone is really in the trials cum spm mood eh..datz good =P

Afternoon : Came home after tuition..was raining kindda heavily already..Soon,jilly drove over..and we did sum physics studying togetha..and i really mean,ABIT~...haha..then soon,meihui came over too..and revised our form4 physics with us..After that,nicey jilly drove home to get me sum of the f4 chem notes and went with rosey to photostat is for me =P (thanks alot !!) they came bac after tht..and we continued wit..ugh,i did mathz..jilly did addmathz and..meihui did her jc chem hmw..haha..and we practically spend half of the time playing already..it was fun !! long time since i had sum fun..

Alrite..here juz to blog sum crapz..goin bac to mi books..takie care..

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Monday, September 05, 2005 - 3:55 PM

hahaha..basically,meihui is giving the eminem's cap and notebook she won to jilly..coz as ALL OF US knows,who else is eminem's biggest fan other than her eh ? happie ending..
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- 3:54 PM

Our study table..lemme see..the section far on the right is mine..the one in the middle is rosey's..and the one far on the left is jilly's !! busy busy eh..
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- 3:53 PM

I seriously dunno wad the both of them are doing..sum1,can tell me ?
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- 3:52 PM

hahahaha..i love this !! Jilly posing..while singing the 'berbulu' song..laughed like hell..
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- 3:52 PM

Rosey posing..cool eh~!!
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- 3:51 PM

chiak !! guess whos dat...haha..who else,jilly LAH !! =P
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- 3:50 PM

this is jilly wit..hahaha..MANHUNT !!!!!
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- 3:49 PM

haha..sumtin she won in singapore during the beatbox competition eh..eminem's cap and notebook !!
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- 3:48 PM

Thats meihui doing her chem work on the table and..jilly trying to figure her way around trigonometri on mi bed..haha..sense the tense-ness in the room ?
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- 3:47 PM

cute cute teddy !! =P even jilly fell in lurve wit it..
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Sunday, September 04, 2005 - 4:30 AM

Oh,this is a start of sumtin good..don't you agree ? =P (datz actuali a phrase from the 'follow through' song)

2nd august...
Im back in school todae !! After a supa long break,like..13days !! haha..yeapz yeapz..After all the late nights and wakin up late..wasnt used to it this morning.. Mum kept knocking on the door but i just cant get myself out of bed..till mum had to,resort to..banging~ hahaha..Finally,i went ''yaaaaa'' and eventually took my blankie and covered myself under it..after awhile only i finally realise ''eh,i have to go to school todae !!'' blah...*hop hop hop* (i still cant walk u see) haha...hop my way to the toilet..took my bath and everythin..blah,de point is i was hopping all around the hse lar..mornin exercise eh.. =P

Reached school..and here cums the part again..mumsie had to drive up the school to put me down..and da-dah !! tiuby,von and may was already waiting der for me..nice and patient them helped me up..and dearie husband of mine(archie) went ''god..wife !! what happened to you again ??!!'' *shakes her head* hahaha..Then it was time for them to move into the hall and tiuby brought me up to class instead to skip the assembly..i felt kindda uneasy and alien-ted at first..coz its like after being absent for quite sum time..abit..not familiar wit the surroundings again ? haha..tupid feelin tho..

hrm...went to school..and me,tiuby and wl..spent like..7.30am-12.10pm..all the time in the library..i was there doing mathz de entire time,juivy doing addmathz and wl..reading chem..it was nice,i lurve it !! coz its like..i can leisurely take my time to do everytin,while crappin wit my frens,breakin into laughter every minute,and instantly ask for help if i have probz in mathz..purfect~

After school,parents came up the sch to fetch me...Then went for rohaini's class..teacher was like ''aiyooo sarah,apa jadi ini !! kenapa kaki lagi..'' hahaha..smth tht i cant reali explain tho..dunno how to put it into words wad really happened..After rohaini,went over to omega earli..coz..slowli took my time to hop my way up the stairs before the crowd comes in..haha..then we waited der onli..wen the crowd starts to come in,i started to try to walk 'properly' up straight..haha..qucikly went right to the back of the class and kay..sat der,im not gonna move for the next 2 hours..Was kindda tiring tho todae,mebbe coz of the late nite yesterdae..and dat im exerting xtra energy juzt to even walk 10steps..haha..was trying very hard to keep my eyes awake the whole time..

Came back home bout 7 ledi..took my bath and everytin..was mentally exhausted tho,so came online awhile..then bout 8+pm the ever great meihui came over my place..to help me out in my revision..so was in the room study study do maths with my ''private tutor'' by my side to guide me..till bout 11+pm then she drove back home..(THANKS MEIHUI !!! luv ya !!)
Then i took my napz bout 11+..and luckily mr.clown remembered to gimme a 'mornin call' at 12am! had a hard time waking up tho..haha =p intend to wake up to actually study physics..But nah,wasnt in the mood for any phys..so ended up doing maths till bout 2am+ then i fell asleep...finally..

