SAT-UR-DAY !!! yea..its saturday todae..
But darn it la..still have to wake up early in the morning and go to school..all thanks to my school for taking last monday off laH !! haha..woke up earli in the morning..dragged myself all around the house..Reached school...dragged myself up to the class..groanin der..''I CAN'T BELIEVE IM IN SCHOOL EARLY IN THE MORNING AND ITS A SATURDAY ???!!!'' wad de...wadeva~...
so blah blah blah..the time passes so slowli todae...kept lookin at my watch and 'my gawd...' and lookin at my watch again after 5 mins and 'my gawd....' haha..inside my head was like ''wad im doin here la..its SATURDAY !! my off-day!!'' arghh..the onli fun part today?letz see..my bm teacher asked if we wanna be a housewife next time or a career-minded woman and 99% of the class choose to work in future juz to prove the point that WOMAN CAN DO BETTER WITHOUT MAN !! haha..oh yea..and we were like havin lil discussion bout cocks durin est lesson..im sure tis topic started frm jilly..dirty la dis ppl..i ended up luffin like mad woman til every1 turned behind n stared..shit la..den finali..tick-tock tick-tock tick-tock...teacher was tryin to finish the last part of physics and i was like ...kayz..12.54pm now..pack pack...den dringggggGGG... its 1PM !! ''okay gurls,pack up now'' YIPPIEEE !!! sch is overrrr..argh..never felt that sch lasted so long before..haha
Then me and my frenz went over to kerrys..nono..we waiting for bus outside the sch wen we juz saw our teacher on the fon and we were like ''teacher fetch laaa'' then she was like tokin on de fon while nodding her head...and we were like ''sure anot ???!! dun care laa..juz get up !!'' haha..tinkin my teacher noes wad mess she's gettin into anot or mebbe she's a lil distracted coz she's on the fon wen we asked her that...but..who cares..we're ledi squeezing ourselves into the car..haha !! so...6 person squeeze at the back seat of a proton wira...we were like..'ouch here...ouch der' haha...then pn.khoo was like..''shud i go faster ??'' coz the 6 of us lufin like hell at the bac of her car complainin and tellin idioticz jokes..haha..so she went fast and we were like shouting der..so she went ''shud i go slow ??'' den we were like..faster faster !! i wanna get out of the car..haha !! at the end...we reached kerrys safe and sound..''THANKS MRS KHOO !!MUAKS 1!'' haha..
so we're left wit 30mins to finish up our lunch..rush rush rush..den go tuition !! After tuition went over to kerrys again and oh yaa !! meihui came back !! altho she's goin bac tomolo laa..had a VERY SHORT chat wit tis gurl..and saw aiai !! haha..miss dem very very much !!! oy tan meihui..chinese new year hols..i wun let u off arr !! haha..
Then faster wen n get tis month's lime mag before mumsie came n fetch me..COZ TIS MONTH IS THE BEST !! feat bout LINKIN PARK,SLY,SIMPLE PLAN and JAY !! all my fav !!! haha..came hme feelin exhausted...so now,juz readin my lime mag chillin out lah..cyz !!
WE , THE RD'S !!! hahaha....
Cum cum..family picsss !!! hahaha...
haha..in order to show our support..we took pics with James,Crossover's boss !! hahaha...
hahaha...we crazy laa..almost the whole cs like over der staring at us only...who cares~
Errrr....CroSSoVer rulez !!! hahaha...
Group hug-hug !!! =P luv u guyz alot alottttt..muaks..
can sleep anytime now..yawnz~
its onli 5pm and im feelin so tiredz and sleepy ledi..thanks to the tupid weather laa..so hotz~!
haha..was onlinin halfway last nite wen the tupid msn gave way and i juz kan sign in animore..so damn frustrated..so kept tryin n tryin n tryin..tinkin tht im the onli 1 havin tis prob..den luckili uncle tsing u msged den onli i noe sum1 else is sharing the same pathetic fate~..tis means..i scolded my poor comp wrongly (dear comp,im so sorry kay..)
Then tried very very hard to get to sleep..but kan~..argh..den finali..sumhow sumtime..fell asleep~
Was sleeping soooo nicely..wen sudenli smth disturbed me..my hp alarm..all thanks to who ? THANKS to ''sumone''~! got a mission to do..had to wake sumbodi up..so poor me have to wake up at 7.30 on my holiday !!! haha..then mission accomplished...that sumbodi woke up..den i can go back to sleep in peace ledi..but rite, instead of thanking me ar..that Mr.sumbodi sae i very violent ??! eh..Mr.sumbodi (u noe who u are..) i violent also all coz of yr maggi mee wad !! arghh...fine,u owe me alot tis time~..wait till u're back den u gona kena ''bomb''~ hahaha !!
When i finali fell asleep again..it seems like juz after 5mins wen sum1 woke me up..argh..my tupid sis..it was like..10am dat time ?? groan~..( I WANT MY BEAUTY SLEEP !!) i was like ''waddd..'' n der she is blah-ing smth..din reali catch wad she sae..onli heard the ''...goin bank'' den i terus ''nonono..zzzz'' n der she is keep askin n askin n askin..Then mummy came in not long after tht ask me wanna go out anot..''blah blah blah..go bank~'' n der i was again ''...nononno'' (ARGH!!) den sudenli she mentioned..''...bring u go walk walk awhile after tht lor''..i immediately woke up n de 1st ting crossed my mind..''SHOPPING??!'' i terus sae ''u all wait awhile ar..i go get ready'' hahaha !!
