Ahh..finally dearie friday is here...
Well..my day was...eurm..i would sae..enjoyable !! =P haha... Lemme see,3 days in a row i woke up late. haha..but thanks to daddie's F1 skill im still able to reach sch right on the dot !!
Lemme see..went to sch tis morning..had 2 periods of Chem (my fav!) . Right after that was Bm but i reali din wanna be inside the class facing the chi ko pek who makes me feel so damn uneasy but he juz enjoys 'roaming' around the whole class...So right after Chem,took all the materials needed and headed down to the new hall. Was rushing my last minute 'art-work' . (thanks to manman and mel for sponsering me colour papers!!) More n more of my frenz came dwn to teman and soon it turned out to be ALMOST the whole group of us at the back der was out of class ledi..hehe.. It was reali fun wen we were all sittin der joking and luffing like hell..Was there till it was recess time. Finally i finished my job !! tink tht it was great..to me la,since it was a last-minute job with much limited materials. The finishing was an eeyore drawing (thanks js !!) for my cover and im damn satisfied wit it !!
Right after recess,it was pjay's lesson. All of us reali din wanna skip Miss Tarveen's lesson todae becoz..its bout Sex Education !! haha..and gosH..the entire lesson,its either the students were too quiet(coz we din noe wad to sae..shy*) or all of dem started bomb-ing Miss Tarveen with all sorts of questions..Gosh,i was so damn disgusted the entire lesson. And wow..my friends aint that innocent anyway =P Learnt too many ''new tings'' todae till i couldnt stand it and turned to wl and said ''Im having a massive headache now.I tink i know too much..'' hahaha.. goSh,but at the end of the lesson,im glad coz a) yea,learnt many new tings.. b) Miss Tarveen's lesson gave me an assurance bout how i've really been feeling all tis while. Say NO to pre-marital sex !! haha.. It's really true,what guys has to lose ? Nothing !! It's us, gurls !! naH,not gona blog much bout tis coz..tis is an innocent blog meant for innocent ppl like me !! haha..Juz that the whole class got so smitten by how sweet and understanding Miss Tarveen's boyfriend was..haha..i wan a bf like hers too !! naH,but so far,have yet to meet such a guy yet..cheh..
After sch todae,we headed to cs for lunch !! Couldnt make up our minds so we went over to quickly(sounds so much betta than roibo) for lunch.. There was me,wenz,von,may,jillian and ck. haha..Had a great time chit-chatting der..Till i couldnt bear to leave even wen its time for tuition !! haha.. Blah blah blah..after class went over to kerrys to grab a bite. Goh spot us der so he came n join me n dexter for lunch der too..den we went over to omega for fizik class.Groan,mr.yip is good but..boring !!! argh..the ting is..me and von juz couldnt stop luffin like hell in class todae !! Lets see..Mr.Yip changed his class AGAIN !!! so me n von walked into tis class with weird lookin ppl but oh..i tot mebbe i din see them b4. But everyone seems to be staring at us very very weirdly..so i sensed smth not right...haha..so malu !! i walked over to the door and realised there's tis notice pasted der stating that Mr.Yip's class changed..quickly took our bags and off hunting for the class again...haha..Entire 2 hours,me and von juz kept luffin at stupid jokes..yea,we luv being sarcastic towards each other..was sittin der wen i spot andrew yan with his new hairstyle..was so shocked and juz couldnt stop luffin till i tink,he realised ? hahaha..till he took off his cap and asked me ''sulyn,is my hair reali tht bad'' hahaha !! darn,luffin for 2 hours is no joke !! till juz now wenjie mentioned that i made him very aggitated juz now ? poor boy,coz he's sittin behind us..muz have irritated him too much !! haha.. (sorry ya..)After tuition...went hme... the end !! =P
Arghhhh.....It's like a monster !! sucking every drop of happiness and joy in my life !! It's like a dark cloud..i mean those supa dupa black cloud dat of all place it stopped right above you it juz starts to rain. No matter where you go it juz keeps following you !! It's just like owning a very irritating tail (dear eeyore,i dun mean your tail of coz..) dat no matter how u try to avoid or keeping it away,it juz keeps appearing and irritating you !! It's as if like the whole earth's surface is made of pieces of glass and you have to take every single step carefully or u'll just end up hurting yourself real badly. It's almost like a game of chess. Have to think supa dupa long before taking the next step !! argHH...and thanks to 'IT' im feeling like this now. Oh ya,the 'IT' refers to my leg.. My dear left leg wic i feel like disowning it right now...The time wer i got a real bad cut becoz of the bicycle few years back was on my left leg. And so,got a little scar at the back of my leg. The scar wic i always tell mummy it looks like a 'loan shark' scar..Thank God it isnt very big,so wearing high heels in future is still possible !! =P The time wer im always falling down and