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Thursday, May 04, 2006 - 12:46 PM

break time!

Quickly came back right after bio class. Had major problem trying to open my eyes to make it for chem class this morning. I can feel my lazy-ness all comming back to me. Seriously dragged myself all the way to the bathroom. Suddenly thought of mummy then, the way she has been waking me up every morning for the past 11years, or sometimes daddy takes over the job.

I asked sis the other day. ''Actually, whats wrong with being pampered?''. I have been pondering, now that i've left my cossy and protected nest for 11years. It all started from being in national service. No doubt that the three months in there had been hell for me, harsh way of living. And now that im up here in kl a week after national service is over, what is it all about being independant ? To me, being independant is more about knowing to handle yourself, self-dicipline is more of what we're talking about. Giving up the luxury of life doesn't mean anything. There is of course, a limit for everything. The bottomline, i want to be home. =)

Days to mid course examination are countable now. A little burnt out from all the tests and load of work to be done. Lecturers are going like bullet-train now, keeping their finger crossed that they are able to finish the syllabus with us so that we're able to sit for the exam with the january intake peeps. My brain's working too fast now, churning everything that i've learnt in a day, and by night time..it seems as tho it's gonna burst anytime. Glad that i've handed up both my chem assignments due today and im over with my test this morning. Now i have to focus on my bio and maths test going on next week.

But of course, the bad comes before the good. Having two weeks break right after my exams is something to be celebrated. Wish i could have the best of both worlds, going home to my parents and him being back. Too bad that finals had to be on during that period.Smiles and sighs.

To diana, no i've not forgotten about you girl. Of course not. Just that life's been really hectic here that I find not time to sit down and talk to you. This weekend alright ? Till then, be patient. =p

To yvonne, me doing fine here! I miss you alot alot alot too. Wait for me during my break time kay ? We'll meet up and talk, have loads of things to share with you. Keeping too much things within me. And i know, you do too. =)

I am in desperate need for a nap now.

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