So we went cs !! haha..nono,wads the fun part..MY SIS DROVE !! tis gurl got her P.license 2 years ago..but she neva drive after the very dae she got her P.license till tis dae todae(tht is after 2 years !!) haha..mumsie was sittin beside her guiding her..and der was of coz me..sittin at the bac of de car luffin all the way to cs(i was also prayin hard too la..my life in danger kayz !! nearli sent a gudbye msg to all my luved ones..haha !!) nola..it wasnt tht bad..eurmz,i timed her..conclusion:she took 23mins and 42 secs to reach cs from mi hse..not bad harh..altho a kancil nearli slam rite into the car coz..she mistook the petrol for break~..wad de.. -_-"
u noe wad i dislike wen chinese new year is bout to cum ? u go out to public places and all those new year songs playin in every inch of the shoppin mall~..those..i duno..dey get a few gurls wit chipmunk voices or a few gurls dat looks like little daisy ducks singing their heart out..damn irritating seh~ i kan even walk in peace..argh..
glad im finali hme..PEACE~...
Just finished watching hot chicks !! haha..too bored ledi la~ so watching it for the second time now~ but farny yet disgusting la the show..haha !!
Kay,sis juz knock off from work and dad juz picked her up now..waitin for dinner to start !! hun-ga-ry laH !!
kay..had a hard time waking up tis mornin..got tuition..arGH~! no mood to learn anitin todae..After tuition den met up my dadsie,mumsie and sis in giant der~..wad de..they finished shoppin wen i reached der !! so unfair..wad bout meeeeee...nvmz~
After tht..went for lunch-Y !! haha..yummy yummy of coz...and went to buy new year cookies today !! Went kerrys in the afternoon..it was so damn packed !! No parking space at all..all full..den after going round n round n round n wen patience nearli run out~..finali found 1 !!! haha..so of coz..inside also packed wit ppl la..so crowded~
So went walking around..alot of small kids around ! ARGH~...kids nowadays~... i duno..kids juz dun seem innocent to me animore..haha..parents are like screaming at their kids all over and runin after their kids and blah blah blah..wad a scene~ den ders kids wailing~...a kid tryin to find his mummy~...wad de...
So conclusion : i dun wanna bring my kids out next time !! Not until they're 5years and above !! haha..save me from all the memalu-ing stuff in public..its like todae..a small kiddo boi bang sum disp items and it caused a loud crashing sound wen everytin dropped..so of coz~..everyone stared !! and poor daddy have to put back everytin and the boi juz stood der staring !!! and ders tis mumsie who was yakking at her daughter all the way wen paying money, tellin her daughter ''u c how lucky u are that im buying these toys for you !! i actually dun feel like buying it arr..u noe how much anot !! todae i no mood to buy tings arr !! u see u how lucky..blah blah blah'' argh~...de card cost rm6 laa !! c'mon la..spare the poor kiddo and juz make her happy can anot ?! Then walk walk walk..saw an actor !! haha..he's waitin for sum1 i gez..as i juz stood one corner watching..Then finali..his gf appeared..he approached him and she like..dunwan layan him n walk far far far away !! haha..so obvious tht she dun wanna acknowledge him in public..so both of dem juz smillin and he juz followin behind her all the way~...hahaha !!
Then came home...did sum hw..sum tuition work..Then came online ledi..
kaylar..i tink im gona end it here for now..see yaz ppl !!
My roomie !! favourtite hang-out place..where music blasts out loud 24hrs everyday..haha !! but nono..im not gone show u hw my room looks like..secret~
looks very kelian arr..hidden in a corner liddat..i brought him to school and he kena torture by all my friends !! esp his cool hair~.. argh..
an article my dad made me read..argh~!! but everythind written is quite true la...taken from The Star paper~
tra-la-la-boom-dee ay~...
haha..Was in a rather okok and good mood today..coz nth bad happened wad..of coz~
Realli havin prob tryin to wake up late..autmotic 8smth i will be awake ledi..damn~..So as usual..switch on tv...watched touched by an angel..sob sob a little (not that im a very emotional person,juz tht reali very touching laa..haha..) Bout tis gal who neva got to graduate altho it was her dream coz she donated her organs to many other people who needed it very much..n blah blah blah..her dad readin out her graduation speech..so saddenin la dat part..haha..So u see,i started my mornin with tears~ hahaha !! Then it was breakfast time !! Daddy made roti prata again !! it was supa dupa very yummy !! yum yum..Then wen it came to the last piece,he ask me to do it..it turned out not bad wad !! (the truth:quite hard lah..) Then i remembered once in form2 time..Kh have to do sum cooking in sch rite~..So me and a fren cooked chicken rice !! malay style of chicken rice..Being a bad cook(see,im so truthful),me n my fren spent alot of time tryin to cook the chicken so tht it will turn out well..Then wen others almost finishin..GUESS WHAT !! we realised..we din boil rice !! its like..nasi ayam tanpa nasi..My Kh teacher so fierce wan..duno how to tell her..so being the smart me,ehem..i got a senior to go to the canteen and buy rice for me !! haha,sumhow she managed to do it la..Then we juz like jiajia boil the rice abit coz have to add sum other ingredients to the rice..END UP~..i duno why..my rice turned out black in clolour..So..u ownself imagine how my nasi ayam was la..but it tasted good kay !! if i blindfold u and ask u to eat it..i bet u will tink its from sumwat 5star hotel's restaurant wan..haha !!