haveing bruises,its all always on my left leg. Lets talk bout recent years huh... The time wer i fell on the rough surface volleyball court and fell again that nite itself at home..wic the scar is still so damn visible..it was also on my left leg. Letz juz tok bout last year. The time wer i fell right in front of the whole school during sports day in the stadium last year..the incident wic is still 'fresh' in my mind coz it was juz so damn embarassing. Crowded round by my frenz (as tho i was dying anitime soon), crowded by the pbsm gurls(wic patheticly they're trying to find a bandage), crowded by the st.john gurls (wic is trying very hard dealing with me dat time coz i juz couldnt stop crying in pain), crowded by my teachers ( who keep trying to get sum1 to contact my parents) and not forgetting the paramedics (who 'threatened' to send me to the hospital with their ambulance wic set off my 'panic mode' )...hahaha...aww,juz luv the way i described the whole situation dat time..but conclusion was : got torn ligamens..n dat was on my left leg too. And yeah..now..in the year 2005...my left leg aint letting me off now too. Due to go for the tupid laser surgery soon to cure it. Wic i can be seen now limping all around the school and wic is taking a toll on my right leg coz im onli left with it to walk with ??!!So..dear left leg..please do not complain that mummy(datz me..) is bias or anting..look back to wad u have been doin to me all tis while !! and look how right leg have been so good all tis while never givin mummy ani probz...See !!! the pain u're putting mummy( i repeat,datz me again..) thru is gettin rather unbearable coz it juz irritates me so damn much. Not forgetting convent is famous for their flight of STEPS..and dat my exam is commin soon so im supa dupa stressed up and u're giving me sleepless nites coz u're making me feel so uncomfortable !!! arghhHHH...mummy (wic is me..) is very very dissapointed in you..
As a promise..my blog today is dedicated to a very special someone !! =P27th April,marks a very important day ever since i was born. This gurl was a gift of God to my parents in the year of 1985. She brought smiles to my parents face the second she was borned ! In her growing up years,she never fails to give her parents alot of headache. A gurl who is very curious about everyting and juz wanna try out anything !! she practically took a straw and suck the baby powder..i guess she must have been really thristy that time. Not forgetting the time where she dropped a termometer and everyone at home suspects that she swallowed the mercury ?! haha.. I did not get to witness those tho... Cause shortly after 3 years she was borned...a rascal (me) came to earth with a very important mission : to destroy her life !! muahahaha...haha..I'll never forget tis gurl who keeps getting me out of trouble since the very day i was borned till tis day todae,that is after 17years. Being 'itchy' finger since young,im always getting tings stuck sumwer and breaking tings. It was tis gurl,my saviour who always cum to my rescue !! haha..A gurl whom i looked up to since young for being so 'girl-ish' and always admiring her oriental looks. A gurl whom i tinks has the nicest fair of fingers i have ever seen and not forgetting her being the sensible one. Something that i have failed to become =PMe and my sis..since very young..till now after 17years..i have never heard ppl saying that both of us look alike. Coz the probz is both of us juz looks so damn diff !! haha.. In my secondary dayz,ppl never seem to cum to terms that we're actually related and we're sisters ??! hahaha..And so,im always and forever teasing her coz of our difference. I will tink that she's way tooo 'soft' and she tinks that im way toooo 'rough' !! haha..Im forever telling my friends how patient my sis has been and im always asking my friends to follow my sis's footstep to becum a better sis..Finally,the day for her to spread her wings and fly came. Thanks to God,she got the opportunity to go to Aust to further her studies. Altho me,mummy and daddy arent there with u tis dae todaE..juz remember how much we love u (especially me) and you're always on our mind !! Days are really quiet and lonely without u around as i only have you since young..but u patient abit kay !! Next year i try to go over to join u and we shall spend our dayz admiring ang-mohs' without mummy and daddy !! Time to enjoyyyy...hahahhaa...Kaylar,i betta end tis now..Just wanna wish you Happy Birthday !! Be a good gurl and..be matured abit laaa...haha.. Strive hard for what you want in life and learn to take tings slow and easy..Sit back and relax sumtimes and u'll realise the sky isnt just blue and filled with clouds..there's more to it.. (guess u duno wad im crapping..explain it to u another dae =P)Luv u alot alot alot !!!
a mini birthday cake daddy and mumsie bought for Gracie !! but it will ned up in my tummy coz dear gracie is in Aust now and i dun tink its possible to send the cake to her..hehe..Happy Birthday !!
