Today's rather tiring.. *sleepy* =PWoke up early this morning..had mathz class at 9.30am.Was about 15minutes late cause i couldnt wake up this morning,haha..Really lurve mrs. lee for the tremendous improvement in my mathz,she really played a huge part of it lar..the four of us in the class did improve alot for our trials this time round =PAfter class,seekay dropped us in kerrys.Was meeting up with tiuby there..Then me,tiuby and man spend most of our time in *secret place* just talking,haha..wish we could go there every saturday to just crap..haha..Then soon ching came and we headed for...The Jail !! okay,i was the crappiest and noisiest before going in to the jail..being so supa excited.But i guess,the jail showed me something more than what im expecting? I didnt really have such a complicated mindset bout things inside and..i definitely wont want to be there ever again.The first few minutes walking around was pretty fine i guess..Guess it was the time where they showed us the whipping part.That man had to actually stand 20 strokes at one go!! I didnt really thought much of it at first..But as the first stroke came along till the sixth stroke,i began to start feeling a little sick.Tiuby and ching can still open their eyes wide to watch but i couldnt stand it anymore,quickly shut my ears and turn away.I seriously didnt find it amusing lar. Bet it really hurts and the effect is worst when that man screamed. I seriously went quiet and felt really sick there already..yucks~ No wonder everyone who visited the jail only tells me bout the caning part.It leaves the deepest impression i guess..blah~Then we wandered around..and gosh,we felt really hot and stuffy..bad weather!! The next part that irks me gotta be the cells ? I cant stand the thought of anyone living in it,that sort of environment!! Its so small,and it stinks!! So dark in there..so creepy..i cant imagine when night falls..Why would anyone with the right frame of mind would wanna part with RM50 just to stay one night there?!!! I was still telling my parents that it wont be so bad inside,and now..You gimme RM1000 to stay one night in there also i wont accept.As i walked around,was thinking alot.The things i touched,the position where im standing,some ex-convicts touched it before?some ex-convicts been in this very position where im standing before? What did he/she do? What was his/her feelings then? I was thinking alot..and its just depressing to be staying in there la..haha..i wont survive for sure !! Well,but was glad to see so many living skills workplace there..haha,the thought of me finding a 'Lat' book in their library just amuses me la..The next place i went into gotta be the ''hanging'' room..We walked past the first cell,second cell..till the third cell..there was a dummy in there with a rope tied to its neck with its face covered up with a black cloth.Its deffinitely creepy in there and the wall was painted black. Me and man went in together and..as i was reading the article there..with the dummy standing rite in front of me..i came across sometin tellin us that the rope,used on the dummy,was actually used to hang three 'bomoh' before!! I stared up right at the rope and felt so uneasy then..but just right a group of people came in and darn,im stuck in there and cant get out..The monkie dummy was standing right beside me and the policeman was teling some stories..The rope used to hang ppl,they have to get it all the way from germany,and it cost bout rm3000+ each?! and it can only be used once,and throw away..Now we know where all the tax money goes to,buying ropes~ haha..And he was telling us bout different length of ropes used for different people with different size,till he mention becoz their neck will break and therefore..head and body..seperated~ theres some cases when that happens!! And when the head eurm..seperated from the body (to put it in a nicer way),the blood will not go flowing down but it will shoot up instead following the rope!! That statement got me feeling cold and i instantly looked up~ *blink blink* alritez,no blood stains,phew~ Overall,i think the idea of opening up the jail to the public is deffinitely a wise move made.I believe it really leaves an impression on people and maybe,ppl will start thinking twice in future before convicting any crimes ? i hope~ Cause it deiffinitely creeped me out..sae..maybe im timid and no gain for all this stuff la,i cant take it~ haha..The moment i stepped out of the jail,i felt so so so relieve and told my friends,i'll be a good gurl from now on.Really!! And yah,clubbing clubbing..i think,lets just set it aside till im officially 18 years old la.I dont wanna take the risk of even being quarantined in the jail!! (altho the cells for those being quarantined only is somewhat a little higher class than the normal ones)Oh well,i dont wanna be reminded of the jail trip ever again. I really cant wait for mondae!! haha..going on a crazee singapore trip with my friends on Monday =P as usual,we'll always go supa siao wan..*excited* =P-I,Lee Su-Lyn,hereby swear that i'll be a very good girl from now on.-