Opps,tell too much story..Oh ya,ppl,guess what !! My sis today first day of work!!Her first job in her life..in lavander as promoter !! haha..she starts work at 2..so me went with her to kerrys..Den duno y,she got so worried der..Then dexter boi came nt long after tht..both of us was like tryin to calm her dwn n teman her awhile..Then we two start tuition at 2 also..So faster chao..Tuition was crazy..(like duH~) try sittin between dexter boi n jilly..u will go mad~ haha..After tuition went over to kerrys again wit dexter..We bought sumtin to munch munch..Then dexter went bac so i went n meet up wit my frens,not long then i also went back laH~...
Came hme..then watch phantom of the opera !! thnx jade for it..The show is F-A-N-T-A-S-T-I-C to me..after hearing much critics from many..i juz find it great..i luv the flow of the story..juz my opinion of coz..Sis came hme nt long after tht..first day of work so the boss din make her work long..So we all had dinner..coz sis was famished and very very tiredz.. Psst..sis now sleepin u noe !! its onli 9.30pm..guess she reali worked hard todae la..proud of her !! haha..newayz,i tink tis is enuf for todae lah..see ya ppl !! [Rd members rulez in my life 4eva !!]
Wokie so earli tis mornin..prob coz im used to wakin up earli ledi..So end up can't sleep late coz juz automatic wake up..Then on the tv..remembered todae is public holidae..So on kids central (c'mon la..like im left wit much choice earli in the mornin)...and thank god..got cartoon !! to at least entertain me laH !! watched dennis the boi..drives his neighbour up the wall wan..watch until me and my dad luffin der...hahaha !! reali bratz la he..
Then whole dae hook on to the tv set onli..watching all the cartoonnnssss...nice~ remind me of my younger days(not tht im very old now la..) Last time young time..used to wake up earli in the mornin..Then pull the carpet then will be put nicely and ready for me wan..a small small furry carpet for me..Set it nicely in front of the tv..and juz lie down der n watch cartoons till mum n dad wake up means breakfast time !! haha..fun la~..But now ar,if got chance to sleep until 1pm betta faster grab it arr...
me and dexter boi feel so kiasu todae !! haha..tell u why..Out tuition starts at 4.45pm..But we planned it all nicely ledi..coz out issue is EVERYTIME we reach..we have no place then end up have to sit wit the boyz~..so weird liddat...So we meet up at 4.15 pm !! haha..dats like..30mins earlier than out class time..Manage to be the FIRST to walk into the class (first time le..) haha..found a great place (of coz not right in front laa..) put our bags..feelin so damn satisfied..Then we walked over to kerrys coz dexter boi wan to get reload card ( dats the prob with prepaid laa..mafan) haha..So can u guess..we even had more than enough time to walk go and walk back..hahaha !!
Then after tuition...went and have steamboat for dinner !! juz luv it !! =P haha...Then came home and watched american idol~...farny laaa sum of the contestants~...When they din get in time arr...they like..sighZ~
i still r'mber..2 of my fren joined the malaysian idol..we were like so happy n excited for dem.Guess wad..we went to kerrys..den one of her wanted to practise n let us listen..so we went into the ladies inside metrojaya..locked the door..and had the whole toilet to ourself..we were inside like for more than 30mins..givin out comments and blah blah..luffin n singing n blaH..haha !! crazy rite..
Then next day after sch..terus rush go jotic..juz rite she's goin in ledi dat time..i was realli very very anxious dat time..duno why..bout 4 of us der wit her mumsie..feelin so tense..n we're like in sch uniform..Guess what..we kena interview thrice dat dae arr !! haha..crazee wan..Yea,both of dem did not get thru the audition so wad..i still tink dey're good !! =P
haha..kayla..i tink its enough for now..see ya ppl !! luv ya !
HoliDayyY !!! haha..convent having 6days straight holiday coz of the malays' havin smth on and the thaipusam nex week..so shiok !! haha..
But of coz..flooded with lots n lotsa hmw..as usual la~ ....And not spared away from sch also..tomorrow officially my first day of holiday but still..have to wake up early and go stadium tomorrow coz got cheering practise~..arGh !! haha..keep practising the routines till my legs hurt and can turn wobbly ledi la~...but kaylar,quite fun.. =P
School have been damn hectic..with so many things going on in and outside school..wad can i say~ This week have been good la actuali..coz juz study for 3 days onli..except for the fact that im so pissed off by my ''teacher''...damn racist...ALWAYS sabo-ing the ''MCA'' group in class..she's the one that seperate us and call us Chinese the MCA group..fine la..anitin~ yaya,in her eyes,the ahli ''MIC'' in class is the best~!! arghh...juz a simple topik bout rogol and blah blah..she can blame until Chinese and Malay men's nafsu very blah blah blah..then ?? Indian man not man la ??!! wad de....And she gave us a perfect advise...Next time wen tis rogol tings happen riteeee...dun leave it in the hands of the government..settle it yourself.Call sum ah bengs or so on and torture the perogol..all of us in class was like..''HARH ??!!'' but thank god she gave me a ''baik'' in my book at the end of the day..IF NOT !!! I will reali reali settle her in my own hands aR !! arghhh....