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Today was wild...haha..Woke up bout 7am. Got ready and everything..Then went over to see Dr.Chan for the first time todae..Well,i would say,he's good !! haha..Really explained and stuff..he reali noes what he's talking and think of wayz to cure my leg..unlike the other doctor i went to..telling me and my mum as if like there's no cure ledi. Well,there's like two cacat growth in my leg and its getting worst. So,as one of it is kinda infected ledi..so can't do anything to it now coz it hurts like hell. Yeah,may be going through a surgery after my mid-yearz to cure it ledi. So meanwhile,gota bear with the pain..arghHH..After that was bout 10am when i went to school. Luckily i reached during recess time. So met up with my friends and went for the 'Yayyay' concert,at least thats what mrs.geetha calls it..=P It was a BLAST !!! haha..was screaming like hell..Especially when jilly raps with mel and sara..Wow,went crazee that moment !! the gurl behind me ended up sobbing coz she's too proud of her frenz ledi..haha.. A note to jilly here : See,practising your rapping inside my bag helps..hahahaha !! And didnt know Yiswaree could sing too !! wow..i only know she's always singing out of tune in class..haha.. The two von's in school went up stage and gave her flowers..hahaha..then came ali on stage too..haha,was shouting her bf's name wen she went up on stage and she stared at me and could not stop giggling !! haha..juz luv tis gals so much !! After school,managed to take sum pics with frenz + mrs.geetha + mrs emelda !! haha..After that we went over to cs..Had our lunch and walked around a lil..By the time wl and von played finish their arcade,leaving me and yap standing outside der waiting for them..It was ledi 2pm !! Haha..so quickly got a cab and went over to kerrys. Went for addmath class.. after class then we went over to kerrys. Hanging around with them before they have to leave for their chem class...haha..went a lil mad der.. Jilly posed outside a clothing shop standing still there and got a group of guyz luffing like mad..And when i try to do that,i didnt realise till wl told m,e ''eh,you posing outside a bird nest shop la..' haha..i duno la..was juz crazee there...Till they had to leave for their chem class ledi..So called daddie and went bac..Ahh..so glad to be back. Leg hurts like hell..craving for mcd now..hahakaylar..see ya ppl !!
finally its friday !! =Pbut..sadly,still have to go to school tomorrow altho its a Sat !! to replace the Good Friday hols wic my sch took.. haha..but i bet tomorrow wont be that bad la..coz the school arranged a YayYay Concert for us tomorrow =P haha..bet we're gona scream our lungs out tomorrow. Altho sch gona start at 7.30am as usual..but im onli going to school after recess tomorrow (juz in time for the concert..haha..) Coz mummie n daddie gona bring me to Dr.Chan tomorrow to check my leg and Dr.Chan is only opened from 8.30am till 1pm. yeah,sumtin is wrong with my leg and finally i dare to visit the doc to check up..Hopefully can get it cured as soon as possible coz the pain is killing me everyday !! There's like..tis growth actuali...cancer ?? hahaha...touch wood*Well,went to school as usual this morning...Had chem and blah blah blah...My chem teacher keep 'cekik' me only todae..haha..Coz she ask us to invent our own persamaan kimia. Im like..simply tembak onli..haha..but at the end of the lesson i managed to figure out 4 !! =P U may say,i spent almost the entire day on the stage this morning till going home time la..haha..Means i only went in class for 2 periods !! Went and watch the interactors getting prepared for their performance and so on..laughing till siao only..especially jilly and tiuby rap time..haha..After school then had to chao for meeting in the new hall ledi..yea,so had meeting and it lasted from 12.15 till..mmz..1.15pm ? haha..yeah..After that,went to canteen to have sum bite coz havent had my lunch yet..Then went for tuition todae..Finally, Mr.Yip changed his class to another room !! coz i supa dupa dun like the other room he used to be in..its so..cramp-y !! arghh...haha..but at least todae's class was so much better =PKaylar..my show wanna start ledi..haha..Having addmath tuition class as usual tomorrow.. Pray hard for my dearie leg ya !! haha..
H-o-L-i-D-a-Y...ahh..tis word reali put a smile on my face =P haha..so sleepy todae..was awake till so damn late last till but still refused to give in and kept trying to keep myself awake til..duno wen i fell asleep on the bed..Was bout 3am+ wen sum msg came along n my hp woke me up..darN..stretched to find for my hp,brainz still unconcious of wads goin on around me..look at the time..GAsp!! its ledi 3am+..betta get sum sleep coz not much time left for me to get into slumber land before having to wake up for school !! off the lights and juz fell asleep straight away...As usual..hp alarm failed to wake me up..till mummy have to knock n knock n knock on mi bedroom door till im awake..sighZ..late again~..quickly took my bath and got ready..and dragged myself all the way up to school..another long day in school..sighz..Had extra class till 2pm and choir straight right after extra class...very very tiring..But not bad arr,managed to keep myself wide awake the entire day in school..haha..Actually,after they took samples of my blood yesterdae and the results will be out like..in 3 weeks time? I thought i juz gota go thru a jab and thats it..that simple. UNFORTUNATELY, it aint that simple. And i got to know it only like,now ?! when its too late to back out ??! arghh.. the actual story is have to go thru another 3 injection after tis !! im like..'HARH!!'' gosh... 3 tings that totally freaks me out A) The dentist , B) Taking jabs , C) Mr.Lizard n friends... I wanna migrate now..Aniwer,bring me to China and sell me to a butcher there who will make me bear 6kids so that he can form a volleyball team to make sum money and make me slog for life as a maid..Anything !! Juz get me far far away from injections !! argh..i really got myself into trouble tis time.. To tink that im still trying to act ''okay'' in frnt of everybody yesterdae wen i took the jab and I even had the cheek to sae 'nola,not pain' wen sum1 asked me..Retribution for acting so cocky !! hahaha..And wen i tell mummy bout tis,she actuali went ''yeah..i noe arr..'' WHAT ?!?! U KNOW AND U NEVER WARN ME ?! People,im soooo sooo dissapointed in my mum~ hahahaha...kidding lar...luv her alot..Daddy came back todae !! Mummie went to airport to fetch daddie before comin over to school to fetch me. Haha..i actually messaged mummie and daddie tis morning in school during bio lesson asking her to fetch me and hinting that ''I suddenly feel like eating mcdonalds'' at the end of the message..So after fetching me..Daddie brought us to hp for mcd !! haha..long time din get to eat mcd ledi.. Coz me n dexter always eating in Stone Grill onli..hehe.. Newayz,got stuff to do now..so betta stop blogging..haha..Sis is already asking me what im doin now and juz to kacau her,i refused to tell her..Can sense that she's getting a little irritated wid me already..haha..neway datz wad i do best to her la..irritate her !! But c'mon grace...u luv it wen i irritate u dun u..dun deny..c'mon..hahaha !!! im gonna be sooo dead wen sis reads tis..See ya peeps !!