3rd August...
Woke up bout 9 tis morning...damn tiring..went out to have our breakie fast then parents send me over to Mrs.Lee's house..(nono,i dun mean my mum..another mrs.lee) had sum mathz lesson der..*glad* Then bout 12.30 mumsie came over to fetch me and venna..put venna in kerrys and da-dah..im kindda tiredz..so here i am..
Well,gonna take my nappy now..before starting off with the books till..god knows wad time..
Takie care peeps !!

*To all the form fives out der...Really just wanna wish u ppl all the best in everytin u do alrite !! Good luck !!!

*To my friends,thanks alot for helping me all around the school..especially ''the hulk'' for carrying me p and down the stairs..malu betul =P sorry for being so bothersum arr..

*To Mr.Clown..you're a lousy alarm clock !! ppl tune to 12am..u onli ring 30mins later..great,time to throw u away and get a new 'alarm clock' eh..

*To Meihui,gal..you're the best-est ever !! Thanks for helping me in my UPSR,PMR..and now..SPM..i realli owe u alot alot..thanks alot!!

Oh yea...lemme intro a soothing song to u ppl la..kindda new..its by Marcos Hernandez-If you were mine

[CHORUS:]
If you were mine
I'd be your everything
And you would be the only thing
That I would ever need
If you were mine
I would tell everyone
That you are the only one
That I could ever want

[VERSE 1:]
Everything I dream about
Everything I talk about
One thing I can't live without
I wanna get closer to you
Can't stand being far away
Knowin' that you don't feel the same way
Watchin’ it bring tears to your eyes

[CHORUS:]
If you were mine
I'd be your everything
And you would be the only thing
That I would ever need
If you were mine
I would tell everyone
That you are the only one
That I could ever want

[VERSE 2:]
All the words I sing about
All the letters I write about
Only thing I wanna hear about I
s when I get closer to you
I know there's someone else
He is only thinking of himself
It doesn't make any sense for you to be lonely

[CHORUS:]
If you were mine
I'd be your everything
And you would be the only thing
That I would ever need
If you were mine
I would tell everyone
That you are the only one
That I could ever want

[BRIDGE:]
Let me be the one
You share your hopes and dreams with
You'll never be alone again cause I will hold you endlessly
Please don't be afraid to let Your broken heart guide you
Into these open arms I long to surround you

[BREAKDOWN:]
Baby,
if you were mine
I'd be your everything
You'd be the only thing
That I would ever need
If you were mine
I would tell everyone
That you were the only one
That I could ever want

[CHORUS:]
If you were mine
I'd be your everything
And you would be the only thing
That I would ever ne
If you were mine
I would tell everyone
That you are the only one
That I could ever want

thats all folks =P

-One thing i realise bout friendships..we forgot to give them some room to grow.Instead,we always expect them to be the same-old-them even after 5years down the road. (sulyn)-

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Friday, September 02, 2005 - 9:44 AM

da-da-da-dUM !!

kindda tiredz and feelin rather restless already..i need a break from my books !! they're driving me mad...sumhow,books..they wont scold u,nag at u,whack u,answer back at u..how do they drive ppl mad ? nvmz..get my point now ? im goin crazeee...

Decided to take a longer break this afternoon..thank god there's no mr.lim's chem class todae tho..He kindda have smth on so the class was cancelled..I totally forgot all bout it till the omega's clerk called me yesterdae...

Clerk : Hello,may i speak to sulyn ?
sulyn : uh-huh ?
Clerk : Sulyn arr,im ***** callin from omega here arr...
sulyn : omega ?? ya ? (panic..did i do smth wrong ??!!)
Clerk : okay arr,i just want to ask you..you know that there's no more class tomorrow rite ?
sulyn : no more ?? ohhh...ookay,hahaha...now i know..
Clerk : you mean before this you didn't know ?
sulyn : eurm..nope.So then,we gonna have back our deposit right ? since the class ends here..icic..
Clerk : Nono..eh..why you..
(suddenly smth strikes me..)
sulyn : OH !! u mean there's no class tomorrow..but there's class the following week la ? only no class tomorrow ?
Clerk : yah YAH !!!! yahh..next week class as usual..only tomorrow...
sulyn : owwhhh....yaya,now i remember !! thanks arr...(laughing like mad)
Clerk : haha..you forgot ar ? (laughing like mad woman)
sulyn : ..........................
Clerk : (still laughing like mad)
sulyn : ........eurm,ookay...
Clerk : (still laughing)
sulyn : .......so.....ok,next week class as usual..
Clerk : (still laughing)
sulyn : ookay..thanks alot..bye.
Clerk : (still laughing)