Starting to get into the rhythmn of a Form 5's student life ledi..Waking up at 6 every mornin..Wit lotsa activities after school..if not means got tuition..and rushing all the homework trying not to keep ani for the nex day coz obviously..there will be another load of hmw the nex day wan..Then the sort of do hmw time sleepy..When time to sleep den energetic..tupid la~..smth wrong wit my brain n body system..
But fine la..so far...everyday,my life is filled with laughter !! hahaha...
Oh ya,todae is Jilly's burd-dae !! haha..bought her a converse shirt... =P she's 17 todae !! (so old ledi huh..) haha..Waited for her to cum in class..all of us standby wit our presents n so on ledi..Then sang her a bird-dae song !! and den gave her a very very very big family(us) hug !! haha..felt so warm den..on a vitamin c-graduation song and i bet every1 will end up crying der n den..haha !! Then de whole dae went on as usual..Till goin bac time..Then before she left gave her a very big hug again...
To Jilly : yoz,juz wanna wish u Happy Birthday and luv u so much !!!! p/s: be more ''adult-like'' yaa..and stop irritating me wen u're sittin behind me in class...!! arghh..distracting me with yr tupid jokes...shhh la u...''!!! hahaha...frenz 4 eva n eva n ever !! r'mber wad to do wen u get yr license arrr...hahaha...
sleepy sleepy~~!
Today was very tiring la..but rather satisfying..haha..
Was in sch bout 7.30am in the mornin...as usual..being greeted by sleepy faces..haha..Then got st.john..But form5 ledi..so dun have to march and learn the first aid tingy..so me and my group of frens juz sat at the volleyball court the entire mornin tokin bout..from dirttie stuff(thanks to the book by ****) ,bout singapore edu system..and to wer we gona study nex year...sadz sadz~...
Then bout 9sumtin juz tot of gettin smth to eat...so all of us went to eat..Then got cheering practise at 10am...today's practise was good..coz we're trying to co-ordinate the whole steps together and managed to finish 5 routines today..so it was great la..had lotsa fun too..and of coz..very very tiring~...arghh...but farny laa..like got abit hip hop to very cheering style to fairy queen stylee..hahaha !! glad that everytin is workin out ledi..
After cheering then the four of us decided to go cs for lunch..So had lunch der and tok tok tok..din realise..ledi so late..coz got tuition at 2pm...So faster rush to kerrys then meet up wit a fren der n walk over to tuition together...Tot i was late ledi..hu noes,dexter boi even later~! haha..had fun figuring out all the addmaths ques in class todae with dexter boi and we manage to finish the paper fast !! So dexter asked teacher can leave earli anot then we two faster cabut..Then decided to wait for mich and dee also la since they also finishin..Then four of us walk to kerrys..and damn farny laa...
We walk in..then saw ppl givin out balloons..Then me and dee was like 'i wannn..' Then dexter boi reali went n took the balloon..Then de person was like..''aiyah..left four..u all take all of it laaa'' hahaha !! So end up..four form5 gurls carrying a balloon each..i was like so malu der..hiding the balloon behind me n lookin dwn while walking..Then the 3 bratz went toilet n left me holding FOUR BALLOONS !!! arghh..how embarassing !! Then i decided to leave ledi la..So end up nice lil dee decided to save me from being malu and offered to hang my balloon on her bag..haha !! was like tinkin it was so farny and kept smillin to myself while walking to the exit onli..so memalu-ing..but fun !!
haha..then came hme..Had mr.crab for dinner !! It was yummyyyy..hahaha...
Juz felt like shouting to the whole wide world how glad i am that it is finally friday !!! im really feeling very very very tiredz and exhausted ledi..and wad de~...its onli the 2nd week of sch...
All sch's activities and sports practise starts tis week..so it was kinda very very hectic..its like im rushing for one meeting after another and den to tuition..there's totali no break time for me~! Especially on Wednesday..i reali felt very very exhausted..Coz it was like a very hectic day in sch for me ledi..Then I didn't even manage to take a 5mins break or even had ani lunch coz had to do sum Patrick's tingy den i had to rush for choir ledi..Was reali very tired by den..But had to stand der and practise till it was 3pm !! Then at 3pm my Patrick's practise starts~!! my battery reali went flat..from studies to singing to sports...din even get to eat anitin..Then came back home..couldn't rest at all..coz was rushing all my hmw !! had tons of it~! arghh..
Then came thurs...earli mornin kena mum scold..she was like..sayin i duno how to take care n treasure myself and so on~tink she was quite true la..was another damn hectic day..once reached sch den listen to my fren der complainin complainin..was quite pissed inside me..Right after sch had meeting..den it went on n on n on..den came hme ahwhile but did not even take a break i opened up my book and rushed all thurs hmw like mad..Then had to rush for chemistry class...darN~...So considerin my battery ledi so flat on wed..on thurs im reali feelin very very extra-supa-dupa-low battery ledi..Summore the entire day..was filled with problemz onli..had to settle tis and dat probz..c'mon la..did not even receive much smillin face de entire day..n i was like tryin to tell myself..relax relax,smile smile~...den finali gif up wen sch is almost finishin~ argh..dey do wad they wan lah..so i wasn't reali in the mood for anitin..finali late at nite my fren called..n i was like so fed-up wit everytin ledi..i was like..since im so bored down with everytin,my sch work,activities and juz too many conflicts happenin wit the ppl around me..juz felt like givin dem a knive each and kill each other laH !! settle it for once n for all..haha...why shud i keep pretending to be enjoying all of it la ??! so i juz said ''the whole day todae was sucky'~...and she finali understood wad i mean..