phew~ Just finished physic tuition and reached home...Was sooo sleepy when i just reached actuali..but..sumhow that two sissy guy managed to perk me up..with their wuliao-ness and cold jokes..haha..Slept rather late last nite...till mummie had to cum in and off the lights to make me sleep..Then had probz waking up tis morning..Im always waking up late lately..sighz..but luckily mummie will drive like F1 then still can reach sch in time la..but even if im late,actuali,i dun care~...lalala..Took class and choir pics todae..very crazy wan..its like u have to smile like an idiot there for 2 pics and then when u phew~...sum1 will shout ''INFORMAL INFORMAL''!! then have to pose again..hahaha.. lemme see,for the Informal class pic..the 5 of us stood right at the back on the platform of Mother Mary's statue and tried to act 'zhuai' der..haha.. The 5 rascal of the class..yea~... and took choir pics..its like,for 5 years have been taking the choir pics..and there was i trying to 'cross' my leg when im sittin down there while all the juniors were standing behind wen xinyu leaned against me and said ''whoa..last year ledi le''...then i couldnt help but tink back when Im the one used to stand behind my seniors and now..its me.. haha..so old ledi !! ahhHHH...monkie xinyu,make me no mood to smile ledi !! haha... =pErmz,my bm teacher Puan Heryati on maternity leave..so den ders tis MAN..taking over her class..i duno,he juz suddenli pop out of nowhere in convent wan.. and its like,im onli comfortable with two man in sch thats encik lim and encik azmi !! During bm time..i was feeling sooo uncomfortable when he's walking around and teaching..dunola,juz a very uneasy feelin suddenli a stranger man der.. (dahla he's not young n good lookin,datz diff case =P ) Entire lesson had to keep our leg closed and jaga tingkah laku..aiks..Went and check my blood group todae..and took the hepatitis B jab..but naH..havent take the hepatitis B jab..juz dat they took sum sample of my blood and will send sum results in 3 weeks time to see if im HIV positive or im safe..aiks !! haha... was sooo nervous wen the nurse was bout to jab the needle..The ppl around me have to keep tokin to me to distract me..haha..Kaylar..tink i betta sign off now..wanna go n have my bath ledi..see ya peeps !!
Well,have been a very tiring and hectic monday..But before i start blah-ing to u ppl bout my monday... Just a news to all. Rohini passed away early this morning. Just at the tender age of 19. If she had lived till this day today,it would have already been her 25th week staying in the hospital. This is how unpredictable life is. A normal gurl who looks forward to college life after form5, achieved her goal..went into Taylors,life was going on fine. But suddenly..her health took a toll on her. After much suffering and pain she and her family had to go through, God finally took her pain,torments and misery away from her this morning. So, just remember to include Rohini in your prayers tonight that she will rest in peace. I really duno wad my future holds for me..I have lots n lots of hopes and dreamz for my future..Looking forward to college life, uni days and i havent found my ''the-one'' guy yeT !! haha.. Whatever it is,i'll live my life to the fullest everyday..and leave the rest in the hands of God. Well,busy busy monday todae indeed..Had to change tis and that to tis n dat. What more the morning sun is killing me..And all the photo sessions is udner the sun..cheH~!It's like..wore St.john shirt n tracks to sch..Then had to change into Patricks shirt..Then change bac into St.John uni..Then changed into school uni..Then actuali have to change back into St.John shirt again,but i reali very lazy to change ledi arr that time.It's like,change into sumtin once and u have to tie your hair all over again and make sure u look ''okay'' and changed into another and tie all over again and tis juz keeps goin on n on !! arghh..haha..So wadeva,they have to give in and lemme take the b.o.d pics with my sch uni =PTook lots n lots n lots of pics with my crazee frens todae..kept reminding..''aiyah,last year ledi..take more take more'' hahaha.. Tomorrow another day again..aiks...Well..tink i betta sign off now...Daddie left for alor setar tis morning and tis time mummie din go along..And mummy claims that she prepared a ''special'' dinner tonight !! =P haha..tink im gona teman mummie now..in case she misses daddie..haha.. Tata ppl !! p/s: dun forget to pray k !!