seriously,mebbe the principal of omega is giving his clerks too much pressure !! =P
nvmz..woke up pretty late this morning..bout...12+ ? but datz becoz i slept late last nite too lar !! came online in the afternoon..started crapping,smth i havent really been doing for quite sum time now...it feels good to be,crappin~! =P
oh yea,Satish starts tellin me bout smth he found out..sumtin bout our earth..out of curiousity,went and check it out..For sure,its really a good thing !!very entertaining indeed.. You can like,roam about the whole world..and not only that..you get to check out places up close and personal !! haha..(im like doing an ad here..) Its like..first u'd see our earth !! frm there..you find m'sia..go close..and find johor !! and in johor..go even closer..and u'll start spotting places !! lemme see..i roamed the entire johor bahru for..3 hours plus ? and da-daH !! i found NOTHING..letz just say i have no sense of direction..one of the reason why i shouldnt drive in future...
neway,back to the topic..its like..he managed to spot houses,and i mean..u can really find YOUR hse in it,and put a mark der..ec,hotels,the dataran,cs..lots more places !! well,me..known for not having much patience,i gave up searching..But yeah,dats a tingy to do if you're bored..do check it out..Go to the google search --> google earth --> the first site tht appears..go into it --> dl a link given --> happie roaming !! =P

oh yea,supposed to be back in school todae..but nah,felt quite sick last nite... nono,sick is the wrong word to use.There was once sum gurl was absent frm sch..so my bio teacher started asking..wer is she ? why she didnt come..and the whole class answered ''she's sick..'' my bio teacher kept quiet...stared at us...and suddenly remarked in a..rather..aggresive manner ''your friend is not sick !! she's ill !!'' and de whole class..stared at her..shocked* hahaha.. but its quite true la..so ppl,learn~ the right ussage of word.. Sick= sick in the brainz,mentally ill.. Ill=aint feeling well... =P

Well,notin much here..takie care peeps !!

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Thursday, September 01, 2005 - 8:23 PM

mi very-not-completed-jaybee..after four hours..haha..
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- 8:21 PM

satish's almost complete jaybee..
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- 6:14 PM

city square !!
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- 6:14 PM

johor !!
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- 8:03 AM

Happy Bird-dae to you, Happy Bird-dae to you, Happy Bird-dae to Malaysia, Happy Bird-dae to youuuu...*clap clap* retard me but,yeah,dat song is to you Malaysia..dun sae i dun luv you altho the government is sometimes bias,altho our edu system sux and im one of the victim here,altho u're so dirttie except for Putrajaya,altho u came up with sum tupid NS tingy wic patheticly im also one of the victim but tis i assure u tht u wun find me standing in the frnt row if there's a war happenin out der..like M'sia vs Mars(its not nice to quote ani other country here in case it really happen then i'll kena from Pak Lah) and erm..altho de flag is really hard to draw..i still luv u alrite ? haha..blaH~

Havent been blogging for quite sum time ledi,mi bad..nth interesting happened recently..Sch reopened on Mondae,bet many must be suffering from Mondae blues after totali slackin for a week,but yeah..i wasnt there to witness it =P i was still slacking..haha..
Went and do the laser surgery on Monday..yea yea,if sum of u out der wondering..its my second time tis year...The first surgery erm,didnt really help..so i gotta go through it again and da-daH !! u noe wads the best part ? the doc says that after tis.....guess wad, I still have to do it another few more times !!!!!! amazing eh..shit* dun wanna tink dat far now,or its gonna bring me dwn again..Eurm,went to another doc tis time..it was Dr.Cheah durin mi first time,but tis time its Dr.Anga.. Basically everytin is the same la..The climax of the whole surgery gotta be the jabs that i gotta go thru before the whole op...They understand that i couldnt stand the pain,and so they tried to numb my leg for the 1hr before the surgery..but nah..it didnt help much...After the first jab went in,im almost dying and...der goes the doc..''okay arr...u okay ? very fast..another one..'' and der goes the second jab and im like..ok,u wont wanna noe..Could see that the 3 nurses standing by my side was kindda worried that i'd struggle too much tht the doc wud inject the wrong place..haha..

Overall,tis time was kindda worst than the other time..I was still alrite after the first few minutes..but within 10minutes..i started feelin nauseous and almost black out..then da-dah..i started throwing up..tht obviously got the nurses kindda worried already..dun wanna go much into the details..
But yeah,here i am again..limping all around..hahaha...so most of the time,i'd juz stay in the room n just..stop walking..But nah,with trials juz arnd the corner..aint gonna let tis bring me down.. Had to still skip sch on tues of coz as it still hurts alot..but went for addmathz tuition after that and haha..thanks Mrs.Chong for delivering ck into tis earth..ck helped me all the way up the stairs(thanks ck!!) Think im gonna be back in sch tomorrow...coz theres addmathz,mathz and physics..haha..well,here goes my friends as mi clutches again.. =P

As i was rather confused yesterdae...haha..started asking everyone the same question...
''We're two weeks to trials..during this time,rightfully we should be doing lots of exercises ledi..but letz sae i havent read finish everytin..shud i continue reading or start doing papers ? but how am i suppose to do papers if i havent read finish ? but if i onli read,theres like lack of practise !!'' God,please help me..dilemma~ but only have myself to blame,after slacking for that one week..=P

Neway,good luck ppl..dun tink i'll be updating much of this blog already..till after spm of coz!! time to get down to business..its either now,or never..

-lets just kiss and say goodbye.Game of love.-

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