Then came Friday !!! great..decided to greet the day nicely..and yeah..everytin turned out not bad..except tht wasn't reali feelin well durin sch time..haha..den finali recess time..i decided i need sum1 to make my day well and sunny again..so guess i went and find who ?! i went and fine Mr.Sun !! spent my recess time under the sun~...felt so much betta after tht..hahaha !! see,i told my frens it would work !! =P they were like..''sulyn,u siao ledi arrr...'' haha...Then had chess meeting after sch..Then right after chess got cheering practise...Then right after cheering went for bm class...Didn't eat the whole day..Bm time den me n von craving for mcdonald~! =P haha..Then after bm class we faster rush go kerrys eat mcd den go omega for physics~!! Another hectic day huh..but since its the last day of the week..fineee..juz enjoy it and stop tellin yrself dat u're tired !! hahaha..it works~..
BUT...tomolo have to be in sch by 7.30am again~..argh...got st.john..Then after that got cheering practise at 10am...then having addmath class at 2pm..see..no break~...Is tis wad ppl call..the days of f5's life ? kindda pathetic u noe !! hahaha...but no matter wad..still enjoyin life la me... =P
Newayz..ben left for kl todae ledi..sobz sobz..no one to be annoyed at ledi !! hahaha..but no matter..all the best to you ya mr.bend !! psst..dun forget bout the 'zouk' plan..
so sleepy~!!
Slept so damn late last nite...entertainin my sis~..argh...
Then couldn't wake up this morning...till mum have to keep callin me wake up..den drag myself out of bed den later on to see my sis still sleeping..jealous~!!!
Drag myself around the hse again ( as usual)...den drag myself all the way the sch...then yap and i drag all the way up to the class..and slept der~...hehe..then dear pn.niada kindly woke us up..and had to go dwn for assembly..
so teachers yak yak yak...felt so restless then ledi..images of my bed and teddies keep goin on thru my pea sized brain..argH~..dat feeling..so torturing !! hahaha...
Then manage to last whole day in class...had sum patrick meeting during recess..first time ar,i go meeting..can eat while meeting wan..but no choice la~...rushing for time..den planned sum strategy..sum tings...and finali..faster go back class !! coz its emelda next..
Mrs Emelda...the most sarcastic cum nice teacher i've ever known...laughed thruout the entire 2 hrs of her class non-stop..hahaha !! Then of coz..homeworks also start flooding in ledi...
So managed to keep my eyes wide open and active for the past 6hours in sch..luckily teacher could not make it so no extra class today !! yippieee !! =P
Came back home and decided to juz finish up all my homework laa...neva reali like to keep homework till the next day unless realli have to..coz later the burden gets heavier and heavier huh..So reached hme and did my hmw..eyes closing soon...Then finally 5.30pm !! finish !!! im like..omygod..finali (but heyz...i put my pride in doin my hmw kayz !! it wasn't a ''cincai'' job..hehe..) Then i crawl up to bed and went to Dreamland to visit my prince charming der...
Juz love the feeling of having afternoon naps..duno why..altho havent reali been taking or intending to take ani more afternun naps since during weekdays la...haha !! Then bout 6++...sudenli realised why its like so noisy laaa...Then realised 5 sms received thruout the 45mins dat i slept..no peace~ argh...hahaha !! But thank god la..if not i tink i will sleep till tonite ledi..coz i remembered...i havent do the moral tingy !!!
Have to find out bout easter..wads der to tok bout easter ???!!! but nvmz...finali managed to find sumtings bout it la..sum crappy tings..got me luffin non stop reading bout the easter bunnies and eggs and etc etc...Coz it brought back sum memories..
Once..a few years back..was it standard 6 ?? haha..forgot wen ledi..i decided to make easter eggs during the easter celebration !!! So nicely la..my sis joined me and she boiled sum eggs for me..then we decorated the shells of the eggs with watercolour !!! haha...
so proud of it and etc etc ledi...then wen its finali time to eat and i wanted to gif it to my frenss...opened it up and its all so colourful even inside the eggs...Blue,red,yellow,black,brown..u name it u have it laH~!! hahaha...so end up..can't be eaten...dissapointing but fun !! =P
kayla..betta go off now..have my dinner and do sum tings..prepare for sch tomolo !! Sch beginin to be very hectic with all the activities ledi...sighz~...
den lastly...argh~...ookayzzz...sum tings to clarify again..the other entry den i post before this..i said bend was nagging riteee...kayz,he wasnt~ he was juz sharing his word of wisdom ( as if la~..) hahaha !!!
Eeyore !!! hahaha...thanks melvin for tis pic !!
8th December 2005 !!
so fast rite..one week of school finish...but alot more of weeks to cum laa...
Woke up at 7am tis morning...not to study of coz !! but went to school..aiH~...for once..im like so guai..reporting to school earli in the morning wen its a Saturday...haha..