why arr..tis weekend me no mood to blog..hmmz...Lemme see how was my sat...Saturdae,16th MarchWent over to kerrys bout 1pm+ to wait for von..Was so damn crowded by then..Waited n waited till she finali arrived..then we went over got addmath class. After class it was raining so heavily !! but we had no choice but to run all the way back to kerrys..Me and yap was so reluctant to do so actuali..we're like,can we get a cabbie ? haha..but its actuali like..2mins walk to kerrys onli coz its juz nex door to it !! will ani cab driver fetch us la..wad shud he charge us den ? Rm0.20 ? haha..End up,we gave in and joined the rest..was feelin so cold wen i reached inside kerrys~..All of dem having another class after that...so juz lepak awhile with them..Till bout 4.45pm,then they have to go over to omega for their chem class..So i called daddie to fetch me. As my frenz wanna leave ledi..spotted Ben. haha..the 'thorn' among the roses..yea,tis guy is back in jaybee for the weekends..Sunday,17th MarchSlept very late last nite..Then gotta wake up so supa dupa earli tis morning coz having chem class..After class then walked over to leisure mall coz mummie n daddie der 'shopping'..so damn crowded lor !!!! aiks.. wen i reached der,they're almost finishing ledi..Thank god~..coz i dun like walking around giant !! (tis proves that i wil not becum an 'obasan' in future..i hope) haha..Saw so many familiar faces in there tis morning..all i can sae is..ITS TOALLY PACKED !! saw jilly der..so end up spending our time in one corner der chit-chatting onli..haha..took bout 30mins to line up and pay up kayz..sighz..was so damn hungry den..Then saw shawn der too..he after tuition also terpaksa go..and he's supa dupa hungry too..sighz..Guess i wont really be in class tomorrow.Coz its sesi pergambaran in sch tmr.. all the committee members of every club muz go take photo..i supa dupa dun like tis dae..coz we gota take under the hot sun n the old man take so long to aim properly wann..nvmz la,my last dae ledi..haha..Mid-year examz commin soon ledi..feelin the stress ledi..sighz..Kaylar...wanna sign off now..got tings to do..see ya !!
little tiger looking innocent !! haha..
little tiger !! haha..cute ritez..mummie names it tiger.. tis kitty very silly wan..always jatuh dalam longkang..
Didnt reali intend to blog..But sis asked me why i din blog todae..So yeah,here i am now..trying to blog smth. Tis week..have been a pretty rough week I would sae. Sumtings happened..blah blah blah..But im juz glad that everytin is well and fine now ! =P Tho,tis matter realli got me mentally drained out..Met my new pjay teacher tis week. She's actually juz a trainee..but a very cool one i would sae..haha..She's really damn pretty !!! Cant believe that she's actuali teaching us now instead of doing catwalk..She's reali like a model ! haha..She's cool.. Got us very comfortable with her during the first lesson. And she was going on n on bout wad she's supposed to teach us..ders 3 tings that she has to cover up actuali before her training time is up..datz like in 6weeks time. And shockingly,i din noe pjay suppose to be bout all tis..but wadeva..sounds interesting to me..haha..actuali,she has to teach us bout 'Food','Feelings', and 'Sex' !! haha..and its like,im up with a project bout 'Abnormal Sex'..disgusted*..newayz,she's Miss Tarveen,22 years old...mebbe tis is why she can 'click' with us la..Overall,my week have been pretty fine..Except for the fact that my maths and addmath teacher is FLOODING us with lotsa lotsa homework !! aRgh,its the sort of ''TOO MUCH'' homework..Tis is all becoz my math teacher wun be around for 2weeks..So u may assume that the amout of hmw dat she gave worth bout 2weeks la..haha..And UNFORTUNATELY, my idiotic habit of dislike keeping hmw til another dae to finish it up..as if i dun finish tht hmw tht dae itself,i will juz forget all bout it..So i ended up staying up late at nite finishing that '2 weeks worth' of hmw juz within one dae. Crazee huh..yea,and i finished my addmath hmw dat dae itself..im reali madd..But glad i did that la..coz see,todae my math teacher flood us with hme again..haha..Sumore wad huh..oh yea,climax story of the week. Lee Su-Lyn kena halau keluar dari class !!! haha..so wads tis all abut la..lemme see..my moral teacher chased em out ? haha.. nono,lemme elaborate futher..Lets juz sae my class consist of 40 students.U may say that bout 34 of us got chase out of the class.Neway,i memang anti my moral teacher la..not that i have eva made life diff for her before,but she's making life diff for me!! Everytime during moral lesson,u can reali see me sittin quietly in de class, my blood boiling within me..She's juz damn unreasonable la.. That's why as she's walking frm the frnt of the class towards the back asking the students one by one to 'Get Out' of the class..i figured within me that i