Today was like first day of koko la..so betta go rite..anywayz,doubt i'll be going much for st.john meetings after tis ledi..so we anggap tis as our last ever st.john meeting...
Reached there and the hall was like so damn packed with people...tinking how on earth am i going to find for my frenz laa...Then as everyone saw me..they juz automatic keep telling me to go to the back of the hall..and everyone keep pointing at the back of the hall to me.So i was tinkin wads goin on der laaa..so i wen to the back and der they are !! My whole group of lazy bummies fren leanin against the wall at the back of the hall with all the sleepy and lazy look pasted on their face..haha !! but naH~..i wasnt that energetic after all too...
Then blah blah blah..had a short or...not so short after all assembly and finali st.john meeting started. So the president (dear suqin) started blah-ing bout st.john rulez and so on..(and all of us dwn der started feelin like she has grown up so fast..sob sob) and we sudenli remembered bout all of our seniors and how 'influential' were dey back then...Then we saw all those skinny yet tinny weeny little form one's...And remembered how nerdy and innocent were we back then (compared to now..big diff arr !!) and so..of coz the winner of the day..the form5's made the most noise...or may i sae...my group of frens made the most..hehe..
After st.john den i went for breakfast with popo !! hahaha...went to cut hair after that (my last time..im keeping long leddiiiii) and went hme...den blah blah blah..it was 2pm ledi..time for tuition !! So went to kerrys and waited for dear dexter boi(von) to reach..and we walked to tuition after that..it was tis new teacher that we're trying out..pn.chua for addmath~...kayla,i tink she's juz..okay~ nth reali fantastic..haha..but as if like we're left with many choices la~! cheh..
So tried to remain 'focus focus' thruout the whole class...Then finali..it ended !! kayla..me and dexter boi fared not too badly in the class after all..haha...It was rainin by then !! and so...we had to run back to kerrys under the rain. There was like me,dexter boi,mel and jillian runnin back to kerrys and ONE thing bout tis 3 gurls....THEY DUNO HOW TO AVOID PUDDLES OF WATER WAN !! IT SEEMS TO ME THEY PURPOSELY RUN ON IT WAN !! n those water of coz splatter on the poor me laaa !! i was behind them waddd...arghh..
conclusion : was very wet by the time reached kerrys...haha...me and dexter boi was freezing the whole timeee...cold~!!! very very cold !! it rained like since the moment i woke up will now la..chilly day..best weather to take naps...haha..
Then my dad called..saying he's in popular..so went upstairs to meet my parents der...Me and dexter boi actuali saw a shirt that we reali liked and we wanted to buy it !! we ledi plan wan to buy todae wannn...dexter taking the green colour and i wan the red wan !! nice n interesting shirt !! So me and dexter boi went n see la..and so..von bought that green shirt..but i din buy !!! =( coz mummy sae it kinnda look...''scary'' argHHH !!! nvmzz...
Then walked around awhile..helped dexter to picked sum prezzie...dexter even got my mum and sis to help pick the wrapping paper (dun trust my taste huh ??!) den blah blah blah...decided to go hmeee...
So said goodbye to dexter boi !! and we went to eat steamboat for dinner !! i guess it tasted more yummy that usual days becoz it was like to cold...and had hot hot steamboat..wow~...hahaha !!
Then went hme..blah blah blah..watched kung fu hustle...tink the show makes no sense at all..
the end~
Decided to officially kiss Mr.Sad goodbye !!!!
haha...and i've decided to welcome Mr.Happy into my life !!!
Life hasn't been reali smooth for me during this first week of school..but i gez,things is just starting to work out..sumhow~...dun wanna elaborate further anitin bout tis...but no matter what..thanks people for your 'inspirational' words !! haha...
So tiredz !! Just after 5 days of schooling..haha..me getting old ledi la~... can't deny tis fact..
but seriously,laughed alot in class...laugh and laugh n LAUGH !!! hahaha..laugh until i go siao arr...everyday also luff until liddat...
Had qm meeting after school today..Then went to kerrys after school to have a very very quick lunch and had to get sum tings..and alamak...met bend and ching der...and wadlaaa,once saw me onli..bend started nagging and nagging and NAGGING about spm doin latihan and stuff~...arghhh...worst than my mama !! hahaha..kiddin la...After that then went for my Bm tuition !! PUAN ROHAINI THE BEST-est !!! haha..juz luv her sooooo muchy !! enjoyed her class alot..altho~..i have to clarify to you people in her class today...I WASN'T SLEEPING !!! arghh..i was juz...looking down..below the table..but i was listening to her !! haha..and was so touched !! Puan rohaini said that she is still keeping my standard6 book with her till now !! den blah blah..she was making us remembering the whole putera gunung tahan tingy by hard..and sadly,the only one fact im very VERY confident...''tuan robert ditawan orang Sakai'' !! hahaha...and wen we heard the Sakai word..we juz keep burst out luffin..duno y also~..