deff wun be able to take it if she ever use the word 'Get Out' on me..So,i automatic juz walk out of the class.Yeah,all of us did that.Save her saliva for her..aww,im juz so thoughtful !! haha...But seriously,im sooo much happier lala-ing outside the class than to be INSIDE that class.. haha..im juz so notty~! Wadeva,as long as i noe my limit and at least,i noe it myself that i've never been rude or offend her before...so i dun give a damn~!Reali juz feel like doin sum sports now..i duno..juz feel like sweating it all out now..been cum tim since i've reali reali been under the sun..Can't wait to play basketball next week !!! =P haha..If u realise,im blogging todae in a very 'ganas' style..yeah..coz thats wad im feeling now.. So juz decided not to blog further ledi.. So my dearest sis,saw tis bloggy ? me aint lazy kay..Neway,she's having her exams tmr so dun tink she's gona read tis post aniway.. Groan* i miss her now.. Life at home sux without my sista !! even jade's sis is back from kl... Grace arr,faster cum back from aussie !! arghh..I very kelian here..life is so stressed up and i got no one to irritate at hme !! hahaha...see ya ppl...
Well,as you can see people..I've changed my blog skin !! Altho rite now im starting to miss my old blog n tht irritating little song,juz gez its time to change..haha..I spent my entire dae doin tis blog..since 11+am tis morning till 6+pm juz now..and finali now i added my last piece and its complete !! haha..took alot of time searching for the right words to be put inside it and it was tough findin a song with onli guitar strummin...but i made it ! =Phaha...Well,school starts tomorrow..seeing my a fren of mine tomorrow.Guess it'll be kind of awkward and i reali duno wad to sae to her..but i guess,im gona do wad im good at..Buat Bodoh~..so..we shall see by then.Juz that it hurts juz even tinkin bout her situation rite now,wad more if im gona see her tmr... mebbe time will heal the pain,but im clearly aware..tis matter gona take a very long time..Newayz,see ya ppl !! tata...
Slept soo late last nite again..Was so tiredz yesterdae but juz couldnt fall asleep. Tink i finali fell asleep bout 3am+ arr...Was juz mentionin bout how much i 'dislike' shockenin msgs earli in de morning yesterdae. If its sumtin sweet and fun dat i dun mind lar.. So lemme see..after wad i've received yesterdae.. A msg woke me up again tis morning. It was bout 8+am..I instantly woke up..my hp was juz beside me..But i juz sat on the bed didnt dare to read it. I duno..So i ended up staring at it for quite sum time..Tinkin of wad happened last time..reali din have the courage to open it..Seriously,if another setback were to happen to me now or anione around me..i really cannot take it anymore. After bout 10mins or so..i opened it..Guess what...sum idiotic guy..The first guy i eva 'anti' in my life u would sae..Messaged me the whole lyrics of the titanic song 'My heart will go on'. i was like staring so hard...blink blink* I would juz kill him if he's standing in front of me that moment !! Argh..He's juz one damn unreasonable,childish,silly,wuliao and possesive guy !! And the ting is he's a total stranger to me !! And one ting,im very insulted by the way he does tings. He's acting as tho MONEY can buy everytin. To Mr.Wuliao,the more u try to ''throw'' money in front of me,the more i look down on you.Sorry to sae,but money plays no effect on me.It isnt even an issue to me.I dun give a damn bout how rich you are.Im usuali not like tis..but tis guy reali over-bug me that..im reali very pissed off.Even if u give me sumtin worth RM1000,i dun even give a damn !! Maybe i would even appreciate a gift worth RM1 better,as long as its commin from a sincere person.Juz get out of my life lar..Not gona waste my time blogging more bout him neway..Newayz,went for addmath class todae.After class then dexter ask me to teman go eat lunch.It's considered late lunch ledi la..Dexter wanted to go opposite kerrys der ''Coco's'' to have lunch. Yea,so we ate der..and both of us juz couldnt stop tokin..ders juz so much till it was bout 6pm+ ledi..haha..more like dinner ledi !! and im so supa fullll..haha..Then crossed back to kerrys..Dexter's mummie came..Then daddie came n pick me up. Came bac and was so hooked up with my lime mag that i juz bought while mummie was busy cookin dinner...She cooked nasi lemak tonite !! yummiee..i luv mummie's nasi lemak ! But i actuali read Lime till i fell asleep ledi..Without realising i woke up was so late ledi as it dinner time...But daddie n mummie see me so sleepy then ask me to go bac n sleep longer..haha..Then bout 8+pm ledi i finali woke up n slowli go n take my bath. Then onli we all had our dinner togetha..The way i see daddie eat,could see that he was famished ! haha..so sorrie..Starting my moral project now...Seriously im still blur bout wad to do..Coz aint listenin wen teacher was explain,so its mi fault la. But she juz toks crap so often that im juz not listenin to her at all now !! She's weird...wadeva..Newayz,tmr's chem class cancelled..Dats why dun have to sleep so earli tonitez..N can sleep later tmr mornin =P haha..kaylar,i sign off now. Wanna continue doin mi moral tingy..haha..malas but no choice..see ya ppl !!! =P
havent been onlining that oten lately..so havent really updated my blog so far..tot of updating it on thurs nite coz fri is a hols..but hu noes tmnet having sum probz..took so long juz to upload a page..so ended up spending sum time in my room doin crappy stuff...Slept rather late..duno doin wad also..saw the clock and was like ''whoa..so late ledi..'' so juz pull little blankie and cuddle up on the bed till i finali fell asleep..Friday, 8th aprilDidnt intend to wake up earli todae as slept very late last nite..and since its a holidae..planned to juz chill at home,relaxing and juz taking a break.. Woken up by a friend earli in the morning..i dun wanna blog further bout tis. To cut it short..it isnt a good news. In fact,its a very confusing yet painful news to receive. Tis news totali jerk me up,wondering if tis is all a dream. It all juz came too sudden and im like..''no kidding..''. Sat on the bed for bout 15mins trying to get the news into my pea sized brain. I juz felt so confused then..shud i go ? shud i call her ? what shud i sae ? shud i juz drop a msg? i dunno..i reali dunno..none of it seems the right ting to do. wadeva..dun tink im in the right frame of mind to blog or to tok bout tis now... So bout 9am+ in the morning i was ledi attending a funeral. Was there till late afternoon and i faster took a cab home and had my bath. Then dad sent me over to omega for physics class. The first ting wen dexter saw me was ''Why u din tell me bout it?'' . I reali din noe how to answer tht ques..was having a massive headache by then. Juz feel like hiding under my blankie that moment and sort tings out. Im very traumatised bout receiving calls late at night and early in the morning. Maybe u can say its becoz of experiences that i've been thru. Four times. Four times,i received 3 calls earli in the morning,and once very late at night. Mebbe,im still not strong enough to accept the harsh reality of life and death in life. Yea,of coz i noe its all part of life. Everyone goes through it. Ppl will start saying that ''oh,u have to be strong and go thru it,blah blah blah''. But tings juz aint the same when u're in the situation yrself. It aint that simple. It's not that easy.Whatever it is,i dun wanna question God's action by asking why would ppl die and so on.. I believe he ledi has plans for each of everyone of us.Deeply troubled now. So,dun tink i'll go on much bout how my week have been kayz...Take care ppl~!
Sundae ending sooon lediii...sighz...I reali enjoy lazing around durin weekends la..duno why.. Well..saturdae was finee..sundae so far,is fine tooo...lazing all around the place onli =P..Woke up earli tis morning..coz mummie n daddie wanted to send me over to tuition earlier coz they got smth on..So,i was the 2nd to reach !! haha..took out a book n juz sat there read n read n read..Till teacher came n blah..class started..Blah blah blah..he goes on n on n on. Lalalala,there he goes,there he goes again..lalalala...arGhh.. Then mummie n daddie couldnt make it in time to fetch me from class..so i was like trying to decide..shud i follow rach n wenz for lunch ? shud i take a cab back ? shud i walk bac ? shua i tumpang jack's car back ? and Finally..i WALKED back hme..haha.. actuali its no big deal la..juz that i sae ledi also most of the ppl dun believe me.. yeah,so i took a slow walk hme..its was not bad actuali..enjoying the mornin breeze and admiring the quiet surrounding..aHH~..fresh air..Came back n did sumtings around the hse...den tiuby called..ask to go out teman her for lunch.. So met up with her in lavendar for lunch lor..long time neva catch up with her in sch ledi coz both of us bz with our own tingys !! =P after that ching,tsing u came n join us...blah blah blah...den fadzir came along... Tokin crap der..haha..After that tiuby so tiredz ledi..i was very sleepy too..juz wanna get hme n teman my bed n mr.pillow n mrs. bolster and miss blankie and mr.teddys !! After that went over to kerrys..Didnt have anitin to do der also..so me and tiuby make a move first...Came hme and was like..so nicee..hme sweet hme..Cuddle myself in the couch..then rainin+daddie blast the air-con in the living room..so der enjoyin tv =P it was..heaven lor..haha..i enjoy doing tis la actuali..juz luv relaxing.. after watcin my weibo then juz came online lor..haha..tellin myself now that i muz get serious ledi..no more onlinin so often ledi.. =pnewayz..sign off here la kayz..see ya ppl !!! Lookin forward to a very busy week ahead..