Then after rohaini we went back to kerrys to get a birthday present..then went over to omega for physics class !! After being late for like..almost 4 times..we decided to be early today !! we reached at 4.40pm wen the class was suppose to start at 4.45pm...tinkin dat we're so damn early n was like so damn proud of ourselves..but wen we open the door..me and von was like...'o-mygod...'he class was so so so packed with ppl !! no place for both of us to sit summoreee ...we deicided to be patient and we waited till mr.yip came to class and he found a place for both of us!! sooo happy and excited laa..lookin wer is the place he found for us..guess what..he got us a place sittin in between two groups of boyz~...''WOW~~~'' wad a wonderful place with perfect feng shui huh =[ (bom) and that guy beside me !! c'mon laa..im also very 'squeezy' and damn uncomfortable in my place der...control yr leg sikit and stop poking yr legs around laaaa !!! ARGHHH !!! after juz 15mins of class..im ledi asking von..''when can we go back?''....sighz~
but nevertheless...its fun la...coz i noe this 'simply-poke-his-legs-around' guy since form2 and was like kinda see-ing how much he have grown now~...big boy ledi !! sobz sobz...hahaha...
Life sux
it really really did....for me...
Feeling very lost now. It's like..i've never felt so dissapointed with myself before. But i have no one to blame..but myself. It's as if like i've lost everything. My so-called perfect life, my confidence, my self esteem and i dissapoint my parents alot tis time..
I don't even know how to tell everything out now. Feeling very angry and sad at the same time...with myself..Everything is perfect...at least it was. But i lose it myself. And now,there's no turning back at all.
Last time, i felt that everything was just within my reach. There's nothing that i want or hope that i can't reach for. Everything just happens sumhow...But now,no matter how i scream or cry..i can never have it back..anymore..Sum people may think,whats the big deal ? what's the problem ?
The problem is...to me...this is the most important thing. and till now..it still is.
Wounded
You knocked on the door and seems so sincere,
Slowly convincing me to open the door,
Eventually I allowed you in to take a sit,
But you did not stay long,
disappearing as sudden as u've appeared,
Anger emerge from this sudden emptiness,
You got me adapted to your companionship only to pick up and leave,
I opened the door, allowing myself to be vulnerable,
believing that you'll protect me and shelter me from reality,
but instead,
the one that I entrusted my heart and soul...
was the one that hurt me most...
by Joey
i tink im such a good gurl~...such a good daughter~..dun u tink so too ?? hahaha... kayla,dun wanna make u people puke !! Wanna noe why i sae so ? Coz i woke up so so so so earli tis morning juz to go tuition !! arghh..wad reason can be worst than tis ?! It's like..there's Mr.Eng's chemistry class today !! then i forgot they tell me its this morning or nex sundae morning !! I only know the class is at 9am..so i woke up at 8am and call call call call..but nobody wan to pick up my call !!! so pekchek...juz have to call call calll....from my room i call call call till walk until the living room still callin till walk till the kitchen ledi still callin !!! arghhh...Walk until the back window and juz sat there staring at the lil kitty sleeping while still callin !! It was 8.30am leddiii...Finally i've decided...terus call Mr.Eng onli laa !! (tupid me riteee..) So i called and da-daH !! Mr.Eng pick up and ''Ya,the class starts today''...and GASP*!! IT WAS 8.40AM lediiii..onli have 15mins left..quickly rush rush go bathe and blah blah blah...and sudenli i remembered !! I bathe ledi all so wad ??! Nobody fetch me der also !! forgot to wake my parents up !! haha..so quickly go to their room and open the door !! ''GOT TUITION !!'' hahaha...then mummy and daddy quickly wake up and get ready too..rush rush rush...den gez wad...I MADE IT !!!! hahaha...
Okayz~...so had a 2 hours chemistry lesson...i tink he's good la...lots of notes and pointers given =P haha...but after 1hr i started to feel sleepy ledi laa..not his fault but mine laa..slept so late last nite..shhh...
So went to meimei's wedding last nite ritee..IT WAS NICE !! THE BRIDE WAS SO SO SO SO SO SO PRETTY !!! haha...typical chinese wedding dinner ritee..ppl sae dinner starts at 7pm...den guest will onli start comin in at 8.30pm..predicted ledi..always also liddat wan !! so have to wait wait wait...lucklili got uncle tsing-U to entertain while waitin~..haha...den finali...the couple made the grand entrance in and the ceremony started !!! clap clap...so as usual la~...got the eating session wan...but halfway at the dinner im beginin to feel sleepy ledi..coz it was like 10++ lediii...and ders still like 6 more dishes to go !! haha..so me and man onli managed to exchange eye signals thruout the whole dinner...both of us was like...'yawnz'~...hahaha...but luckili in front of me got tv..and ders pan wei bo on tv =P so it wasnt so bad after all..haha !! Then it was bout 11+ ledi...so tiredz by then...and had red wine..so i was havin lil lil bit headache ledi..so finali congratz meimei and her dear n managed to exchange a lil high5 with her..haha...den left~...zzzzz....
School starts tomorrow !!! tis year i like not much preperation or anitin wan...haha..the excitement of startin school no more ledi laa...after 10 years~...now the 11th year..that sort of excitement feelin numb ledi~...haha...but still..lookin forward to start anew and be a good gal in sch..(hopefuli) haha...stop being a bratz to teachersss...especially durin pn.khoo, rathi and pn.azmah's class...hehe...
1st January 2005 !!!
haha..its a whole new year today !!! so happieeee....
After the bbq dinner that lasted so late last nite and blah blah blah...and was awoken by a very very early morning call at 7am today (thanks to monkie jack !!),felt so tiredz but yet happy. Went and wash up..and went in my sis's room to disturb her and June so wake up !! haha..the usual ting i always do..sleep on dem..it ALWAYS works..after bout 5-10mins,dey will feel sumtin and eventually wake up !! haha..