Havent posted anitin for quite sum time ledi..haha..But i cant really recall wad have been going on except for the fact that im rather up to my neck and very stressed up..Lemme start with yesterdae la..31st March 2005, ThursdayTodae go to sch..realli wasting time wan..Can u imagine..no teaching at all since 7.30am till 1pm. Just sit in class only..Actually was flooded by homeworks on Wednesday..but the tingy is i dun like to keep my homework wan..so i finished it all up on Wednesday night ledi..rushing like mad.. So went to sch on thurday..and everyone was trying to finish their homeworks and im left in class..staring at the four walls...c'mon la..i din bring ani revision book also !! argh...Then we had english oral..The 'foursum' (datz wad mrs emelda calls us) did our oral together in the bilik tayangan..onli us and mrs emelda was inside..Our topic was like ''All About Teens'' and u guyz wun believe it..we talked till it was more like a heart-pouring session till four of us burst into tears and mrs emelda's eyes was very watery too.. Mebbe i would sae,its reali an eye-openin session for mrs emelda..If u ppl would have looked deeper into my group of frenz,MOST of us dun cum frm a complete family background..but sae also ppl wun believe it,coz we're FOREVER laughing and playing..Even wen we walk into the room..de first tingy mrs emelda mentioned was ''aHH..here cums the gal who is always luffin''. It was more like a counselling session..mrs emelda tellin us to take all the negative issues in life to make us into a stronger person..And taught us to make the best out of life..so that nex time we have a stable life and job..even our husband and children will respect us..yea.i realli tink it makes sense.Ders more to it but i wun go too much into it here kayz.. =P After sch..bout 6 of us went over to foonyew to watch the basketball match..to mr.smbodi..dun forget my free lunch coz i went !! haha..Watched the match between ec and sj..and im stucked in between two gurls whom their boyfren is among the players..and dey were screaming and 'wad de hell' here n der..and wen the ec's opponent sj num4 trying to shoot..they were like ''sulyn faster..distract him !!'' and dey will like do all kinds of actionz to distract him..aduI~..n dey were like screamin..sighzz..hahhaa..interesting game tho~ since cnvt dun have it..haha..After that me n dexter gota leave for chem class ledi..reached omega late..and the guard wanted our namez !! blaH...wadeva..i noe mi name very nice,fine ! lemme end my thurs here la..1st April 2005, FridayApril Fool's day !!! haha..earli mornin went sch..n was tellin mummie how diff i felt..EVERY YEAR,i would dread tis dae..except tis year..coz without fail last time..EVERY YEAR i will kena smth new from meihui wan..but she left sch ledi..so tis year..im save laa !! haha..but naH..still kena a lil here n der..nvmz..its fun~... After sch went over to cs..Had lunch der den left for bm class.. todae..we notty notty..haha..was bout 4+pm smth ledi..wen the whole class pakat..wen teacher leave the room..all of us also empty the room...class suppose to end at 4pm. So bout 3.30pm..ENTIRE CLASS faster run out n hide outside teacher's hse..haha..we tinkin dat we're so damn smart and fun..luffin all the way giggling..den it was 3.40pm ledi..all of us gettin sienz ledi..den 3.50pm..we very very sien ledi...so Jeff got into teacher's car and started to horn and all of us hide again...Tis time,teacher came out and went into the room.So expecting her to open the door and see all of us dissapear..of coz teacher shud find us ritez !! Den nearli 4pm ledi..sekali one small boi came... ''Teacher ask all of you to come out.Teacher noes that u all hiding here''. All of us..blink blink*..stared at each other...zadao..den u cuz see the dissapointed and memalu-kan face written on each boyz n gurls face arr..we walked into the room..quietly..fine..PUAN ROHAINI won..no fun wan~ we were like stil complainin why she cannot ACT stupid n find us juz to make us happy..cheh..den time to go hme ledi...arghhThen went over to kerrys wit dexter and jeffrey...coz got physics class...Boring class i would sae..but okaylar.. But todae rather memalu-ing day for me..When i walked into puan rohaini's class..i wanted to cross over to another chair..So i climbed on a chair to cross over..and my stoopid socks was so slippery and pulP* !! nope..i din fall..but NEARLY la..let me sae again..I DIN FALL !! argh..but it was so memalukan..haha... Den in physics class..andrew yan turned behind to ask me ''Sulyn,are u in interact club?''..i was busy doing n tinkin hard bout a physics ques so i looked up and instantly stared at him n replied ''Yeapz,negative on the right wan..'' den he stared at me and stared in the air...blink blink*(silence...) i was like tinkin in my heart wads dat reaction for la...Den dexter burst out luffin and clarify again wad andrew asked ''Ehh..wad u tokin.He asking u in interact club anot laa..'' den i burst out luffin n luffin n luffin..like mad woman den onli i went ''hahaha..nonono..im not an interactor...hahahaha''...o man'~ so memalukan dat time..Newayz..tink im gona end here la..see ya ppl !!