Then daddy make roti prata for breakfast todae !! it's really really yummy kayz !! mmm...so crispy and yet delicious...good breakfast !! Then by the time after breakfast..uh-oh...time to meet my friends !! Meetin them in cs todae coz we wanna watch Meet The Fockers !! Reached der and went up to lvl5..wen me and ck was like..'HARH !!''...the q was so damn long..but we gave in and line up aniwayz..luffin bout the guy in front of us !! hahaha !!..we're so bad rite...nvmla !! hehe..then when we finally reach there...so dissapointing lor !! NO MORE !!!! ARGHHHH....God's will~..suan liao..haha...
Then the four of us felt a lil hungry..so went foodcourt and had our lunch !! munch munch munch and yak yak yak...den finali we decided to go walk walk !! So der we go..round n round n round..walking and lookin around...Then we realised that..me and yvonne keep gettin lost !! hehe...i duno why...mebbe dats why everytime go out time i will either hold on to wl's hand or ck's bag..haha !! used to it ledi la.. Then me and yvonne duno wer to find dem and lazy to find dem..so we decided...to kill our time..we shall....EAT AGAIN !!! haha...so bought sum tings,find a place to settle and munch munch munch again..hehe...happily eating laa..till we decided to find dem la..BUT,haha..frenz so long ledi..tak payah call or wadeva wan..yr sixth sense will juz tell u wer are they. Went upstairs and der dey are right in front of us !! hehe..
So we walked and decided to find a place to juz sit down ! ( dun worry..no more eating this time) haha..Then a message came..it's from pigSy !! (yongyeik)...tis poor guy(wic im begining to feel that he's lucky to be inside ns) wishing me Happy New Year !! so great...messaged wit him awhile..so they spent their new year inside ns...sleepin~...counting down in dreamland~..and he was juz mentionin how 'crappy' their food was and how happy they are coz todae their 'teacher' brought them out to eat...so actuali..going into ns is good or bad ??
After walking around den decided to cum home ledi..coz its meimei's wedding tonite ! So happie for her !! hehe...so of coz have to get ready and blah blah blah..dats y couldnt stay out too late..so tiredz..so mebbe i shud juz sign off now and get sum nap b4 preparing myself =P !! tataz ppl...
should i ? shouldn't i ? close down this blog ? keep it juz like this ?......
haha...well..its 31st of dec today !!! the last day of year 2004...sounds fun ? sounds sad ? im not sure of it myself..a big goodbye kiss to year 2004 !! It has been great and juz wonderful year. Enjoyed and learnt alot alot bout life and myself this year..realised alot of stuff~...and met many many new wonderful humans !! haha...
So what will u ppl be doin huh ? How u gona celebrate the NeW YeAr ?...be a good citizen(like me) and listen to badawi okayz...dun have BIG BIG celebration la..juz a small small wan will do..coz it is now not the time to actuali rejoice..can u imagine,juz within that ONE DAY,over 400 000 ppl could be dead..juz within one day~!! imagine how all the luv ones gona cope with the pain of losing their relatives/parents/child/frens and blah blah blah la....sad case la...but,its all God's doing.So im not goin to question His doings. But isn't it nice ? seeing the WHOLE WORLD holding hand in hand helping each other and giving each other their support...its reali nice seeing that behind everything bout humans being kiasu,kiasi,sampat,character-very-1-kind...they are still nice people after all. It's really juz like a quote from Anne Frank : ''In spite of everything,I still believe that people are good at heart.''
Well..gota have a small bbq at home tonite =P ...yummyyy !! haha...juz hope that year 2005 will be a great and wonderful year la !! with good health..good results...good frens..blah blah blah everytin also good wan laa !! Next year SPM ledi..so fast..i r'mber sittin wit my fren durin standard 3,we tokin bout takin UPSR. Then wen Form1,we were sittin wit each other again tokin bout PMR. Then during Form3,we sat down again,tokin bout SPM. And finally...the end of my secondary school life..SPM came...no more play play and takin tings easy ledi kayz ppl !! haha..lets fight the war togetherrrrrr !!! CHARGEEEEE !!!! kayz..siao ledi...
Sad case la..school starting in...2 days !!! tis hols over very fast la..sad case..mebbe coz i enjoyed it alot alot alot dats why it seems fast...
Lemme flash back..hmmm...Right after sch hols,had my birthday party !! then i went australia for two weeks !! enjoyed damn lot der arr..everydae wake up play shop play shop..haha !! Then came back..hang out alot wit my frensss...did lots of crazy stuff...and of coz..sum crazy stuff did happen also...siGhz~..had a little siao time wit shawn and ching last nitee..saiko-ing dem bout our last year ledi and blah blah blah..haha..end up 3 of us like so sad liddat..gosH~...but reali waddd !!! hahaha...
kaylar..tink i betta sign off now...but people..juz wanna wish u guys ALL THE BEST and HaPpY NeW YeAr kayz !! sch starting also i wont be onlinin often ledi..sumore nex year crucial year..worst~..but no matter wad u guyz still can contact me la kayzz !! that's wad hp are for (to whoeva that created handphones,i luv u !!!) hahaha...luv u guyz !!
